Last we knew, Fe and D had quietly suffered thru summer privately apart as they worked together in teams. We had suffered too as she tried to regain her pride, wanting to return to a life similar to what we had before all this. My problem was I never wanted to go back to that, so we struggled.
Fe was feeling a calm from the lack of pursuit and knew in her heart of hearts all was over between she and D.
I was not so calm or confident. My readers to date had informed me I was a nut and sick and should divorce, and couldn't write to boot. I found it odd people seeking to read smut like I was writing, were so good at giving sound moral advice. You never know where you'll find it. So I started doubting the direction I was taking and doubting our possible success in survival.
I was thinking of that old saying, "If you love someone let them go. If they return they are yours. But if they don't they were never yours in the first place." I remember another ending that said, "If they don't, hunt them down and kill them. LOL" This seams to be the view of my critics to date.
All was about to change for all of us as summer was ending and along with it the dreaded day shift. School too was about to start. So all the conditions were about to repeat themselves that opened the door to all this love triangle between these two dirty dogs and that darn cat.
Want to see what came next?
Hello all you mangy dogs and cool cats following my tail wagging. They say if your not the lead dog the view never changes! Butt... if that view is of a good looking piece of tail, who could ask for anything more? LOL
I had just come home from an easy night at work to find Fe up and Adam prepping for a new day. She seamed to be back in her element, bubbly and happy. Day shift just didn't agree with her. I can understand that, what with the politics and the rat race. She was my Fe once again.
I knew the kids were off to school so I stripped and slid into bed. If she wanted to play now was our time.
I asked her how last night went and you could see a shadow pass over her. Her face dropped and her shoulders slumped. I didn't have to ask again. She spit out the mouthwash and stepped into the room with only her bra and panties on.
Her eyes looked into mine and then quickly away as she said, "I'm so sorry daddy. It happened again."
I had the blanket pulled over me so she didn't notice how fast my buto inflated. I said, "What happened Fe?"
She turned to hide her face as she spoke, "D came to me again last night."
I couldn't hear her because she was speaking into her hands, so I asked her to repeat.
She faced me, "D came to me again... last night."
I asked, "Is there something you feel you should be punished for?"
She looked at me as if this had never occurred to her. I had always been supportive, even encouraging. Now I was talking about punishment?
I asked, "Didn't you want me to act more normal?"
She nodded her head.
"Do you want me to act like your daddy?"
She thought about this for a minute.
I went on, "If I spank you like a father then you will know I care, and you will feel chastised. Right? Is this what you want from me?" My voice was calm but firm.
She slowly began to nod her head as she whispered, "yes".
I told her to take off her bra and panties. After a moment hesitation I said it louder and with more conviction. She jumped and did as I commanded. I sat up and pulled the cover off me. She could see how excited I was.
In a moment I had reasoned in my mind that if I go the rout of the cuckold husband it might end up like all those stories you cats and dogs have written where the cuck gets squashed and lost, as the wife after playing like she has no respect for her hubby finds for real she has none.
I've dreamt of coming home to find Fe moaning softly in her sleep as she dreams. Seeing her biting and sucking on her swollen lips, a soft cry of pain escapes from deep in her throat. Dreaming of her hugging her naked body writhing in pleasurable pain, I've imagined seeing hickies dark blood red surrounded by tender pink bite marks with duel red angry crescent teeth marks on her neck and breasts. I dreamt I Looked close to see her nipples sucked and chewed to a swollen tenderness.
I imagined she'd twitch as my subtle breath touched those tender cones of agonized flesh, as I breathed ever so gently on her in my dreams. I even imagined seeing those bite marks upon her belly and then more trailing into that fatty flesh of the insides of her thighs.
Then I breathed again in my dream and she felt it there between her thighs. It caused her to moan and spread her thighs butterfly wide. In there I see the hickies all around her clitoris and labia. They radiate out across her tender flesh mostly on that hard bonny area right next to either side of her cunt that extends out into the fatty tissue of the thigh. I see lots of them indicating a lot of sucking, biting, and growling took place here around her twat in my dreams.
I breathed again and her crotch rose to my call. I hear in my dreams her hungry moan again. I lean close for a sniff, and smell sex, Fe's and that Black Dog's. Her pussy burps and a white foam coats her inner lips, a lot of viscous clear liquid like jelly oozes out of her vagina and seeps thru the crack of her ass to pool in the sheet below. Ho what dreams are made of.
I notice her knees drawing high and her pussy lifting up as if to greet me. I look up in my dreams to see her smiling down over her chest and lovely breasts at me. Her hands reach for my head in my dreams and with sleepy eyes she speaks.
Ever so lovingly her mouth forming the words, "Kiss my puki daddy. Kiss it. Kiss it for me. Please... It's so hungry." Even though I know she'd never do this or say this, with the condition I picture her in and me in here in my dreams she does, she does ask me, she asks me to lick her pie, her cream pie. I hear her soft airy whisper pleading, "Kiss my poki daddy. Please..." In my dreams I am pleased to please her with kisses and tonguing's and sucking to drive her to our own wonderful orgasms.
As I said I know she'd never... ever... so I realize at this moment each time I dream this dream, all is but a dream, as I dream impossible dreams. And I realize this is just a silly dream, never to be.
Usually in all those cuckold stories, I've read here written by my fellow Authors in this dark realm of entertainment, the hubby is never to enjoy love and tenderness with his wife ever Ever EVER again. He's doomed to humiliation, and probably in his state will find suicide his only escape. If I force Fe to this end what can I expect?
Nope, that's not for me. Time to find a new dream to enjoy, one that brings us closer together.
On the other hand I love Fe and would love to hear her sexual exploits with this Black Dog and his big black buto that keeps nudging at her puki as they kiss uncontrollably. I imagine her thrill with the new ride, you know like the difference between the old up and down gravity fed woody rollercoaster's verses the mod high tech all steel rocket coasters with mag lift and 360 loop-de-loops.
One's not better than the other. They're different rides both to be admired and enjoyed.
As my mind ponders the possible difference in sensations, I recall taking a dump not long ago. Sorry I won't linger here long and I promise it won't get too stinky. I recall having one of those movements where I had to push and push and little squishy turds worked out. I recall the sensation was less than satisfactory, like 'was that a fart or a shit' movement. You never?
Then another occasion recalled one of those that makes you stop because it feels like it's about to rip you a new one. Had a movement like that?
You feel like you have a mountain of pooh inside you and it keeps poking like you are going to loose it if you don't get to the pot ASAP. You walk funny kind of stiff as if to keep from springing a leek.
You sit and start and things feel like they are stuck so you twist and rotate your torso trying to break something loose now. You wonder how a minute ago you felt like you'd explode and now... nothing. A deep breath and a solid contraction along with squinting your eyes and biting your lip makes all the difference.
As that moment begins where earth starts to move, you stop and take a deep breath realizing it might be to big to handle, so you hold it... hold it... and well, then finally you relax and things do move and it's too late to hold back now and for a moment there's a searing pain that makes you want to scream in total agony.
Then its as if your guts fall out thru your ass hole and keeps flowing thru you as if a mile of this pile is flowing and never going to end and finally it does, it does end, it ends and all that is left is a twitching of your tingling dangling throbbing sex and flexing sphincter trying to close the volumous void.
This is when you realize what those old people are talking about when they say there's nothing quite like taking a good healthy dump. LOL
I wondered if all those times Fe asked me if it was in, if it was like those little unsatisfactory squirts, and if maybe she ever felt a ride on a big buto it would be like having the world pass thru those loins. I love her enough to want her to know what GOOD SEX really is all about!