In a futile effort, Nadia tried to avoid Wendy all week. But Wendy wasn't letting her. She was coming to her office every chance she got.
First day, just before lunch break, she stepped in and said "Are you ready? To take me to lunch?"
Nadia walked to the door, looked outside and closed it "Please Wendy. You can guess the mood I'm in, you have to let me recover before we can go back to whom we wer..."
"Oh, Nadia. I love your optimism. I told you. There's no going back. You're going to take me to lunch, to pamper me. To show me how lucky you feel, to show that you're aware of our new status."
"Wendy, please don't make this awkward. I'm already feeling..."
"Awkward? You pledged yourself to me while you were under my feet, you declared your 'need' to submit to me and I accepted."
Nadia's fear was mostly about a word getting out, that someone could learn this and it wouldn't be possible for her to work in this place. Her reputation was concerning her the most, besides the awkwardness of this situation.
The way Wendy was talking had a crushing impact on her fear or confusion. She was selfishly doing these, reminding her those humiliating facts, just to make sure her toy remained within her grasp. All Wendy cared about was her pleasure and achievements in her newly found life style. So, she wanted to hurt Nadia where it would arouse her the most.
It was working.
Nadia's eyes were wandering on Wendy's light tan nylon clad legs, ankles. The desire to succumb to this demanding 'wicked' Wendy was overwhelming. But it was wrong in many ways.
And she almost hated her, for this new personality she was revealing, without any remorse. Even Andrea didn't push her this far, when she had that chance.
"Wendy, this could ruin me. Please don't. You know it was a moment of weakness, I'm not..."
"Nadia. It wasn't a momentary thing. It had a past where you kissed the slippers I wore at your house, wishing my feet were still in them. Even my feet's warmth was treasured by you."
She walked near her, looking directly in her eyes. She continued to talk calmly.
"It had a prologue where you found yourself on the floor begging me and you managed to reach many conclusions you yearned for, where you were deliriously repeating my name when you were sucking my pussy. So..."
Wendy smiled, seeing how Nadia flinched hearing those.
Nadia didn't talk, took her purse and took her to lunch.
Wendy didn't bother her that day. Nadia presumed that if she didn't resist, Wendy had no intention to torture her. She just wanted to make sure Nadia was there to provide, whenever she demanded, whatever she demanded.
She tried to convince herself that this was some sort of a 'fling', while her lover was away. In the way her lover saw fit.
But she couldn't. She was afraid that Clara would get angry and Nadia could lose the slightest chances she already had for her. Why wasn't she calling her?
This wrong desire was unbearable, the way Clara always advertised. To someone selfish, who didn't care about Nadia. She had to control herself.
In other days, she came to her office, made her serve coffee herself, without calling her secretary. She loved to stare at her, enjoying her debilitated moods.
On Friday, she said "I have a plan for tonight. So, I'll be at your place tomorrow morning. You prepare the breakfast, just in case I'm hungry."
"Please, don't. Wendy, this is wrong, I have to stay far from such things. You'll ruin me for your pleasure."
"I'll try to make it clear one last time. This is what you begged for. And now..." she pointed at her skirt, her crotch area "... this knows the taste of your lips on it. It wants your lips there. It gets what it wants."
"Wendy..."
"Tomorrow." She said when leaving.
Nadia collapsed on her chair.
Since Clara wasn't calling her, she felt like she was abandoned to the mercy of those vulturing selfish women who could smell blood.
It didn't matter how horny she could get time to time. She was always sad.
Besides, even if that was what Clara wanted or planned, it was wrong. She felt like her non-existent relationship was falling apart.
At night, she called Clara again.
"I told you not to call me until I say..." But she was finally relieved to see her calling. She missed her voice. She missed her, her fast beating heart was telling her that.
"I'm losing it, please let me see you."
"I was a bit lazy lately; I need to start working again."
"Let me purchase you for tonight, please. Or, for the weekend. I'll pay whatever you want."
"Oh, sorry. I'm already booked this weekend."
"By whom? A woman?"
After a short pause Clara said "Nadia, that's the reason I'm keeping you away. You have to control your urges. Jealousy? It feels delicious. I love to see you jealous but I don't like how it paralyzes you. Plus, it's not the time. Not right now. Don't worry, I will make you jealous."
"Cl..."
When Clara hung up, she waved to Andrea, who was approaching in her car to pick her up. This time, even if she missed Nadia, her concentration was focused on elsewhere.
Clara was oblivious to what was going on with Nadia at the moment. She was excited about her own weekend. And Nadia could have a part in that too. But she was very horny and her only desire was to live a mild version of that psycho woman that weekend.
Andrea was about to live the best two days of her life, without knowing.
Nadia cursed at Clara, threw her phone away and got herself a bottle. This was going to be the first time would drink alone. For a second, she thought of calling Wendy and trying to convince her to come that night. As if she was still her friend, as if she would make her feel any better. She even considered spending time with her in that disturbing way, as if it would be a revenge on Clara. She didn't.