After an incident that led me to wear my flatmate, I couldn't stop thinking about wearing panties. The feeling of a man wearing woman's lingerie just felt so wrong but yet so good. I had bought a lot of panties to wear at home while I locked my room but now I wear panties on a daily basis and almost removed all my male underwear. It also led me to develop a fetish for one day being stuck with only my panties outside or at least someone seeing me wear panties. It doesn't help that I have a small penis of only 4 inches at my age of 24, so if I were ever caught, people would make fun of my size and the fact that I'm a sissy panty boy.
I never had anyone to ever talk to about this besides other panty and crossdressing fanatics online and I most certainly can't talk about it with anyone other than people online because of how judgmental people can be. It would be easier to talk to a male about all of this but it would be kind of gay to do so. I'm not gay but I sometimes I think about males in a sexual sense. I'd love to have a male panty boy partner to masturbate with. I had always thought about blowing off someone while in panties but then I tell myself that that's really gay.
I decide to remove labels like homosexual and such because it's just easier on the mind. I didn't have anyone to share this with until one day I decided to check out the panty section at a faraway Victoria's Secret. It was on a Sunday morning so it would be empty. I'd usually just say I'm looking for a gift for my girlfriend when it comes to lingerie hunting. I happen to see a man looking for panties too. I got the small feeling he was a panty boy too.