Finding Exhibtionism

The first time I can remember cumming in public was my own backyard. I lived at home with my Mom, in a normal suburban house with a front and back yard, but small. The back yard had a deck attached to the side of the house where we had some patio furniture, and the yard was large and open with no trees. The deck was raised up slightly above and looking over the rest of the yard, I would often see our neighbors through the low chain link fence on both sides doing yardwork, and turning their lights on and off as the day went by.

One summer, my mom decided to rent a hot tub for a week. It went right on the deck next to the house, and we had it for a whole week. I didn't think much of it for the first few days... My mom had rented it for a party she was having over the weekend. The party went off as normal, a dozen or so of my moms middle aged friends drinking in the house and yard - gave me lots of time to smoke weed with friends and do my own thing.

After the weekend passed, my mom let me know we still had it until Friday. I hopped in once or twice to relax in the middle of the day. It was nice, but everything changed for me one night when I decided to go down to the hot tub after my mom went to sleep. I cant remember if I was thinking about jerking off in the hot tub when I was heading downstairs, stripping to nothing but my bathing suit, grabbing a towel. I remember making sure my moms bedroom light was off, confirming that she wouldn't be up for the night.

What I do remember vividly is the adrenaline rush. Sitting in the hot tub at night, looking out at my back yard. On one side, my view was blocked by our house. When I looked out towards the back of our yard, I could see my neighbors house about 100 feet away. We shared a 4 foot high chain link fence which gave no privacy. I didn't know their names but I would often see the couple who lived there doing yard work, and they had several windows looking out at our yard.

The opposing side of our yard had the same chain link fence, but had a much closer view of our deck. The back patio they had was only about 30 feet from the our house, and I would often see the old couple that lived there coming out their back door to put the garbage out. Their patio was quite close to our deck, but a bit below it.

As I sat in the hot tub, I started getting horny. I was begging to feel very exposed, even with my body fully submerged in the water I knew that If one of my neighbors looked out their window or back door, they could potentially see me touching myself. I looked up at my mom's bedroom window... the light was still off. As I sat there, getting hornier and hornier - I started thinking about getting riskier. What if I lifted myself up a bit to expose more of my body?

I sat up a bit, exposing the top half of my body. Looking around at my neighbors yards, I felt exhilarated. My neighbors at the back still had their house lights on, what if they were looking out at me? They wouldn't see my cock yet but they could definitely tell I was jerking off. I wasn't hiding my arm motions at all. I went a step further and raised my cock out of the water for few seconds. Holy shit what a rush. I didn't even touch it. Just looked at it throbbing above the water. As I submerged my bottom half again and rubbed my cock a bit more under the water, I knew I was close to cumming.

I looked around, wondering if anyone was watching from their window. Staring at my neighbors back porch about 30 feet away from me. They had left the back light on which usually meant they were not asleep yet. What if they came out? they would definitely see me.. what if my cock was out of the water again?

With this thought, I was about to explode, I raised my hips out of the water, hovering my body above the hot tub and looking around one last time. If my back neighbours looked out at my deck, they would have seen me jerking furiously. As I turned my head to the other house, and the back door that was in full view of me - I started shooting cum.

I shot a huge load that landed all over myself and the hot tub. I looked around, confirming nobody had seen. No movement anywhere. As my heartbeat went down, and I sat in the tub hoping the rental company taking it back wouldn't be able to tell I came in it - I knew I had unlocked something in myself. I went out to the tub every night we had for the rest of the week, each time feeling the rush of potentially being caught. That was just the beginning for me.