Note: Please understand that while the subjects covered in this storyline are indeed fantasies of mine, none have been lived out so reality may indeed be far different than what I imagine and write. On top of that I'm not a trained writer so I'm positive there is room for improvement.
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I'd had the urges for years, and to be honest, I thought I'd never see them realized. As the years began to pass quicker I began to yearn more and more to realize these fantasies and feelings. I intentionally pushed the issue so that my wife would 'find' all of my hidden sites, pictures, movies and stories. Maybe I hoped that life would play out like many of the stories I'd read and gotten off too. Perhaps she would share some of these same feelings and I wouldn't destroy my marriage in my pursuit of kink.
I installed a program that would record any actions on my system so that I could better track when she was on and looking around. She'd come along way in regards to computer use, but she still wasn't a rocket jockey on them. I left a few mild trails for her and saw that she bit on them after about a week. She'd gone so far as to look into them and other similar sites on her own rig, gotta love home networks. So she either found the female domination interesting or so revolting she had to research the matter to decide what to do with my 'sick' self.
After about two weeks I noticed that she was looking on my rig for more 'secret' folders and files, so I gave her some. I threw up a couple folders of female on male strap on sex and some light stories about guys being 'forced' to have anal sex and role reversal role playing going on.
These proved to ignite a wild fire. Her internet use that focused on these subjects actually out stripped her shopping online. In addition our sex life blew up. She was initiating sex now and was very into it. She developed a distinct preference for the cowgirl position and began to hesitantly and lightly probe my anal area. Her 'accidents' in touching there became more frequent and lasted longer as I moaned at her touch or arched my body in response for more of her touch.
After three months I'd given up on her ever taking the next step in any of the fantasies I'd left for her to find and relegated myself to just enjoying the increase in sex. I figured that she had let her inhibitions stop her yet again. Since I'd never cheat on her I went back to the old routine of masturbation and self anal play to fill my kink desires.
As it turns out I was wrong on many accounts in regards to my wife and her reactions and acceptance of my fantasy life. The following illustrates just how wrong I was and where it all led the both of us.
Life started to change this last November. It was the week of Thanksgiving, the night before actually. We were both off for the next 4 days which was a rare thing given our schedules and work sectors. We never seemed to mesh on holidays in regards to our jobs. This year was a welcome change to the routine.
I'd been home for several hours by the time she got home from work. My normal schedule was to surf and masturbate, then move on and get some housework done before cooking dinner. Today was a particularly good session as I had found a set of clips and story that closely mirrored the action and my orgasms were intense. A nice calm and relaxed state had engulfed me and had lasted until she'd actually made it home.
She came through the door and gave me a deep kiss that was a change from the every night greeting. After we parted I could see that glimmer in her eye and just knew I was going to have fun after the dishes were done tonight.
"Someone is in a good mood tonight." I laugh as I tweak her nipple and get a low moan. Yes indeed it was going to be a good night.
"I can't help it. I've been thinking of our long weekend together and how long it's been since we've had this much time together." She gave me a smirk as she teasingly groped my crotch and kissed me again.
Dinner was a hurried thing as her eyes and body language oozed lust. She really had been thinking about this all day and was ready to take what she'd been thinking about all this time.
After dinner I was rushing to get the dishes done and the food put away. Getting it all done quickly I hit the living room and turned on the tube to see how things would play out. I didn't want her to think I was rushing her or pressuring her to have sex since that would turn things cold rather quick. She brought me out a cold can of Dew and told me to relax a bit as she was going to take a quick bath and then she wanted me to come to the bed room. That was all it took to fill my cock completely which brought forth a happy giggle from her lips. I took a long drink as I watched her naked ass sway towards the bathroom.
The next thing I know I'm groggily waking up and find myself naked and bound to something. A hood covers my head and it feels that it's solid except for my nose and mouth area. My body was arranged so that I was in a doggy style position and spread. My wrists, ankles and thighs were tied or strapped down and I could feel a thick strap around my waist.
As I became more awake and aware I took greater stock of myself. I realized I'd been drugged and also realized that the stale plastic taste in my mouth wasn't an after effect of the drugs but from the gag that was strapped in place. My ass was also full, it had apparently been stuffed with a plug and a very large and well lubed one at that.
I noticed a slight change in the sounds in the room and realized that someone had just entered where I was being held. In a panic I tried to get free or at least loose from my helpless state.
"Struggle all you want dear, you won't get out of that." Came my wife's lust filled voice. "That is right, this is exactly like what that one story related isn't it?"