Hey reader!
I believe the title and brief synopsis, spells out the overall intent of this story. I hoped to mimic the adage, "Too much of a good thing" while giving perspective of the main character's transformation. Is there any real message in here... no. Not really. I just enjoy writing about individual perspectives and how life can direct us in so many ways. That may sound philosophical, but it truly isn't.
It's my first story in the fetish category, mainly because I didn't really see it fitting anywhere else. I more or less defaulted to the wonderment of those with a big cock fetish.
As always, I self-edit the best that I can. I have been known to miss the obvious once and awhile, so I will apologize in advance. Hopefully any errors in spelling or grammar do not detract from the essence of the story line. If you're still here... thanks. I hope you enjoy some aspects of this story.
Cheers,
C_T
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I sat there quietly, running all types of dialogue in my mind, looking for something. Something that would change her mind. Something that would get her to see how true my feelings were for her. I knew I had no one else to blame but myself, yet I kept looking for a way out of this nightmare... a nightmare I had created by my own doing. I thought about begging, but I knew we were well past that stage. Following a long bout of silence, I finally had the strength to look her in the eyes. Those big, beautiful brown eyes. Despite the predicament I was in, I saw no harsh judgement... just a steadfast look of confidence and compassion. It made my heart break even more.
"Roxy..." I had a hard time even saying her name, coming out in the form of a slow whisper. "I really wish I could go back in time and fix all this."
Her head tilted slightly to the right as a sad smile donned her perfect face. "I appreciate the sentiment Carl... I really do, but I think we both know we'd still end up right here eventually."
Her honest statement made the lump in my throat even bigger. So big now, I was afraid to even try to swallow, worried I'd choke on my lack of saliva. "You don't know that." I finally offered.
She stood up, walked to me and squatted so our heads were at the same level. She put her hand on my arm, resting on the food court table and sighed. "Yeah... I do." She leaned in and gave me a peck on the cheek, then stood up. "I hope you find that perfect someone one day Carl... I really do."
And with a last pat on my shoulder, she turned and walked away. Her perfect ass taunting me as she made her way from the food court and back to her group of friends. The perfect woman... the woman of my dreams, just walked out of my life and I was crushed. I sat alone for the longest time trying to figure out how I got to this point.
(5 years earlier)
"Hey wiener! You going to the dance tonight?"
"C'mon Chad! You know better. He's probably playing D&D or watching Star Trek. Right wiener?"
Welcome to my high school life. The name is Carl Whiner, and I'm a geek... a nerd.... aka... loser. I was an easy target for the cooler kids, especially the seniors. My appearance didn't help my situation. I had little or no help from my father either. He was too busy trying to make ends meet for the two of us. My mom passed away a few years ago and unlike traditional families, she was the real bread winner in our house and the loss of her life also created a huge financial hole for us. We already downsized our house, but my dad's sales job was full of peaks and valleys... hits and misses, making his days unpredictable and always full of stress.
Besides my tall, thin, gangly frame, was a good dose of acne with thick unruly dark hair that always looked like a rat's nest. I didn't know any better and worst of all I had no idea how to look after myself, how to dress or even style my hair. I naturally became quite introverted and poured myself into reading, and fantasy online games, where I could become someone else. I wouldn't say that people hated me so much as they didn't pay much attention to me, accept when they needed to lash out to be cool. The faculty in my high school liked me. I was the perfect student after all. Always present with work completed and well versed in the topics being covered. I had straight A's my entire life and have been on the University fast track since grade 9. Besides my regular work, I was part of a process known as advanced placement, taking several university courses in advance.
During the summer before my senior year, I got a job at burger palace. It was a greasy dinner just on the outskirts of town, popular with truckers and travelers, since they didn't have to head into town to eat. It wasn't the most convenient place to work, but I figured I wouldn't see too many people I knew there, plus the 40-minute commute by bike would be good for me physically, since I never really did anything active.
My bike was an ancient looking 10 speed that was my dad's growing up. He loved that bike and made sure it functioned perfectly. I was hoping that this job would not only help me with some spending money of my own, but maybe... just maybe, fund a newer style mountain bike. With no personal skills to speak of, I was relegated to the back, helping out in the kitchen doing prep, organizing the walk-in freezer and doing dishes. I'm sure I was quite the sight in my white bibbed apron, yellow rubber gloves and a hairnet that was struggling to hold my nest from shedding.
It was my third shift, and I was in the back scrubbing pots from the night shift when Kerri walked into the back. Kerri was in the same grade as I and was set to be the head cheerleader this coming year. Based on her outfit, it looked like she would be working at the palace as a waitress. We made the briefest eye contact, as she scurried by. It was a common way people reacted to me, so I was neither upset nor offended. I saw her multiple times as she had to come to the back, to place and pick up her orders. Not once did either of us acknowledge we knew the other.
I finished my shift one Friday evening and as I walked outside, I could see the pouring rain soaking everything insight, including my bike. It wasn't the first time I rode in the rain, but this was by far the worst of it. Coming to terms with the soaking I was going to get, I walked to my bike and began to undue my lock. It was then a vehicle rolled up beside me and the passenger window of the half ton whirred, lowering enough that I could see Kerri's face.
"You going to be ok, Carl?"
Shocked that she even knew my name, I just nodded and went back to wrapping my lock around my seat.
"Did you want a lift? I'm sure we can throw your bike in the back, right Jimmy?" Her head turned to the guy driving the truck. Jimmy Hansen... the most popular jock in our school and one of my regular tormentors.
"What? I don't want wiener getting my seat all wet. The ride would do him some good. Builds character." He laughed.
I got one last glimpse of her face as he sped off leaving me to my fate. I chuckled to myself. I expected nothing different from Jimmy, so I couldn't get upset. There was one thing that made me think though... Kerri's look. Was she feeling bad for me? Was she mad at Jimmy for making me ride in the down pour? I shrugged it off, realizing I was the last person who should be trying to figure out a look. No one ever really looks at me.
I had a few days off, so I didn't see Kerri. I'm not sure why I even thought that. I know she's not thinking about me. I was mid shift, up to my elbows in greasy pots when I heard my name being called. I turned off the heavy sprayer and looked up to see Kerri standing at the end of the counter, her uniform all neat and pressed.
"Jesus Carl... I've been standing here calling your name for like thirty seconds." She smiled.
"Oh... sorry. I couldn't hear you with the water running." I could feel the water and dirt on my face as I spoke.