For my Baba.
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I mean, tattoo day is always exciting, right? I know it's going to hurt and I get to both want and resist that. I know it's going to be gorgeous even though I haven't seen the stencil yet. But this time I have the added layers of an artist I haven't yet worked with. Who is stupidly beautiful. And Baba hyping me up until I'm out the door.
"Get ready as if you were going on a first date where you know you'll be having sex."
Okay... So, in addition to moisturizing and staying on my water for days leading up to the appointment, I'm shaving, I'm fretting over what to wear, and I'm touching myself thinking about new hands being there.
"Wear the panties with the lollipop on them."
Right... sit there, being hurt by a beautiful woman, in these tiny, thin little things with a mouth right over my mound...
"Wear your nipple jewelry."
Great, now my nipples are going to be singing the whole time, too. Like they wouldn't already.
"Baba, I'm going to be soaked."
"Oh, I know, pet, I have a plan for that."
Blink. Pause. Blue dots on a black screen
"Go get your white thong from your go bag and put it inside my pussy. All the way."
Proof that not only is it technically possible to worship and hate someone at the same time, but it also gets me very very excited.
Fuuuuuuuuck.
Between you and me, can I just share that even if the pussy is reallllly wet and you realllly want it AND you happen to like the sensation of dry fabric sliding up in there and soaking up all that goodness... Getting a whole damn pair of panties, even a thong, up in there is work. It's good work, with its own reward, but it's work. And this clever slut found a great way to do it. It just also required having three fingers up in there, too. A slut's gotta do what a slut's gotta do.
"Document everything."
Of course! I may be a bit flighty, but this particular behavior is so well reinforced I can't imagine not.
So I send Baba images of the thong (or at least the tiny tag that's still visible), a full-body showing the underwear I'm wearing ON THE OUTSIDE (fine, and flying the middle finger), and my pretty little nipples all dolled up.
By the time I pull into the parking lot, I've become intimately aware of just how insidious the panty-stuffing assignment is. I'm full-ish. There's pressure, but there is absolutely NO WAY it's going to generate any satisfaction and there is NO WAY it's going to slide out... Baba is a clever slut, too! Y'all pray for me.
By the time I'm seated in her private studio, I'm a couple of steps past flustered. A couple of steps past aroused. And about to get a tattoo within spitting distance of this very hungry, very tender pussy. She calls me over to place the stencil, pushes up my shorts, which slide back down on the slippery fabric of my panties, does that again, and asks, "Are you okay taking these off?"
"Mmmhmm."
I'm about to have her literally under my skin, why does dropping my shorts feel so intimate?
She kneels in front of me, this time with only the tiny panties between us, and wipes down my thighs for the stencil. The lotion is cold and I guess I gasp, because she looks up at me and grins and my knees very nearly buckle. It's everything I can do not to stroke her hair and pull her in, rubbing myself all over her pretty face.