Glory Hole Confession

It all started about three years ago. I have a good marriage, and my wife is a sweet woman but is a little selfish in the sex department. When we would have sex I would start by kissing and licking her up and down then give her multiple orgasms where by she would usually squirt. I would use my mouth and hands as well as toys. She would be so hot all she wanted was to get fucked. Well, in the 45 min to 90 minutes I spent on foreplay for her I had usually gone soft and needed some stimulation to get it up again. She always gave me the impression that it was a major imposition to stroke me or give me a blowjob. Then all she wanted was a vanilla missionary style screw.

To say the least I was bored with our sex life. I always enjoy trying new things. When we were first married I asked her if I could fuck her ass. She responded by saying." You can fuck my ass when I can fuck yours with my dildo!" Obviously she assumed I would say no. She was wrong. I rolled over in the doggy style position presenting my asshole to her and handed her the KY jelly and her dildo. She then hesitated for a moment but with in minutes she was fucking me with gusto. I secretly loved it, but played it off as a means to an end. When she had satisfied herself, I cleaned up myself and we switched position.

I began slow and opened her with fingers first, but it turned out to be an epic failure as my cock has much more girth that her slim dildo. I felt bad so I stopped. After that things were very vanilla for two more years until I started watching femdom strap on porn and on a whim bought a strap on.

I remember it well, I was trying to figure out how to tell her I had purchased said item and wanted her to strap it on and fuck me. It was a Friday night and we had had some friends over and some alcohol was consumed. My wife gets kind of loopy on wine. She also gets very horny as well. I convinced her to watch some porn on the computer to really get us both hot and bothered. I brought us to a tube site and navigating quickly I was able to bring up a clip of pegging porn. She was caught off guard and asked what it was. I quickly said I didn't know and that it just came up. Being she was tipsy she bought it, and told me not to change it. She soon started navigating around and watching all sorts of pegging clips. After an hour she turned to me and said that it was really hot and she wouldn't mind fucking me like that. "Really?" I said.

I then brought her in the bedroom, we started making out and undressing. She was dripping wet so bad it was wet almost to her knees. I then took the opportunity to ask if she meant what she said in the other room. She nodded and said she would love to be in control. I took this opportunity to get the strap on and hand it to her. Her eyes got huge and I almost thought she was going to back out. She surprised me and asks if I could help her get in to it. I did and it took a mere second for her to change from meek to dominatrix. She spun me around and made me bend at the waist over the bed. Seconds later she was lubing me up and the shaft of the tool. Note: this is not a small tool; it is ten inches long and as big around as silver dollar, with veins and balls. I was slightly terrified at what could happen especially how inebriated she was. But I was happily surprised at how much she had learned from the videos. She was gentle and applied pressure slowly and eased it in. She even let it sit in all the way for a few moments so I could acclimate to its presence.

Then she let me have it. She fucked me like a pro. Deep hard full strokes for at least 45 minutes in three positions, the whole time asking if I enjoyed my mistresses cock deep in my ass. For the whole time all I could feel was the huge cock stirring my insides and its balls mashing in to my ass as she bottomed out. When she tired of it she took it off and cleaned me up, then got up and road my cock until we both came. Then she did something I never expected, she climbed off my withering dick and spun around planting her cum filled pussy on my mouth and ordered me to clean the mess I had left in. It was scary at first but wasn't so bad. As I ate he juicy cream pie she informed me that mistresses liked to be orally cleaned by their slaves after the slave left a mess in there pussy. She also told me when she was my mistress this would happen every time.

That was the one and only time she strapped it on. Since then she may play with my ass with a finger or her small dildo once or twice a year. I soon became bored and not much interested.

I stopped at the local video store and found out they had preview booths. Having been a while since I had rubbed out a good one I paid my five dollars and went back. I was nervous the first time because there were guys in the hallway of the arcade just staring and I didn't make I contact with any of them. I found a private booth and watched some good porn and did my business. I left promptly. I returned frequently always to a booth marked private. Then one day I went in when there were lots of cars in the parking lot. I perused the store for a while, which was empty except the clerk, meaning it was a full house in the arcade.

Having to keep a schedule, I finally entered the arcade. I quickly walked to my normal booth but it was in use. I then looked for another private booth that was open, I only found two booths but they said "Come play with me" next to the door. I entered the one across from the bathroom and closed the door. I immediately noticed the hole in the wall. I assumed that it was for others to watch. Just wanting to get off I put it out of my mind and put my card in the machine and began searching for the movie that really got me going. I had just found one when I felt something poke my back. I turned and sticking out of the hole was a large white cock, semi hard and pulsing slightly. I wrestled with my thoughts and wasn't sure what I was supposed to do. I have never touched another mans cock before. I rationalized in my head that I could stroke it a little and that would not make me gay.

Very gingerly I began to stroke his meat and he responded in due form by becoming fully erect. I began to think about the other guy, how he must be hard up if he has to get his rocks off this way. Maybe I should pity him and stroke him to finish. So I increased my efforts and he seemed to enjoy it. Suddenly I became very aroused and it was like my body took control of itself. I suddenly found my body bending at the waist and my mouth opening without being able to stop. I felt this severe desire to suck that big beautiful cock I had in my hand. With in seconds my lips were wrapped around his head, and gently sucking. It wasn't long before I was sucking his shaft all the way to my gag reflex and back. The funny part was I was really getting hot and actually enjoying this. In fact just writing about this, I have had a hard on for the last half hour. I continued to suck and then I felt his cock suddenly get slightly bigger and harder and before I could stop it was filling my mouth with cum. Not really thinking just acting on impulse I began to swallow and continued to suck. I know when my wife sucks she continues to suck throughout the orgasm and I find it to get so sensitive you almost want to crawl up the headboard. So I continued and kept swallowing when my mouth would fill. I must have swallowed five times before he stopped cumming and I could hear him moaning on the other side of the wall. He then began to pull away but I attempted keep him by sucking and he let me for ten to fifteen seconds longer, then pulled out completely.

It was then I began to freak out. What had I done? I didn't know that guy; he could have AIDS for all I know. I rushed out of the booth before he could pull up his pants and out to my car. Once in my car I took a few minutes to calm myself. It was then I realized I had cum in my pants, a lot.

I was freaked out for about it for a while, coming up with excuses not to have sex with my wife, just in case. I went to the doctor's office two days after the incident and got a blood test for everything. I gave her story that I had another co-worker get hurt bad and was bleeding bad and I got blood on my hands and shirt. She agreed it was safer to check.

Five weeks later the results came back negative for any disease. Stress level went down. But I vowed not to do that again.

About a year went by and two more blood tests, just in case. I went to the video store and decided to enter the arcade. I went in my old private booth. I watched a video for a few moments when I rationalized that I could go to the other booth and if a cock came through I could jack him off. I could even suck if I got some condoms.

It has been three years since I sucked a cock. I went to the glory hole booth many times but I only got one taker and when I attempted to put a rubber on him he pulled out and called me a fucking asshole. I haven't been back since.

But since then I have told my wife she was a selfish lover and she took it to heart. She is now giving as much foreplay as receiving and we even have had a good conversation about the fact that both she and I want to have a same sex experience. She really wants to have a lesbian experience, and also wants to watch me get the full bi experience. Secretly I can't wait, I am nervous, but I want to feel what its like to be fucked by a real dick, not some ridged piece of plastic or rubber. My other fantasy is to have a she male.

So needless to say, we have become a bi curious couple and want to have a threesome, male/male/female, female/female/ male, or tstv/female/ male. Waiting patiently...