Fetish Clinic Recollection Number 2

My second appointment at the clinic was a month after my first. Even though I had already been to my initial appointment and treatment session, I was still nervous and was not sure what to expect from the next one. I remember on the lead up to it focussing on what doctor had said at the end of last month's session - that this was going to be more extreme.

I made my way up to the clinic, knocked and was told to enter. Doctor was busy with some equipment but ordered me to undress and lie on the bed immediately with my feet in the stirrups. I still hadn't gotten over the nerves of taking my clothes off but I did, and put them on a bench to the side. I was embarrassed and could feel it worsen when doctor turned to look at me.

Doctor asked how I was and told me that today's session would be an experience of the many different types of pain I could feel and how they translate to pleasure and reiterated that it would be more extreme than last time. It would involve some of the equipment we agreed upon at the first session but that this wouldn't be revealed straight away as it was important to experience surprise and shock.

Doctor began to put some metal items on the table beside the bed. I couldn't see properly because of the angle at which I was lying but I did see a metal speculum which immediately made me excited.

Doctor strapped my ankles into the stirrups this time, put on some latex gloves and then began to use the cold stethoscope on my chest and over each nipple, until both were erect with the cold. Then my nipples were pinched and rolled between doctor's gloved thumb and finger and pulled away from my body until I let out a cry. Like last time, my vagina was spread with gloved fingers and examined, my clitoral hood retracted for a moment with the clitoris itself untouched. Everything examined seemed satisfactory so far and I felt turned on, excited but very anxious.

Doctor reached down to the tray on the table and brought up a metal clamp which was placed on my right nipple. This was done slowly which allowed the pain to build. The clamp felt heavy and the grip was tight, it felt like it was sending pain and pleasure signals in a straight line directly to my clitoris. The same was done to my left nipple. The clamp had to be adjusted slightly more on one side which seemed to increase the pain overall. It felt like a triangle of pain and pleasure between both nipples and my clitoris.

Doctor asked me on the pain scale from 1-5 to rate the pain my nipples were currently feeling. As I'd taken a couple of deep breaths and gotten more used to the sensation, I rated it a 3.

Doctor then took another metal instrument from the tray and showed it to me; a Wartenberg wheel (pinwheel).

I had never experienced one before so I was curious.

Doctor started by slowly moving the wheel up and down my chest. It was prickly and uncomfortable but not sore yet. Doctor then moved it to the sides of my stomach which caused a prickly, tickling sensation. Then it was moved to my bellybutton and Doctor dug it into the skin as it was moved up towards my chest. This was a deep, stabbing sensation. My breasts were circled in a similar manner which left a trail mark.

Doctor then held the wheel above my clamped left nipple and lowered it slowly down. Doctor moved it slowly over the clamped nipple which was more painful than I imagined. I cried out and held my breath as the needles pricked into my sensitive nerves. The same was done on my right nipple. I was told to take a deep breath as it moved back to my left nipple and doctor told me to count to five.

I counted one and the wheel was pressed hard and swiped across my nipple quickly. I yelped. I counted two and the same again. Three and the pain was intense, I hated this sensation. I was scared to say "four" as I had felt panicked on three so I stopped for a moment but doctor said "four" and did it anyway. I was in a bit of shock but I knew if I said five it would be over with sooner so I said five and doctor rushed the wheel over my nipple, back and forth, back and forth, back and forth until I screamed. I looked down to see if I was bleeding. Even though it was torturous, I could feel that my pussy had become swollen and soaked.

Doctor then sat on the chair and moved the light down to my vagina. Doctor explained that I had become very aroused and that the first sensation my vagina should experience today should be a deep aching pain.

I watched as Doctor pulled a similar clamp to what was on each nipple and open it. I was scared and even more so as it lowered down and over my clitoris. Doctor then slowly let go of the clamp as it latched onto my clitoris. As I was aroused and swollen, it gripped on tightly and this felt like a dull, tugging pain. I breathed through it. The pain/pleasure triangle between my nipples and clitoris was complete. I felt the now exposed tip of my clitoris throb and desperately craved stimulation from doctor's gloved finger even though I anticipated this would be sore.

I took a deep breath as I got used to the sensation of having my clitoris clamped, I was scared to move my hips in case it moved the clamp. I couldn't see how it looked but it felt good, a deep pleasurable throb. However I started to panic when I saw that doctor had the pinwheel again.

I felt the wheel travel up each of my outer labia slowly and painfully. I was tense and my eyes were tightly shut. It then travelled up my inner labia in the same fashion which increased my heart rate. It felt like burning or tingling.

Doctor told me to relax and take a deep breath and that I had to experience this next part as part of my clitoral pain training. I was told to count only to three this time.

