With years of getting naked and cumming in public I had so many experiences. Naked in a pro baseball stadium, high risk naked bike riding, naked and fucked at a Korean spa, naked and girly on the streets, getting caught and being used by strange guys, exposing my intimates over and over again in malls. Years of being in love with and sucking my own cock. After years of dressing as a girl and tucking my cock. I felt I was not satisfying a core craving inside of me. All of my fantasies and partial reality revolved around a central theme, sucking cock and wanting to be fucked. But I wasn't driven to want to have a vagina. My boi pussy was perfectly fine to me. I don't know if that was driven because I was submissive and small, 5'5" 100lbs, size 2 in girls clothing, almost hairless, or if wanting to dress as a girl was about my true nature to satisfy men.
From my days at the Korean spa, I had taken a couple of cocks into my mouth and ass pussy. Every experience was amazing! I thought of my ass as a real pussy. It would get wet after getting a cock in it. I could orgasm from being pounded in the right way. It was a pussy to me. I thought of my mouth as an easy way to please guys because if they came in my mouth, I know I made their cock happy! This is about that journey to find more cock.
I had found the Korean spa from an online group on gay cruising. After becoming somewhat bored with the spa, I wanted to see what else there might be out there. From the cruising website, I found that there was an adult book store about three blocks from the spa. Apparently the adult store had video rooms to watch porn but each of those rooms had holes in the walls to interact with the booths next to whichever one you were in. Now that I had experience having a cock in my mouth, I wanted to see what this adult store was all about.
My next lunch, I went over to the adult store and went in. There was a guy at a counter and the walls and aisles were filled with adult toys and porn videos. I turned to my right and there was a hallway that was pretty wide and there were 5 doors on each side. Some had a red light over them, some had a green light. I asked the guy at the counter what the lights were for and he told me red meant someone was in there, green meant empty. He also said that if I entered a room, I had to pay $5 to watch a porn video for about 5 minutes and that is what turned the light to red. If it didn't turn on right away, he would come in and kick whoever didn't pay out. Ok, fair enough.
I got four $5 dollar bills and went into one of the doors with a green light. The place was already dimly lit and the rooms were even darker. All black paint, a black chair and a video screen in the middle and bill machine on the right. I put my $5 in the machine and the video started. There were about a million porn channels to select from, any preference you might have was in there. Straight, gay, anal, sucking, interracial, anything. I found a channel with a trans person sucking cock while getting fucked. Seemed like a good choice. I looked to each side of the booth and there were holes in each side. One side had two holes one higher than the other. I peeked through one of the holes to see a guy sitting in a chair with his pants down and he was jacking off to the video. His cock looked pretty nice. I turned to the other side and looked in and it was the same scene, a guy with his pants down jacking to the video.
From the cruising site, I learned that you needed to poke your finger through the hole if you wanted them to put their cock through the hole and into your side. That is what I did, I put my finger into the hole as far as it would go and then I pulled it back out and quickly got down to see what was going on. The guy stood up and came over to the hole with his hard cock in his hand. He put it through the hole and suddenly, I was face to face with a hard cock!! I quickly put it into my mouth and started sucking. I sucked and sucked for like 5 minutes but he wasn't cumming. My time had run out so I had to stop and put another $5 into the machine. I got back onto his cock and sucked like my life depended on it, which in my mind, it kind of did. This cock was not cumming. It was rock hard but I made no progress to bring it to orgasm. After some time, the guy pulled his cock back and sat down. I put my mouth to the hole but there was no reaction. Not happy, I turned to the other side and put my finger through, after pulling it out, I quickly looked and the guy had turned to look my way but wasn't moving from his chair. Ok, strike two. My time was up and the machine asked for another $5. Not feeling like I was going to get some cum in my, I got up and left the booth.
A few days later, I tried again with almost the same results. I could usually get a cock in my mouth but I could not get it to cum. I started to go online to read comments about these places and found that most of the guys that went there were looking to suck instead of wanted to be sucked. There were guys that wanted to be sucked for sure, but they were in fewer numbers compared to those that wanted to suck. I decided to keep going there hoping it would happen.
After several weeks of going on and off, I was sort of happy to at least get a cock in my mouth. I didn't get cum but I could practice my technique pretty often. I became resigned to this activity but I really didn't have any other place to actually get a cock in my mouth.
I learned which days had more guys than others and found Tuesday to be pretty good. I headed over there at 11:30am figuring I would get into a booth just as others were showing up during their lunchtime.
Arriving at the adult store, I quickly went in and surveyed the lights over each booth. I saw a couple of red that had a green next to them. This meant someone was in the red but no one was in the booth next to them. I went to the booth that was green right next to the red one. Putting my $5 in the machine, the video started playing. I peeked through the hole to see a guy sitting with his pants down and stroking his cock. I poked my finger through and pulled it out. Quickly looking into the hole, I could see the guy standing up to move to the hole. His hard cock was going into the hole!