All characters in this story are eighteen years of age or older at the time any sexual activity takes place.
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"You seem a little off today if you don't mind my saying. What's bothering you Sandy?"
There was no answer for a while as Sandy tried to compose herself before responding to her good friend April's question. The two were having their weekly lunch at a nice outdoor cafe and Sandy was indeed preoccupied. It did not take a trained psychologist like April Stimson to pick up on that fact.
What Sandy had seen this morning had caused her much disquiet and concern and she had never been any good at concealing her emotional state from April.
It was April who instinctualy had known when things had become rocky between Sandy and her now ex husband long before Sandy was prepared to admit it.
"It's hard to say exactly." She finally began.
"I suppose if I can't trust you I'll never tell anyone and if that happens I might go mad."
"You need to open up dear. You look ready to explode."
"I don't know how to begin. It's embarrassing."
There was a long pause while Sandy looked down at the salad she was absentmindedly toying with. Eventually April broke the uncomfortable silence.
"Is this about Ronnie?"
Sandy raised her head to meet Aprils eyes as she struggled to hold back tears from her own. She managed a nod and then.
"How did you know?"
"It's plain to me dear that your son is the only thing important enough to you to get you this discombobulated. What has he done that's got you in this state?"
Again Sandy hesitated and April was patient with her friend. She took a bite of her sandwich and gave Sandy time to decide whether to open up or remain bottled up.
Finally Sandy spoke. "It is Ronnie. April, I'm so worried about him. I don't know what to do.
I feel like it's all my fault. He needs a man's influence in his life and even though Bruce was a jerk I'm thinking it might be good for him to be around just now."
"Don't go there girlfriend. You are well rid of him and he was not good for your son."
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Sandy's ex husband Bruce was not her sons father. Sandy had become pregnant in her senior year of high school and had decided to keep the baby. The real father was unknown to her with exact certainty. There had been a party one weekend near the end of senior year at the home of one of her friends. Sandy had gotten pretty wasted that night. There was some pot smoking and a lot of drinking and then the scene had gotten pretty sexually charged.
The parents of the hostess were out of town and all holds were barred. Several couples were pairing off in corners and disappearing into bedrooms. Sandy saw a boy she was interested in being blown by some girl from her civics class on a couch across from her.
He made eye contact and with a nod invited her to join them.
She did.
She had never sucked a dick before that night but was no virgin. The few times she had sex with her boyfriend, her only boyfriend, she had been very careful to avoid her fertile time as she was not on birth control. Her parents would lose their minds if she got pregnant she had thought at the time, and as it had turned out she was correct.
She got on her knees before the boy and took her turn sucking on his very tasty cock. When he invited the two of them to one of the upstairs bedrooms, which he was quite familiar with from having dated the parties hostess, the two had followed willingly.
He got the two of them on the bed and naked and took turns fucking them until he shot his load deep into Sandy. When he was coming inside her pussy Sandy noticed that another boy had joined them in the room and was busy putting it to the other girl. There were also she noticed, a couple of other horny seniors standing inside the doorway. Somebody had probably spread the word about the two chick's going all the way upstairs.
She never blacked out but was very stoned and very horny and she probably fucked about six or seven boys that night as did her friend from her civics class. Three or four of them at least came inside her unprotected pussy and an equal number got off inside her friend.
Her friend was on birth control.
Sandy was not.
Thus Ronnie was conceived.
Senior year ended before she started to show but when it became obvious she confessed to her parents that she was pregnant. She wanted to keep the baby. She refused to say who the father was and was too embarrassed to say that she actually wasn't sure since she had been willingly gang banged in a drunken and stoned state at the party.
She left home because her father insisted she give the child up for adoption and she refused. After Ronnie was born she started to raise him in a group home for unwed mothers.
She met Bruce about a year after Ronnie was born and he took a liking to her. He was in his late twenties and she was desperate enough for attention that she never hesitated when he asked her to move in shortly after they started dating and she married him when he asked her a few months after that.
Bruce was nice enough to her but he was a little distant and cool to Ronnie. Her son was a very shy and introspective boy. Bruce tried on occasion to take him out for guy things but Ronnie usually deferred, choosing to stay close to home.
One day, shortly after Ronnie had reached puberty, Bruce came home to find him wearing Sandy's stockings and heels.
Bruce lost it and started to berate the youngster.
"You're going to turn into a fag if you don't straighten out and man up." He had shouted.
Bruce had never adopted Ronnie but he felt that Ronnies apparent predilections were somehow a reflection on his own manliness.
Tensions increased as Ronnie was discovered several more times having invaded his mom's underwear drawer and Bruce repeatedly tried to correct his behavior with verbal threats and beratings. Eventually Bruce was asked to leave by Sandy because she felt it was an unsafe emotional environment for her son.
April had started counseling her friend during this time and she had recommended the splitup. Bruce had moved on to another relationship in the five years since the divorce and had initiated no contact with Sandy or Ronnie in that time.
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"Maybe Bruce was trying to do the right thing. I don't want my son to be gay but if he is I'll be okay with that. I just want him to talk with me and he's shutting me out."
"What happened exactly dear? Stop beating about the bush."
Sandy sobbed a couple of times and then began.
"I came back from work to the house about an hour ago to get my purse because I had forgotten it and I knew we had a lunch date. When I went upstairs to my bedroom to get it I saw Ronnie in the hallway standing with his back to me before the full length mirror we have at the end of the hall."
There was a moments pause while Sandy gathered the courage to say what she had to say next. April waited patiently.
"He was wearing a pair of my pantyhose and nothing else. He was touching himself down there with one hand through the materiel and I could see that he was very aroused. His other hand was stroking his thigh over the pantyhose like he was feeling himself up. I gasped in shock and he heard me. He saw me looking at him through the mirror and he ran into his room and locked the door."
"Did you try to talk with him?"