Editor's note: this story contains scenes of incest or incest content.
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If anyone had asked me if I had fetishes when I turned eighteen, I think the answer would have be 'no'.
Little did I know however, that I actually did have a kinky side to me. And all that it took for me to figure it out was agreeing to have sex on camera for money.
Yeah, doing porn.
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It wasn't an understatement to say my folks weren't impressed with my choice of career. But just after turning eighteen, I had informed them of my plans to move out and to Toronto because I wanted to try to get into acting.
Even though they weren't thrilled, my folks didn't stand in my way. So two weeks after my eighteenth birthday I was on board a bus and heading to Toronto to try and break into acting.
Despite having dreams of some day being a famous actor, I also knew when I got off the bus in Toronto, some leg work needed to be done.
I found myself a dumpy, yet furnished bachelor apartment near downtown for a reasonable price. Then I grabbed a paper and went out looking for a regular job. I did have an industrious streak. So it came as no surprise that I had gotten myself a job as a dishwasher at a Red Lobster restaurant.
Now that I had a place to live and a job to pay the bills, I decided to relax for the rest of the evening. While sitting in my dumpy, musty apartment eating a pizza, I perused the yellow pages for talent agencies in town and decided to call and visit a few the next day.
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Only one agency agreed to meet with me that day. So I went in and met with one of the agents. I explained to him that my 'experience' was only in school plays and drama class, but that appeared to be enough.
I also knew that looks wise, I wasn't hurting. I was only 5'8", and 145 pounds. I had long and thick brown hair, along with a really nice set of green eyes.
Whether it was my looks, my enthusiasm or whatever, the agent seemed to be interested in taking me on as a client. He explained to me that getting a proper portfolio was the most important thing, and immediately alarm bells went off in my head.
Was this guy a talent agent, or was he running a photography/printing place masquerading as a talent agency?
I shrugged it off and figured he was just getting kick-backs from the place that did the portfolios up. I was probably put more at ease when he said if I couldn't afford the cost, I could get the basic portfolio, and although it might not get noticed, it should get me enough work to pay the good portfolio off.
So I filled out a few forms, and posed for a few pictures and that was that.
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Three months later, I still hadn't scraped together enough money to pay for the good portfolio. Even though my rent was pretty cheap, other costs of living ate up most of my weekly paycheque. And, I had only gotten one job from the agency, and it only paid a hundred bucks.
Still I was resolute. I had decided that once a week, after getting my paycheque and going to the bank to deposit it, I would grab thirty or forty bucks and immediately head to the agency and deposit it in a trust account. When I got to the magic number, the funds would then be put towards getting me the good portfolio, which my agent assured me would lead to more work.
It seemed like a good plan to me. One of the drawbacks that I'd run into was despite the fact that I was still a year too young to legally drink, there were a few places I could go that would serve me without asking for ID. And, it turned out I liked to drink.
But after the third visit to put money into my trust account at the agency, I realized I was at least two months away from having the necessary funds to pay off the new portfolio. As I left the agency I thought about going to a local dive bar and getting shit-faced to allay my depression.
That's when Rob approached me.
He was an older guy, probably in his early forties, with slicked back short black hair, a tan face, and a bit of a beer belly.
"Not to freak you out or anything," he said amicably as he approached me. "But could I buy you a drink? There's something I'd like to run by you."
Skeptical though I was, I wasn't one to turn down an offer of a free drink.
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"So," Rob said calmly as he set a quart bottle of Molson Export in front of me and sat down opposite with a bottle of Labatt Blue for himself. "I have a proposition for you."
"I'm listening," I replied as I poured some beer into my glass and took a swig.
He took a swig of his beer and then shrugged and smiled. "Okay, I'll just come right out with it. I'm an independent adult video producer. You know those ads you see in the back of nudie mags? Well that's what I do."
I have to admit I was a bit stunned. This was not what I was expecting. "Okay," I said with a slight suspicious tone in my voice.
"The thing is," he continued casually. "Is that everybody is doing this kinda shit," he sighed and rested his elbows on the table. "So I realized I had to find a niche."
After getting over the initial shock of what he'd told me, I nodded in understanding. I had seen the ads he mentioned. It sure did seem like an awful lot of people had ads in the back of those magazines. After all it was the late 1980's and every idiot had a video camera. So why wouldn't some people video people fucking and offer to sell it though the mail?
"So," Rob continued as he lit himself a smoke. He was kind enough to offer the pack to me and I accepted one and lit it myself. "My niche," he smiled as he exhaled smoke though his dingy teeth.
"I'm not gay," I said with a smile as I lit my smoke. "So I won't do anything with another guy. No matter how much you offer to pay."
"No," he chuckled in response. "I don't know if my niche would work in gay porn anyways."
Hell if I know why, but suddenly I was intrigued.
"Y'see," he continued as he took another sip of his beer. "I've got a few women who are willing to do the work. They're all older, and overweight. That's my niche."
"Okay," I nodded. It didn't seem like my cup of tea, but whatever.
"The problem I've run into is that while I haven't had any problem finding good looking younger guys to agree," he paused and sighed. "I need a guy who can keep it fucking a two hundred sixty pound forty eight year old, or a heavy set sixty eight year old."
I honestly don't know how long I sat there in stunned silence, but it wouldn't have surprised me to learn that it was over a minute.
"So?" Rob finally broke the silence. "Interested?"
"Sure," I finally blurted out. "I mean, I guess. What's the money like?"
"Fifty bucks up front per shoot," he replied very business-like. "If sales go over fifty units, you get an additional fifty. I've never had a video sell over one hundred units, but if it happens, an additional fifty then too."
I took a swig of my beer and pondered for a minute. "How can I know what the sales are to know you're not holding back?"
"Hell," he chuckled. "You're shrewd. I like that."
"Well?" I asked as I butted my smoke out.
"I keep detailed records. You can have access anytime you want."
I eyed him suspiciously for a moment. "Okay," I finally said. "But," I added before downing the rest of my beer. "If sales go over one hundred that payment should be for one hundred too. Not just fifty."