As the engine of the car turned silent, Rick asked, staring at me:
"Are you sure you wanna do this?"
I've been quiet for all the trip to the building we then was in front of us, I turned to him and quietly nodded one time, then again then:
"Yes, love."
We hugged and he kissed me deeply, then he gave me a look straight in the eyes.
"Trust me, I don't want to keep you from it, but there are some things that gonna be uncomfortable, downright painful, are you sure."
I took his face in my hands.
"Honey, we've been thru all the details, more than one...hundred times. I'll be fine as long as you are with me. Ok?"
We then kissed again then I took the lead and opened the car door heading directly to the front of the building.
He left the car and followed me. I took his hand in mine as I used the bell to enter.
Seconds passed as we were greeted by Laura, one of the people that were going make me live my fantasy. In this tiny lapse of time a little bit of regret made its appearance in my mind. Do I really wanted to endure this? Was I serious about it?
I hugged her and then followed her into the house. She works in an aesthetic centre, brown curly hair, at least thirty five yeas, as Rick said "well endowed in the figure compartment". Nice breasts, long enough legs. She was dressed in scrubs, I suspected because she was preparing for my setup.
We passed thru the whole house and then we went out in the backyard. On the side of the path I could see a well groomed garden. On the other side of this backyard there was another building, that Jeff calls the workshop.
Jeff is a genius, if I may say so. I got his name thru various website when I was searching for this thing I wanted to do. It was not the first time we came there.
In the course of five months me and Rick were there at least ten times. The first was when, again hand in hand with Rick, I had explained what I wanted him to do, the last a week before when he had to take my last measures to make sure that the things were done right. In between there were simple get together to know better each other and real meeting to address the many complex implications of this whole setup.
When I got into the workshop I noted with admiration that it is spotless clean. There was a table in the middle of the room and there were light everywhere. It seemed different from last time.
"Hi, Jen, are you still sure with it?" He turned directly to me.
"The next one asking me if I still want to do that, I'm gonna tear him down with my mighty fist."
I made the boxing moves to underline the concept.
He smiled and came near to greet me.
"No need for unnecessary violence, my dear. I just want to you to be absolutely resolved. It's gonna be a ride, you know."
"Yes, I've planned it, in detail. Don't you remember?"
As a matter of fact I'd planned the whole process, stating what goes first and what goes last. Right now the only thing I did was unbuttoning my coat. I was dressed in a simple jeans and t-shirt ensemble, with some simple running shoes. The opposite of sexy clothing.
"Ok, let's go. Sit on the table."
Rick, after taking my coat went to a corner where there was a chair and sat there. I told that I want him to stay there and observe my transformation. Laura approached with a stool and a tray, and asked for my right hand. It took her two minutes to clip my nails short, then she took the other hand and made the same.
Jeff came near me with a plastic container. He put it on the tray then he wore some surgical gloves. I knew exactly what this is: we found that nowadays in the medical field there is a chemical substance that acts like a glue. They usually use it to keep the edges of a wound together until the skin grows enough to fill the gap. It's designed in a way that it dissolves after some time. When it doesn't connect wounds it can used as a inert glue that is not toxic to the human body and, more important after a while tends to disappear.
We have bought a considerable amount of it for this project. I'm gonna explain the purpose as we went on with it. Jeff started to coat my right hand with the substance, first the fingers then the palm. As he was done with coating, he took my thumb and it closed it on the palm then one after another the other fingers were folded on it. At the end of this, he started to make the same procedure with the other hand.
Then he took some foil wrap, the one you usually use to wrap chicken in, and wrapped my hands separately in it.
"Ok. Let them rest."
He moved to the side of the room and picked up something. It was a black latex mouth piece, made of two parts. The one that was to go inside was moulded on a cast of my mouth, the other covered my lips completely and would be glued on the lower part of my face. At the end of this my mouth would disappear in a black hole of black latex at the very end of which there is a valve thru which I will take nutrients for the time being.
"Hold, on. Jeff, come here."
He got up and came to me. I kissed him deeply, drinking his tongue in me, getting passion as we explored each other's mouth. Then I stopped and said:
"Go on."
The mouth piece was inserted. The cast was properly done and the latex thing rested perfectly around my teeth. As Laura forced it even more into my mouth I could see that Jeff was already gluing it on my cheeks, on my chin, making sure there was no crease. The last thing glued was the upper lip with the part of flap that went just under the nose.
At this point, I could not speak any more and it would stay that way until the glue dries off. This simple thought made my hard nipples sticking thru the white t-shirt.
"Wow, you really like this." She said as she notices.