I took a shaky, deep breath and then counted one. I cried out as the wheel was run over my exposed, clamped clitoris vertically. It was one of the most intense feelings I had felt and I couldn't tell if I hated it or I loved it. My clitoris tip was on fire. I took another deep breath and counted two and the wheel was run horizontally over my clitoris, I cried out again. It felt like every nerve in my clitoris had been set alight. I didn't want to stop because I wanted to get it over with and I wanted to have a bit of control over it, so I counted three and the wheel was run back and forth, back and forth, back and forth over the exposed head until I screamed for it to end. The pain was fiery and sharp and I was sweating, panicking I was cut or bleeding in my most sensitive spot. Doctor assured me I was fine which offered some relief even if I did feel like crying. I never thought I'd be able to handle something like that so I was pleased with myself.

Doctor told me that there was only a few more types of pain left to feel today but because I'd been really brave the last bout of pain would end well for me.

Doctor stood up and asked if I wanted my nipples back. I said yes, please and Doctor ripped the clamp off my left nipple, causing me to sharply moan. The blood rushed to it and it was aching. The same happened for my right one, I moaned again but it was aching less as it hadn't been tortured like the other. I almost wished it had been so I could feel a balance of pain in each side. Doctor played with them roughly for a few painful seconds before returning to between my legs.

The clitoris clamp was pulled slowly, stretching my clitoris as far and it could go before it painfully popped out of the clamp's grip. This hurt, but actually felt arousing as the blood rushed to it. I was relieved that I could not only still feel it, but that I could almost hear it throbbing with how aroused I was.

The speculum I had spotted at the start was now in doctor's hand. It was larger than I had expected. Doctor said it didn't look like I needed it, but that lubricant would be used to insert the speculum which would serve a main purpose of stretching my vagina.

The lubricant was pumped directly onto my exposed vagina and it was cold against me. Doctor rubbed it all over, from my clitoris to my vaginal opening. When my clitoris was touched I moaned, I was so incredibly sensitive now. Even though I had experienced intense pain, it had turned me on like nothing else.

I felt the cold metal speculum go inside me, deeper than I imagined it would. Doctor then began opening it, and pushing down on the handles. I could feel my vagina being pulled harder and harder, stretched further and further apart from the inside and the outside. I had never experienced this before and it felt painful like it was going to tear. My urethra felt exposed too which I'd never felt before. The speculum was then locked in place. I felt the most exposed I had ever been. I imagined what I must have looked like down there.

I was told to breathe and get used to the internal feeling and that the next sensation was a reward of sorts for being brave, but also another type of pain to add to the list.

Doctor reached down to the tray and brought what looked like an electric toothbrush except with no bristles, but a spherical tip about 1cm wide.

Doctor pushed the button and it began to vibrate intensely, I was told this was just the first setting.

The vibrator was traced along the inside of my gaping vagina along the sides of the metal speculum, which caused it to vibrate inside me. This felt peculiar but not painful.

It was then removed and traced around my inner labia which were stretched around the outside of the speculum. This felt more intense as it edged closer and closer to my clitoris.

The skin around my clitoris had been stretched as a result of the speculum so the tip was already exposed. I felt the vibrator move from my upper labia to my clitoral hood, tracing around the clitoris without touching it.

My breathing was heavy, it felt incredible but really intense. As my vagina throbbed, it was stopped from fully contracting by the speculum which was another peculiar sensation.

The strong vibrations continued on my hood for a short time until doctor pushed the chair closer and pulled the remainder of my hood back, exposing my clitoris fully. There was a brief pause and I was warned that this was going to be incredibly intense and that it was okay if I screamed.

The vibrator then came down onto my exposed clitoris and I jerked back and shouted. It felt like it had been electrocuted directly on its little head. Doctor moved it off again for a brief moment and then pushed it back down, I screamed again.

My vagina was throbbing and the speculum was now painfully holding back the natural reactions I was feeling.

The vibrator was removed again and I was told to breathe through it. I was allowed a few seconds to relax and control my breathing. The vibrator came back down and was held on my clitoris. I screamed, and tried to breathe through it, it was like it was being flicked millions of times all over, unyielding. I was so overstimulated. Doctor told me to keep holding it. I knew I was going to orgasm very soon and it was going to be absolute agony so I tried to hold it back. I breathed and moaned and just as I thought I was able to control myself, Doctor pressed the button again and the vibrations increased. My clitoris which was still exposed went into uncontrollable spasm against the hard plastic tip of the vibrator as I had the most intensely painful orgasm I'd ever had. I couldn't hold back screaming as I felt like I was going to black out. My brain went numb. My vaginal spasms were being held back by the speculum which felt like I was orgasming from inside as well. Normally if I have an intense orgasm during masturbation I can stop or lessen it by pulling back, but this was completely outwith my control and every possible measure to make it the most intense and painful sensation had been taken.

Eventually it stopped once I was out of breath and crying. The speculum was removed from my vagina and my whole lower half throbbed. Doctor ticked off multiple items from a chart and gave me a copy to take home with me. My restraints were removed and I was allowed to close my legs.

Doctor told me I was incredibly brave and took me through some deep-breathing exercises before telling me I could clean myself off in private, get dressed and make my next appointment.