At this point, it's late morning. We've been at the table for a few hours now, each doing our own thing, but I don't think I've been able to focus this whole time. You appear perfectly engrossed; first you finished a podcast episode, then you went to your YouTube subscriptions, and now you're buried in a book. My novelâa Kingsolverâwould normally hold my attention for hours, but I can't stop playing with my skirt, thinking about your promise. You, though, barely even moveâonly to turn a page or refill your water.
Finally, you acknowledge my stare. Smiling, you ask, "How's your book, bunny?"
I know you're teasing me, avoiding the obvious tension, but I go along.
"Oh, it's fine. I really do like it, but I just can't get into it today."
Your mouth crosses the line from smile to smirk, and your eyes narrow slightly.
"Why's that?" You bring your chair closer.
"I'm. . ." My voice falters, and I can't look you in the eyes anymore. "I'm, well, feeling. . . distracted."
Your hand finds my thigh, and I stop my nervous tracing of the skirt's hemlineâcaught like a deer in headlights.
"So, what would you have me do about that?"
Each word is so smooth, husky, and controlled; in contrast, my heart is fluttering wildly.
"Well," I struggle to form a sentence, sucking in my lips slightly. "You could. . . I mean, I would like you to. . . I, I want you to use me." I force myself to look up again, and our eyes lock.
"What do you say?"
I'm frozen in your gaze.
"Please, Master." I know what to say, but the words are barely audible.
"What? I don't know if I believe you."
"Please, please!" There's a seed of panic as you start to pull away from me. "Please, Master, I need you! I need you to use meâplease!"
Another smirk.
"Good." Swiftly, you stand up, taking your glass with you; in one smooth motion, it's empty. I can't help but shudder at the sight.
"Well, are you coming?" Your voice pulls me back.
"Yes, yes," I nod, and I wince as I peel myself off the chairâthe skirt is just short enough to have let my thighs stick to the wood. Quickly, I readjust myself, but not quickly enough; you start to gently nudge me in the direction of the stairs. You're following me, of course, no doubt for the show. I can't blame you, though; not only does the tiny skirt barely rest below my ass, but I'm also wearing your favorite thong. Although I wish that I could see, it's enough knowing that you canâI'm here for your pleasure.
Suddenly, before I know it, we're at the top of the stairs. There isn't even a chance to turn and face you when I hear you speak again.
"Go to the bathroom, and your master will meet you there."
The adrenaline is coursing through my veinsâ
fuck
. I'm shaking slightly; out of nervousness, excitement, or both? With each step, the image of my master degrading me comes closer and closer. Now that I'm in the bathroom, I need himâI need him to fuck me, his gorgeous, disgusting slut, and to use me like the toy I am. I need him to take me completely, oh please oh god ohâ
Your hands grab my hips, and I freeze. Through the fabric of your shorts, I can feel your thick dick starting to press against my ass.
"Do you like that?" You hiss quietly.
I think a moan escapes my lips.
"Good."
Slowly and gently I begin to rub my ass against you. Now that I've tasted blood, I want moreâI want you to fill me up. I want you to feel relief, I want you to get all the pleasure you deserve, I want you toâ
Oh.
Your teeth are sharp on my ear, and the breath is sucked out of my chest. Nothing exists except for you, me, and a dull pain; I love it.
Meanwhile, following this moment of brief surprise, you get back to work. Your hands, which still grab my hips, pull me towards you, and I can feel you humping me. I don't know when you let go of my ear, but you must've; I can hear you talking.
"Fuuuuck. . . I've really gotta piss."
The words make my knees feel weak.
After a moment, you let go of me completely, but I don't move. The bathroom is briefly filled with the sound of your shorts hitting the floor, and I can feel myself growing wetter. With a click, the bottle of lube opens; I hold my breath in anticipation.
"Are you ready, bunny?"
I can only nod.
You grab me once more, this time bending me over at the waist. While you lift my skirt, my hands find the edge of the tub, and I brace myself. The feeling of your fingers playing with my thong, teasingly moving it to the side, is intoxicating. Slowly, taking in a deep breath, I let myself close my eyes, and I wait.
The sudden coolness hits me. I knew it was coming, but it still takes a second to calm myself again. I need to focus on my breaths, focus on the fact that I can feel your wet finger tracing the rim of my ass. God, you feel good. Your gentle pressing, increasing in intensity, causing me to raise my hips towards you. . . I know we both want this.
As I exhale, your finger slips in past my sphincter.
Oh fuck
. I know I'm tight, but the discomfort of your finger is pleasure in of itself; I hear myself moaning as you push up to your knuckle. I think you're asking me if this is okay; oh, it's more than okay. I don't know if I tell you to, but you begin to move in and out. As the speed starts to increase, you pull out, but not for long; I hear the lube open again. Now I feel two of your fingers pressed up against me, and more than ever I want to take them inâespecially knowing what's coming. With another exhale, I feel myself relax, and your fingers slide in. For a moment, all I know is how full I am; before too long, I just know that I am your toy to fuck. Three fingers, four; give them to me, Master. I can take themâI
will
take them.
Suddenly I'm empty, and I collapse a little bit, leaning into my hands. How far along are we? My head is swimming, and my breaths are deep and heavy. I didn't realize it before, but my arms are actually shakingâwhy did my master stop?
I hear another click of the lube, and that is answer enough.
You pull my hips back up, and you open my ass. I can hardly breathe as I feel you press the head of your hard cock against me. A swipe up, down, and then positioned again; with a firm push, you slip yourself inside me.
I think my eyes literally roll towards the back of my head.
Your girth is painful, pleasurable. Everything's black, and I all can feel is your hands on my hips while you slowly slide your thick dick even deeper. Am I enough? Am I pleasuring you? I can barely breathe, but that doesn't matterâI want to feel you balls deep in me, filling me up.
After bottoming out, I can feel you starting to fuck me, gradually increasing in speed. I don't even know what you're saying at this point, the feeling is so intense, but I hope it's about how full you are. I can't help it; I can only think about every glass of water you've drunk today.
Oh please, Master
, I think I hear myself saying.
Please use me, that's all that I'm good for! Use your dirty, little bunny
â
You stop thrusting; with a groan, I feel your body relax.