Hair Bands For Christmas
Copyright Oggbashan November 2017
The author asserts the moral right to be identified as the author of this work.
This is a work of fiction. The events described here are imaginary; the settings and characters are fictitious and are not intended to represent specific places or living persons.
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I had made a bad mistake for Michelle's birthday in September. I had bought her a set of expensive underwear from a local lingerie shop. I had the sizes exactly right. That was the last straw.
"Thomas! Our relationship doesn't mean you can buy me underwear!" Michelle shouted at me. "And I don't like you knowing I'm a size 18 with a 38 D cup. We're friends! Not lovers! We're not married. We're not even engaged. If you make mistakes like this -- we never will be."
Michelle went on and on for most of the evening. I got the message. She was seriously annoyed with me. I had given her the package when we had returned from a day out followed by an expensive early evening meal in a local restaurant. I thought... It doesn't matter what I thought. Michelle's reaction was what mattered to both of us.
It took weeks for me to recover from that error. It didn't help that Michelle could only change the underwear in that shop, not get a refund. I had bought her underwear even if she had chosen the items she ended up with. I never got to see the replaced underwear whatever it was. I had hoped... But Michelle was more distant than she had been before that incident. It took until almost the end of October before she started to forgive me. She wouldn't forget, nor let me forget.
She couldn't avoid me. We worked in the same office, in the same room and together as part of a project team. We lived in the same block of apartments, on the same floor. Our front doors were only yards apart and she had to walk past mine to get to hers. We had gone to the same school in the same year and on to the local university on the same degree course. We had known and liked each other since we were children.
When Michelle had dumped her boyfriend Paul a week before my girlfriend Janis had dumped me, we sympathised with each other. We were in and out of each other's apartment sharing coffee and occasional meals. We had begun to recognise that we had been too close for too long to see that we liked each other more than just long term friends.
We had started hugging and kissing each other. We liked that and did some more. We started going to events together. We went to the theatre, to the cinema and to local dances. Until my mistake on her birthday I had thought we were moving beyond friendship into love.
The underwear changed all that. It was my mistake. Michelle's reaction had been extreme. At the beginning of November she gave me a hint of why she had been angry. I was sitting on a stool at her kitchen table drinking coffee. It was her thanks for mending a kitchen cupboard door -- again. She was sitting beside me. She was obviously about to say something important. I waited.
"I'm sorry, Tom," Michelle said.
That was a good sign. I was Thomas only when she was annoyed with me. I am Tom when we are friends.
Her former boyfriend Paul had begun to show signs of controlling behaviour. He wanted her to change the way she dressed, who she met, and even where she lived. Being Michelle she resented that. Although they were having sex he wanted to direct what they did and how. She learned that he was into bondage. He hadn't told her. She found handcuffs and a ball gag in a bedroom drawer when she was looking for clean sheets.
He was out getting a take-away meal. Michelle had time to look further. She discovered a leather hood, a leather harness with collar and lead, a chastity belt, and items of bondage underwear. The underwear was in Michelle's size. Paul's former girlfriend had been a size 12 to Michelle's 18. Every item seemed new. Michelle added two and two together to make six at least. Paul would want to use the bondage equipment on her.
She didn't say anything to Paul at the time, or for a week or so. It might just have been his fantasy and he didn't intend to use the items. A few days after the discovery of the bondage lingerie she had cleared his apartment of anything of hers that had been there. She wanted to be able to walk away cleanly if she had to. She didn't want to. She had been enjoying sex with Paul.
A week later, after yet another session of sex in Paul's bed he suggested they should try some consensual bondage. She had refused. He insisted. She objected and he tried to hold her down and force her to wear the handcuffs. Michelle had grabbed his balls and twisted so hard that Paul screamed. She gathered up her clothes and left. She had to dress herself in the lift.
When I bought her lingerie it had reminded her of Paul. Although we had never gone beyond kissing and hugging she knew I wanted to go further. Part of the reason for her reluctant was that I was larger and stronger than Paul. If I had tried to force her into handcuffs? She wouldn't be able to stop me.
"I don't own any," I objected.
"I know, Tom," Michelle said. "While you were away at your uncle's you asked me to keep an eye on your apartment. You gave me a duplicate set of keys years ago."
"I did. I trusted you, Michelle, and I still trust you. You did more than look after my apartment. I hadn't asked you, but you cleaned it. You even put fresh milk and bread in my kitchen on the day I came back."
"All I was doing was what you had done for me when I went away a couple of months earlier, Tom. You cleaned my apartment and repaired the broken cupboard door -- and left bread and milk."
"Why not? We are friends and have been for years."
"But I searched your drawers, Tom. I shouldn't have. I didn't find anything worrying, not even a stolen pair of panties..."
"Stolen? Your panties would mean something if you had given them to me, Michelle. I wouldn't..."
Michelle kissed me. It was the first kiss since her birthday.
"What annoyed me about the lingerie was not just the memory of Paul but that you knew my exact size. How did you know, Tom? Did you search my drawers?"
"No, Michelle. There is a very simple explanation. Remember when your new washing machine broke down in mid-cycle?"
"Yes. Oh. Of course. I brought the wet washing through to put in your machine while I waited for the repair mechanic."
"And I hung it on my airer when the load had finished. I looked at the size labels. I wouldn't search your drawers. I couldn't. You fold your clothes precisely. You would have noticed if I'd been looking in your drawers. That's not why I didn't do it. It would have been an invasion of your privacy."
"Have I got any secrets from you, Tom? Except Paul's behaviour?"
"I wouldn't know, Michelle. I know a lot about you but..."
She kissed me again before sitting on my lap, the first time ever.
"Earlier you said you trust me, Tom. I have been reluctant to admit it, but I trust you too. Even before I found the bondage stuff I didn't really trust Paul."