All characters are fictional and, as I've created them, I can assure you they have attained majority (18 or older).
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Usually I can suppress it. I can go months without the need creeping up on me. But when it does, oh boy, you better watch out, 'cause I can't stop myself. And it don't take much to set me off.
So I'm at this conference my company puts on once a year during the first week of December. It was my first time being sent as I'm the new kid in my department, but the rep who usually attends took some personal time to help with the delivery and care of his new baby. No one else wanted to go so I was elected, unanimously.
Being the youngest member of the team I was excited to meet my counterparts from the rest of our division offices in North America. You know, put a face to the phone voice you deal with week in and week out. But it turned out to be more boring than I thought it would be, and by the third day, I was ready to go back home to my hum-drum life. That is, until our guest speaker showed up the last night of the conference.
He was the Chief Technical Officer for our company. I guess he was in his early fifties, average in every way except two: He had the most beautiful blue eyes I'd ever seen and the most perfect salt and pepper full beard; just like the one my father has worn for years. And that's the crux of the matter. You see, this "need" of mine all started because of my dad some ten years ago, when I had just turned fourteen.
It was late that night. My boobs hurt as I was going through another growth spurt. No matter what I did, rub them, wash them, squeeze them or stand in front of my little room fan, they hurt. To top it off, the more I rubbed them, the more I tingled down there. I decided to ask my mom to help me figure out what was wrong with me. As it was after midnight, the hall lights were off so I made my way down to my parent's bedroom carefully. When I got to the door, I saw it was ajar so I peeked in. What I saw confused me.
My daddy was kneeling on the floor, next to the bed. Mom was scooted up to the edge and had her legs spread. Daddy's head was buried between my mother's legs. They were both naked. I didn't understand but waited a minute to see what was happening.
After a minute, mom started moaning and twisting on the bed. Because I thought something was wrong with mom I walked into the room and asked, "Daddy. What's wrong with mommy."
I've never seen two people move so fast in my life.
My mother quickly swung one leg over my dad's head and stood up then walked up to me.
"Oh sweetie. Nothing's wrong. Come on now. Let's get you back to bed. You can tell mommy why you're up at this hour." She walked over to me and put her arm around me.
"Come on. Let's get you back to bed. Are you okay?"
I looked around her shoulder and saw my dad stand up. He was holding his hands over his penis to cover up, but it was his beard that got my attention. It was soaking wet, and matted. I wondered if mom had accidentally peed on his face. I thought maybe she was sick.
When we got back to my bedroom, my mom walked with me over to my bed. She pulled the sheet back, patted the bed and helped me get comfy. Then she sat on the edge of the bed.
That night my mom and I talked for hours. She had already explained the "birds and bees" to me when I got my first period, but this night, she told me just about everything she could about recreational sex, especially oral sex. I never saw the world the same way again.
Though my dad was a bit stand offish for a few days after, our lives quickly got back to normal. I started masturbating a few days later.
In high school, I gave my first blowjob and when I got to college, I offered my virginity to my boyfriend at the time. Both experiences were great, but I still felt something was missing. Over Thanksgiving, during my junior year at college, my boyfriend went home to his folks while I went to my house to be with my family. The Friday after our feast, I got a phone call from my boyfriend's dad. It seems his son had a snowmobile accident and would be a couple of weeks late getting back to school.
I begged my folks and his to let me go be with him, but cool heads prevailed and I went back to school. Two weeks later, my boyfriend showed up to continue the semester. I was floored the first time I saw him.
He'd lost a few pounds and walked with the use of crutches as his ankle was in a cast, but it was his face that took my breath away. He'd grown a beard. I thought he was the sexiest man alive.
That first night back together, after giving him a blowjob, I convinced him to let me ride his face. I was in ecstasy. I came so much he thought I peed and I think it kind of scared him a bit. But me, I knew what had happened. I'd released seven years of pent up desire, getting exactly what I imagined I'd get from oral sex and what I thought it would be like the days after my mom had explained the "rest of the facts of life" to me back then.
Unfortunately, from then on I became a bit of a bore only wanting to use his bearded face as the instrument of my pleasure. After awhile the novelty wore off for him and our relationship slowly dissolved. Oh well.
I'm not one to fuck any guy just 'cause I got an itch. From then on I dated, but I didn't seem to get a big enough spark from any of my dates to warrant sharing my sexuality with them. I did however, go away for a weekend with my old boyfriend, you know, for old time's sake, but it wasn't the same him being all clean shaved and such. The sex was nice, even welcome, but there were no real explosions from my perspective.
Then I graduated and wound up working for the company who had now sent me off to this convention, the convention where I'd just seen the man who I knew I was going to seduce, come hell or high water.
"Mr. Barnes."
"Yes."
"Mr. Barnes," I repeated. "I'm Susan Connelly. I work out of our Dallas office."
"Nice to meet you Susan."
"Thank you sir. Mr. Barnes..."
"Paul. Please. Mr. Barnes makes me seem so old."
"Okay. Paul. Thank you for your insight into the problems our team causes when entering data that is not properly tagged."
"You're welcome."
"I was wondering."
"Yes, Susan."
"I was wondering if I might join you for a drink at cocktail hour. I have a bunch more questions and I can see the line of people wanting to talk to you is pretty long right now."
"I'd be delighted," he answered. "I should be down about 7:00 to 7:15."
"Great! See you then."