The names in this story have been changed and randomly selected. Any resemblance to real persons, dead or alive, is purely coincidental.
Friday after school, trudging out of the pharmacy with yet another yeast infection and round of treatment, I'd had enough. Was it all down to the masturbating I was doing? It certainly wasn't anything to do with sexual intercourse. I showered twice a day and prided myself on my hygiene. I was a very clean and tidy teenager.
But everyday after school my knickers were soaked. Drenched in my vaginal discharge. It was supposed to protect my vagina from infection, not cause it.
Walking home, miserable and frustrated, I cut through the country lakes between my high school and housing estate and sat on my favourite bench for a cigarette before finally going home.
As I smoked I searched the internet for solutions to my never-ending yeast infections. An elderly couple strolled past and the woman cast me a look of disgust, while her husband grinned lecherously.
"A schoolgirl smoking." I heard the old lady moan. "In this day and age."
"Whatever. I'm eighteen, you old bag," I muttered under my breath, and continued with my internet search.
What I found was both interesting and risquΓ©. I giggled to myself as I languidly smoked my cigarette and read the article online: Why you should go commando.
The article explained that wearing tight underwear, which isn't made from breathable material, such as the white and black cotton knickers I wore to school every day, can lead to moisture being retained in the genital area.
"Well, that makes sense. Kind of explains my problem," I spoke quietly too myself, with a lazy exhale of smoke drifting from my mouth.
I already suspected the large daily staining in my school knickers was down to my constant sexual arousal. Recently, I had started masturbating, not only when I woke up and before going to bed, but also inside the girl's school toilets.
I would become turned on at the drop of a hat, just sitting there in class. As the teacher droned on with their teachings my mind would wander, and suddenly I was giving some random guy a blowjob, or I was being fingered in class with my tits out, being groped by one of the hot boys in class. Or worse, I was fantasizing about Mr Matthews my English teacher, if it was his class I was daydreaming in.
I would often excuse myself in the middle of class and go to the toilet. In the stillness and privacy of the girl's toilet I would lock myself in the cubicle furthest from the door, hitch up my grey pleated school skirt, pull down my cotton knickers and dip a finger inside my warm, wet, tingling, teenage tightness. It was heaven.
The only downside after satisfying my pussy was the immediate need for a cigarette. I was already on my final warning for smoking in and around school property, so I pulled out my back up e-cigarette and vaped hard before straightening myself out and returning to class.
At home that evening I started the course of thrush cream and refrained from masturbating all weekend. It was a nightmare. I was constantly fidgeting and wanting to rub my pussy against something, anything.
Over the weekend the mild infection cleared up and I was back to normal. Kind of back to normal.
I showered and dressed for school as normal. Lightly powdered my face, to cover the odd teenage spot here and there as normal. I put my long chestnut hair into a high ponytail as normal. And packed my books, school iPad, pens, phone, cigarettes, lighter, fragrance, chewing gums and e-cigarette into my school bag as normal.
What wasn't normal, however, was the fact I was commando beneath my grey pleated school skirt. I giggled at my reflection in my bedroom mirror, dressed as a typical sixth former.
A bulging white school blouse. A just above the knee grey pleated school skirt with knee length grey socks and black shoes. With my school bag over my left shoulder, I was ready for my first commando day at school.
"Oh shit!" I giggled, realising I had forgotten something.
I fetched a spare pair of clean black cotton knickers from my drawer and hid them inside the zipped side pocket of my school bag, just in case.
As soon as I crossed the road and entered the country lakes, I took out my Marlboro menthol cigarettes and lit one. A few locals said "good morning" as we passed. I felt excited walking to school without any knickers on. Nobody would know if I was careful every time I sat down.
Smoking always made me feel free and rebellious. I didn't hide it when I was walking amongst strangers. I would take long drags and inhale that delicious, thick, minty smoke into my lungs before holding it to savour the taste and absorb as much nicotine as possible. With a satisfied grin on my face, I'd exhale and take a few steps with the cigarette swinging naturally in my right hand, before taking the next drag as I walked to school.
Now I was experiencing the added danger and excitement of being commando. It felt a little breezy at times, but it only cooled my inflamed labia.
My first class was English with Mr Mathews. I sat in my usual seat on the front row, slightly off to his right. I immediately pushed my hands into my lap and made sure he couldn't see up my skirt. I was already walking on thin ice for breaking the schools no smoking policy. The next time would see me in front of the head teacher Mr Johnson. The last thing I needed was to be caught indecently exposing myself to a teacher.
But then Mr Matthews stood in front of the class and began to recite Andrew Marvell's poem 'To His Coy Mistress', and I found myself becoming very giddy.
We'd briefly touched on the poem in our last class. Today we were going to discuss it in full. I was in turmoil watching this handsome teacher so eloquently discussing the poem with us hormonally driven students, particularly me. What a class and time to choose not to wear any knickers. I felt nauseous.
Mr Matthews was forty-two years old. Tall and handsome with a chiseled jawline, clean shaven face and short wavy blonde hair. He was married but he didn't have any children. He'd openly said this before.
I'd happily bare him children if he only asked me to, and I had the large boobs to breast feed our offspring. He was a dreamboat. A real schoolgirls fantasy. My fantasy. He had to have a mistress or two on the side, I reckoned. I wished I was one of them. Behave yourself, Pippa!
I churned slowly into an emotional mess, listening as my hot English teacher discussed Marvell's poem, which is a metaphor for the mistress's heart. My heart. I could be Mr Matthews mistress. I didn't care that the poem is talking about the speakers love not being sincere. That he will do all those nice things just to have sex with her. He could have sex with me. He wouldn't need to be nice about it either. I wouldn't be his coy mistress. I'd be his horny little schoolgirl-slut-mistress. Oh God what am I thinking?
I raised my hand. "Sir?"
"Yes, Pippa?"
"Can I please be excused. Nature calls."
"Of course," he smiled. You don't need to ask, Pippa."
I was aroused and in need of some desperate sexual relief. Having listened intently to my English teacher talk about coy mistress's, love, hearts and sex, desire and so on, I needed to release some love and desire of my own.
I hurried to the girls' toilets and locked myself inside the cubicle. With more urgency than usual, I pulled my skirt up and stroked my stubbly mound. I'd need to sort that out when I shower tonight, I noted.