Author's note about names:
I realized that in the previous chapter, I used both names
Nadia
and
Nadine
for the main character, without any reason.
Also, being a smart ass, I checked if I can pull it off, to make it look like it was intentional. No luck on that part.
I added some meaning to it for some parts in this chapter and used Nadia for the rest. If I revise the first chapter, I will fix it.
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Nadia had to spend the week in anticipation and intentionally, on her own.
She avoided Wendy the whole week because she felt ashamed very much.
They talked on the phone a couple of times but Nadia didn't let the conversation reach the site subject, she cut it short.
She didn't want Wendy to think that Nadia was no different than that other woman who fell for a female escort.
She remembered the day Wendy was talking about her. And what Nadia thought about that woman.
A twisted, insecure, delusional idiot. Especially idiot part, for falling in love with someone she was paying to spend time with her. For believing that she could pay someone to create some sort of a genuine relationship with. Pathetic and idiotic. That was what she thought.
She wasn't like that, she just wanted sex.
Ok, she changed her mind about the type of sex she was searching for. And, yes, she also changed the gender of the escort she wanted to have that sex. She also knew that she changed those just after seeing that girl for ten minutes. No, it took weeks. But, seeing her, talking to her ten minutes started her confusion and curiosity.
She just wanted kinkier sex. Even she laughed at that. Portraying herself like a kinky working woman, someone who wanted to get naughty and do some wrongs wasn't going to hold. As if she paid a working girl to satisfy herself using that girl.
The whole week she spent her time trying to prove herself that she was nothing like that woman.
When she remembered what Wendy said about her, that she was spending thousands just to kiss that escort, that they were also having sex, all her efforts went into gutter.
That pathetic woman was at least getting what she paid for. She didn't even kiss Clementine's lips once. She couldn't even ask if she could. Let alone having sex, she didn't get the satisfaction she was looking for.
If that other woman learned that Nadia paid thousands and Nadia's escort girl didn't even let Nadia eat her pussy, that she made her beg to kiss her foot, oh...
Even that woman would say 'What's wrong with your friend? Why don't you introduce us? I'd save some money.' to Wendy.
To Nadia, that woman had something more meaningful with her escort girl. Even the concept of 'my escort girl' disturbed Nadia. Not only because this was a disgraceful thing to say, Nadia never could feel that she was either hers or an escort girl, in the exact definition of the word.
She still denied that she found the idea of giving a welcome kiss on the lips to Clementine, when she arrived at her house would be lovely. It was disturbing her to feel that she wanted something like that woman and her escort girl had, with Clementine. But she ignored that too.
Her situation was no different than those victims of some schemes. She already paid too much for almost nothing and she was going to pay more, just to get something in return, just to save herself from being empty handed.
She felt too depressed by Thursday.
She still denied that she wanted to kiss her. It was better than that, if everything was just fantasy, paid sex or Nadia being kinky for once in her lifetime.
Anything was Ok, except falling in love with that girl. She couldn't accept that she was becoming a lesbian because of some silly escort girl's tricks. Even if it was a bit late to think that.
She went to gym three times that week, visited her hairdresser, had manicure and pedicure after full body wax. She bought a beautiful dress, shoes and very expensive and modestly sexy underwear on Wednesday.
On Thursday, she went back to that shopping mall and bought the panties and socks she saw the day before. They were very expensive, making her think twice. But they were delicate things, which wouldn't disturb a silky skin.
She hated herself at first but she couldn't help, she wanted to pamper Clementine. This could make her happy and who knew, maybe she could go easy on Nadia this time.
She felt even worse after thinking that. After paying her another couple of thousands, she was buying Clementine expensive presents, for her to 'go easy on her'. And she had no idea about the underlying meaning of that. Go easy on Nadia and?
Finally letting her kiss her foot? Going down on her? She was happy that Wendy was also busy that week because there was no way she could respect her if she understood how she felt.
By Friday afternoon, all those thoughts were gone, erased by some stronger concern. Nadia was looking in the mirror, hoping that her 'date' would find her new dress hot, as Nadia did. She felt aroused and ashamed when she played with that thought, saying 'Or, my daughter's friend' instead of 'date'. She could fool herself this was about the dress, avoiding the fact that she was all dolled up for the escort girl, hoping that she would find her beautiful.
When the door rang, Nadia's heart was beating fast. She opened the door and there she was.
Wearing a green summer dress and open toe slippers, she looked gorgeous. A young university student was standing in the doorway, perfect, from head to toe.
Nadia blushed and said "Hi, Clementine, welcome", she couldn't hide her excitement.
Clementine gave her a warm smile and walked in. She didn't say a word.
They were sitting in the living room and Clementine didn't talk for almost one hour. Nadia couldn't decide if she was acting nice or shy, or even if they were in the same plot, the disturbingly hot one as in previous week.
She was sitting there like a young, decent lady, listening to Nadia's small talk. For the most time, they sat silently.
Nadia felt awkward because she couldn't name that feeling, couldn't understand their situation or what to do.
There was a gorgeous young woman sitting on her couch and Nadia realized she had been looking at her as a guy would.
She was checking her out, ogling her legs and those liberal breasts under her dress; just like her ex-husband would. She was hyped up when talking to her as he did talk to a beautiful stranger.
That first hour, she almost forgot everything she thought, fantasies or last week.
And, at the end of that first hour, she realized that she became a full stack lesbian. She had new desires. She not only wanted to kiss her but she also wanted awkward things, looking at her. Things like walking at the beach hand in hand. Clementine was hypnotizing her, just sitting there, without doing a single thing.