I had lost everything to her the day I saw her, surrendering myself before her inexplicable beauty, abdicating before her authoritative domination. For she seemed to be everything in the universe for me; and to offer my servitude to her, the only thing that I was breathing for.
To put it short I had an uncontrollable emotion of fetishism and masochism since my boyhood. But I had never been able to carve my fantasies true to the extent I yearned. To quench my spiritual thirst however, I would often lick the foot rest of a bench privileged to be a seat of some divine beauty when I was alone, or put in my mouth a chewing gum that some Godly fairy had spitted on the floor, or sometimes even swallow the trash papers with foot prints embossed by an accidental crush by some heavenly shoe. But a gentle touch of dainty toes on my tongue remained an unaccomplished dream.
Until one incident that changed the way I lived my wrecked life. Not going into my useless and ruined personal history, I recollect, that I was traveling in a train from a chaotic interview back to my lonely place. I was twenty two. It was a summer night and the journey was to be a long one (or so I had thought). Dejectedly I took out my only companion; my ear-plugged phone that played some recently downloaded fetish videos. But they were all too frugal, too tasteless. I needed something real, something lively as a remedy for my desperation.
And so it came, a brown haired beauty in early twenties, with emerald blue eyes and rosy lips that I had never seen before even in my voyages to paradise in my dreams. Black clad she was down to the knees wearing black high heeled sandals that glimpsed her pedicured and red nailed snowy feet. Faint light in the small compartment otherwise empty enhanced the beauty to an extent that could lead a guy to ejaculate even without masturbating. I had barely followed the trail from her sexiest feet to her commanding eyes only to find them beaming in mine. I was ashamed of my idiocy and cursing myself, pretended to be busy doing something on my phone. But ooh! This heart is so wavering! Encore! My eyes went for a treasure hunt once more and to my surprise found her smiling. Yes undoubtedly she was smiling. She glanced at me with a look of demeanor and finally said.
"Seem to be pretty interested in my feet. Ain't you?"
Her voice was so authoritative and dominating that it filled me with humiliation and lust all at once. My heart throbbed in my mouth and I blurted-"No. I'm sorry if I seemed to be. But I was only...only contemplating."
The stupid reply for which I could kill myself made her sigh a laugh. "Oh come on! Don't be ashamed of your emotions. You don't have to erect your cock while contemplating." She sounded assertive and amiable simultaneously.
I looked at the bulging alarm of the male sensuality and readjusted my posture so as to conceal it. But I was revealed and there was no use of it then. I could hardly reply-"Well! Yes they.. kind of ..fascinate me. Your feet are so beautiful."