My name is Evan. Events portrayed in this story did not occur. Characters are fictitious.
Chapter One
Nevada had been kind to me. After graduating college, I had come to pursue a job opportunity. After five years, that had worn thin. I was now working for an internet-order company as an account manager.
Since before I had started, there had been a female employee that was in my department, whom I had come to notice. She looked to be five years or so older than me, though my estimate might have been low. We had been pleasant with each other, exchanging greetings and such most days. She was a redhead, with pale blue eyes. She was close to six feet tall, part of the reason I had noticed her. She had a healthy figure, just leaning toward stocky, without being chubby or outwardly out of shape. Her face was a bit round, and her copper-colored hair settled right below her shoulder blades, framing her face in a straight curtain. No matter her choice of clothing, she always looked attractive, at least to my eye.
As of late, both of us had been caught eyeballing the other with interest. Each time, we'd both grinned and passed it off. We both understood what "interest" meant in this case, but I think we also understood that for the most part, romantic or love-oriented relationships in the workplace should be handled cautiously.
I do not consider myself a social, outgoing person, although I'm not awkward in public. Point is, I had not spent time or energy in my time in Nevada advertising my single status to the ladies. I hadn't noticed a ring on my lady friend's finger, and I also didn't even know her name. Today, that changed. She had been out of the office for awhile tending to something, and poked her head back into our office area. She inquired as to whether I'd like to accompany her to lunch. Being that I'm not anti-social, I accepted.
We settled for a sit-down deli down the street from our office building. Each of us placed an order and paid seperately, stepping out of the customer line to let others do the same. We waited until our menu choices were up, and found a table and sat. We each started on our food. I broke the ice as soon as there wasn't food in my mouth.
"You may know already know, but I'm Evan," I offered.
"Well, I've been with the office we're currently sharing for about five years. I know you've been there about three. I kinda noticed you from day one. My name's Hope," she finished.
"Well it's nice to officially meet you," I said. She responded and we continued our meal until we both finished, disposed of trash, and resumed our seats. We had a half hour to kill and that was allowing us time to get back to the office with a cushion. We compared notes on Nevada, and gently breached the relationship status topic. Neither of us was currently involved.
"But, I think it's pretty obvious there's some sexual tension between us, and it's not the bad kind. W've both been dodging it, but I figure you're just a hard-working guy who's also smart and has a humorous side. Maybe we could take a drive and talk about it afer work. I've been thinking of you a lot in the past two years, if I'm honest," she admitted.
"Really? I'm flattered. I've thought about you some too," I said.
"Well, for me, it wasn't looks alone influencing me. I always evaluate a person outside the immediate physical stuff, though you aren't bad looking," she continued.
"You have plenty in the looks department, but I judge people by similar characteristics to what you just mentioned," was my reply.
"Thank you for the compliment. You aren't the first, but I think it's genuine, just based on your personality and attitude."
"It was genuine. You're very pretty and I can tell there's intellect in you. You have a good head on your shoulders and your looks haven't been the only thing helping you make your way in the world," I said.
She answered with, "It's nice to be appreciated that way. Tonight, then? I noticed you public transit to wok. I have the red Honda in front of the building. We'll leave seperately and I'l meet you there."
"Sure, see you then," I said. We exited the deli and journeyed back to the office, entering at an interval so it wasn't obvious we were necessarily together. We toiled happily through the remainder of our day; unlike most, neither of us thought of our jobs as a grind. Practically five p.m. on the dot, Hope organized her desk, made sure I noticed when she smiled my way, and left.
My computer went off and I neatened my office space too. I waited a few more minutes after punching the time clock and made my way to Hope's car at the curb. As I reached the passenger door, the locks popped and I opened it and slid in, fastening my seatbelt as we awaited traffc and pulled away.
We drove to the city outskirts, about ten minutes. We found an empty parking lot and pulled in, Hope switching the car off. Both of us ditched our seatbelts. She began.
"I've dated, not been married. Nothing in the last year or so. But with you, I feel attraction and I have respect for you. We should see where it might lead. I'm not looking for a commitment, although I don't think whatever relationship we might have would be brief." She paused.
I took my turn. "There's definitely attraction. I like you as a person and I respect you as well. I'm willing to see how things play out for the two of us," I agreed.
"Good. Now things get interesting. I mentioned I'd been thinking of you often over the last couple of years? That's true. I genuinely like you. You might think I'm weird, but I've also dreamed of you. Deliberately. The dreams have had a sexual nature,but not in the conventional "go to bed and have sex" kind of way. I'm a little unique. I've been having intense thoughts about wanting"--she hesitated--"a bathroom partner. Passing gas, peeing, also called golden showers, and pooping. Taking a dump with a partner, honestly, is one thing I know I want. The thought of us on the toilet together, or me leaving a big, brown gift in your lap makes me want to grab you and squat. I've had a fetish since I was thirty. That makes it ten years."
As she looked at me, I was speechless. My forehead wrinkled as my brain analyzed what my pretty co-worker had shared with me. I'd heard really out-there stuff regarding sex and fetishes. Including what she had just mentioned. Yes, it was very odd. But I could not even muster distaste or anger or dislike toward Hope. She was smart enough to have thought about what to say, and when, and how, before coming to me to discuss things.
Hope's hand found mine in the car. Our eyes met. I made a huge sigh and plunged in.
"Hope, I know a little about all that stuff you just mentioned. I admit, just between us, that I've dreamt of women peeing on me and being turned on by it. You've personally been in some of my dreams. I wouldn't mind the right lady sitting on my face. Brutally honest as we're being,