Thanks to everyone who wrote asking me to repost this. I am disabled, but I will publish this series and other works as fast as I can edit.
"Who's a good girl?"
My husband looked down at me with a smirk of condescension spreading over his face. He stroked my hair playfully as I obeyed, my hands up near my naked breasts in fists mimicking a dog about to speak.
So far it wasn't so bad.
It was only a few minutes into my punishment. And all things considered, I'd probably gotten off lucky. A few weeks ago, Scott discovered I'd sent out a bunch of nude photos of myself. I had been having a sort of affair with a coworker.
It started out as some innocent flirtations around the office, and we never did anything though in person, even though he pressed. After I rejected anything more, he spread the photos around the office. Other than embarrassing the hell out of me, no one cared, so long as I still sold houses. But eventually someone decided to email my husband the pictures making their way across the office.
I didn't really have a reason for it. All in all, we had a good marriage. But it had been ten years. I don't know, I guess I never really felt like a knockout blonde. I hadn't put on much weight, but my breasts barely reached a B cup, and it was nice feeling all that attention again. Plus things in the bedroom, as they tend to do, had started to slow down. Not that there was really anything to complain about, we'd had our kinks and fetishes played out, but everything started to seem routine.
We talked. He yelled. I cried. I apologized. And then I asked them that fateful question.
"What can I do to get out of the doghouse?"
Poor choice of terms.
And he told me.
I understood, or at least I listened to how humiliated he felt, knowing that every person in our real estate office had seen my tight bubble butt filled with a butt plug while I put another toy in my bare pussy.
A few cheesecake photos, he might have understood, but to see me so willing to debase myself for another man... it made him feel completely emasculated.
I apologized again and again, but he cut me off.
"Karen. We've been over this. And I forgive you. We've been together for ten years. You sent out some pictures. Christ Karen, I wish you would have just told me. I mean, I'm frustrated too. The times we do have sex... you don't seem at all into it. It makes me feel unwanted. If it would have helped, you might have sent out pics to people all over the world. Just not people I have to fucking see. And now, every time I go to your office... Every time I look at Tiffany, or that smug prick Ryan, I'm going to think about you with that dildo. And whatever else I couldn't bring myself to see."
"Honey, you don't need to-"
"Just listen," He said forcefully.
I took a deep breath. I mean, he was capable of being forceful in the bedroom, but that was about it. Scott gave me a look that wasn't quite furious, but seemed close enough.
"Look, you humiliated me."
"I'm sorry..."
"Just... shut up... please let me get this out."
"Okay."
"I want to... no I need to do the same to you."
"You want to send pics out?"
"No, no nothing like that. I mean, I'm not about to start using toys on myself. And honestly I've always felt dick pics were more embarrassing to the guy."
"You've got nothing to be embarrassed about."
This was true. Scott's cock was nearly eight inches long, and thicker than any man I'd seen.
"It's not the same.... And you know it. So I want you to keep an open mind. It's not an ultimatum, I don't have that in me. But... well I don't want to call it close either. It's a way to make things right."
"Okay, I'm listening."
"You're going to take a week off. During that week, you're my bitch. I don't mean you are my sexy slave, or anything that nice. I mean I am going to treat you like an actual dog. You will walk on your hands and knees, you will eat and drink from a bowl, and you will obey every command, no matter how unseemly."
I could feel the tears start to well in my eyes.
"And... that will help?"
"I think so... if anything it will at least be something new sexually."
"You actually want this?"
He shrugged.
"Look, I mean it wasn't my thing at all. At first, I was kind of turned-off. But I read a few stories, a few personal accounts, and I guess it started to interest me. It's technically called pet-play, but I don't really have any desire to label it."
I felt like my gulp was audible.
"Okay, if you really want, I'll do it."
"Good. But if at any time you want to back out, simply say so, and it will stop. I can't say I won't be disappointed, but if it goes too far where you feel uncomfortable, I want you to stop it."
*****
It took some time for me to make arrangements at work, but finally the day came. I remember waking up alone, and finding the letter, typed barely legible in a small font taking up barely half the page.
Dear Bitch,
You can call this off at any time. Even right now. But if you chose to go through with this. Here are my initial ground rules.
1. You may not speak (words). Instead, yip, growl, bark, moan, whatever.
2. You will wear your collar at all times. Otherwise, no clothing.
3. You are not allowed on the furniture.
4. You will walk on your hands and knees. You may wear shoulder and elbow pads.
5. You may not pee without permission.
6. You will eat and drink when instructed.
7. You will obey ALL over master's commands.
I looked up at the door and saw a dangling dog collar and lead, with one of those cheap heart stones you can get a kiosk that read Bitch-Slut. I also saw black knee and elbow pads. I walked to the door and put each on, and then looked at the handle. Was I really willing to spend a week like this?
I took off my nightgown, and, summoning all my courage, reached at the doorknob and pulled, sinking to my knees as I crawled awkwardly out of our bedroom. I felt utterly ridiculously crawling down the hallway and into our living room, but Scott just smiled at me from the couch. My tits were too small to move much as I made my way awkwardly towards him, my legs barely working as I gave my best impression.
It was a weird, unnatural sort of smile, but I remember thinking that it was the first time he had shown me any affection in nearly a month.