CHAPTER THREE: "STRETCHING"
I
The man's penis was pressing against her, finally pushing in. She felt intense, unbearable but wonderful heat fill her and a deep want to get more of it. The man, much older than her with short dark and slightly greyish hair, had an intense, commanding look. He his arms were wrapped around her back; strong, manly hands. She sensed the instinctive, primal need to have more of him inside her and moved her hips downwards pushing herself onto him and it felt divine.
Then, suddenly, she was on her knees, but with her tummy on the sheets of a bed. The same man, even more domineering, knelt behind her, holding her by the hair and, oddly, the threat of his power excited her, not scared her. She felt his throbbing manhood slide through her wet insides and, like previously, wanted more of his power, more of him. She wanted him in control and her obedient to him. Moaning, she was begging him to never stop.
Another shift. She was looking down her body, all trembling and shaking and he was there, at her centre, kissing, licking, tugging, slipping his tongue inside. Teasing her in what felt like a torture, but excruciatingly titillating torture, one she never wanted to stop. She opened her thighs wider for him, submitting to him and to the exquisite, thrilling sensations.
Then Lily was in her room again, drenched, sweaty, and not quite awake, but in an odd trance. Breathing heavily and whimpering, she found one of her breasts and fondled it, as on an autopilot, teasing her nipple, and finding it hard like a lump. Her hand slipped down her body and her legs seemed to have spread on their own accord without her doing much about it. She found where it felt the best and rubbed it there. "Oh yes, yes, yesβ" she purred, relishing in the sensations, finding awkward freedom in them, but unable to stop, feeling the moisture between her legs a drugging, overbearing force. Her young nimble body shook; despite now seeing her surroundings, she was still with the strong older man from the dream, now mouthing to him to keep going, not stop giving her pleasure while rubbing small circles over her clitoris herself.
Then it was all gone and it stopped; she remembered who she was. What she was doing was forbidden, shameful, horrific. It stayed her hand.
She was no longer surprised by these dreams. Still shocked, repulsed by them and disturbed by what they got her to do. With a jerk, she pulled her pants back up and pulled down her night shirt to cover herself. These dreams, of dirty, filthy things, always with the same man, now came to her every night. The more she tried to not think about them and their content, the more they came, and the more distressed she was. She grasped the edge of the bed and looked to the cross on her wall in a futile attempt to bat these thoughts away. Tearful once more, she did wonder if she was a bad girl. Such thoughts were a sin and she wanted them out. But they felt soooo good... and touching herself did, too!
Bad! She punished herself mentally, whimpering in disgust at herself, now pacing the room in circles. Even now, she felt her body, every inch of it, that just a minute ago was aflame... Will she ever get over this? And who was this man, anyhow? The mere thought of the man, powerful, commanding, and her tiny, young body conjured up an instant image of his throbbing large manhood entering her and her gasping in pleasure. The image entered without asking for permission, out of the blue.
"No, no, no! Get out!" she begged, not sure who she was pleading with. "Get dressed, Lily, and forget!" she addressed herself, hoping that maybe, just maybe, putting on normal day clothes would keep the bad thoughts at bay.
She knew, of course, it wouldn't be so. It wasn't the case the day before, so why should it be today? Trying to soldier on, once again, as she had done every morning in the last week, her mind with the filthy and unthinkable, she sighed deeply, her chest trembling uncontrollably. Deep down, she was terrified, feeling as though she was being tested, but over something that was out of her control. Every step of hers felt rotten and her heart was stained and defaced, and she despised herself for it. "Pleaseβ" she sobbed, leaning heavily against the wall next to the cross, not daring to look up at it, "just stopβmake me good again." Heavily, she slid down the wall, slumping into a crouching position, burying her weeping convulsing face in her hands.
II
He might have been a stud once, but Jack simply no longer had what it took to satisfy her. Their last fucking was alright, but that was about it. He was just doing the usual, but no sauce, like going through some bloody motions or something. How can a man get so ridiculously unimaginative?
Debbie stepped out of the shower. By 8.30am, he would've already got to his school, where he had been working for the past 15 years. Was that what he was, really? - a guy relying on and stuck in a rut? She used to try to talk to him, but no use. He'd just evade the conversation and mumble something, trying to pacify her. In bed, whenever she tried to move things to raunchier, more adventurous things as she craved, he'd just get tense. Once, he actually fucking left the bedroom!
She was a volcano on the rise; wanting to erupt, not given a way to release the magma. Always hot, always needy, always sultry. Raging inside most days for more and the kinkier. She had to admit that Jack was a good man in everything but this -- caring, helpful and even tidy around the house. But when it came to her sexy side, he had deserted her and she was fuming. In fact, she didn't really fucking care how caring or tidy he was any more -- at her age, being a mature woman, she knew what she wanted and he wasn't providing!
She recalled months of her humiliating attempts. Fuck her face? No. Anal? No. Butter churner? No. He would never say anything, just look at her disparagingly or, worse yet, with clear contempt, like she was suggesting something completely out of order. Threesome she didn't even ever mention. Fuck! -- he was supposed to be a man, fucking her brains out! Instead, he acted like some spineless softie unable to satisfy a woman. He was a fucking joke.
Sighing, she slipped her morning robe on and tiptoed out of the bathroom to the hall where she had left her mobile earlier. She opened WhatsApp and texted "Now ok" to Amelie. Jack, the sod that he was, had no clue of course that every Friday, when she didn't work but when he was teaching his first lesson at Macdonald Primary, she and Amelie screwed in his own bedroom in the morning. She took care afterwards to wash the sheets, dry and store them and replace them with a second clean one, looking just like the one Amelie and herself had fucked on. Amelie was good; it helped stave off Debbie's tempestuous desires later.
Amelie, however, as good as she was and as tasty as she was, also had her boundaries too tight. Perhaps Debbie was expecting too much? -- herself being in her mid-forties and Amelie in mid-twenties? Perhaps the kind of things she wanted you begin to want when you're more experienced?
Debbie shook her head. There was a long list of stuff she'd wanted to try for a while. Somebody get her properly tied up. Exhibitionism. Threesome, with two men in particular. Getting properly fuck faced. Cum on her face. And so much more!