I had no idea what she had in mind. I got a text message telling me I should book a room. And to book it in Atlantic City. She gave me the dates, but not much else. When Charlotte tells me to book a room, I book a room just about as fast as I can. But we have history in AC. Good history. So by the time I get my wallet out, I was already at the Taj's website.
You see, this all started a few weeks ago. I was at work bored out of my mind as usual. And as usual, I start thinking about Charlotte. Unfortunately, I can't think about Charlotte for too long before I start thinking about Charlotte. That can be occasionally inconvenient; especially when I'm at work. I sometimes have to stay seated behind my desk when I've been fantasizing about Charlotte for too long. At least into the image passes.
On this one particular occasion, I just couldn't get her out of my head. I tried. I really did. I even picked up that report on Microbial Forensics that had been sitting on my desk. It was just about the most boring thing I could think of. Surely that would get my mind off sex. But when I came across the word "germ," I read it as "sperm." And when I read the word "glass," I saw "ass."
And while we're on the topic, I need to take a minute to make a statement about Charlotte's ass. It is quite possibly, the sexiest thing in the world. I for one, have never seen anything like it. I could try to describe it, but words won't do it any justice. It is impossibly big. Completely disproportional to the rest of her body and thus, unbelievably curvaceous. It makes an hourglass look as straight as a ruler. It is so perfectly round that even after seven years of doing the things I've done to it, I still lust after it, and her, as the day I first met Charlotte.
To make a long story short, I end up reaching for my phone and look to text some nasty messages to her. It's a ritual we've established over the years, but one I just can't shake. I love it when we go back and forth and talk about all the things we'd like to do to each other. Texting is unbelievably hot, and despite all the high profile cases of people accidentally texting in the wrong places to the wrong people; I still can't help myself. My heart still skips a beat when the phone buzzes. If I see the text ID as being someone else, I'm crushed. But if it's Charlotte, and she's in the mood, man, it's a great day. For me, getting dirty messages from her must be what an alcoholic feels like when he gets his first glass of Scotch. It completely stands me to attention. Suddenly, no matter what I'm dealing with, nothing is very important anymore. I don't stress about anything. I just sit back and fantasize with her for the next few minutes about the next time we're together.
There's something about texting that I can't explain. The funny thing is, we'd never say half the things we've texted out loud. Even after seven years, there are things I couldn't bring myself to say face to face. But for some reason; texting just brings that out in me. It gives me a freedom that eliminates any measure of self-doubt or embarrassment.
Even as disconnected and cold as technology can be, it can also be the catalyst that removes our insecurities. Over the years, we've used it to explore each other in a way that we wouldn't have ever done just talking. In fact, the first time I got the courage to ask her for a pair of her dirty panties was through text. Even to this day, we still reserve the nastiest conversations for our phones.
On this particular instance, it just so happened that she didn't respond. Two minutes, three, four. Damnit. She must have been at a meeting. I put the phone down and try to concentrate on that damn report but before I know it, the double helix starts looking like the double curves of her ass cheeks. Not only can I not concentrate, I'm really starting to see things. It seems to get wider, as if shifting to the same impossibly wide proportions of her ass.
I throw down the report. I go back to my phone to find she still hasn't texted me. Damn. It's driving me crazy. So just like any good red-blooded American, I decide I'm just going to have to scratch this itch by looking at some online porn. It usually only makes things worse, but what the hell? It wasn't like I was going to get any work done anyways.
Watching porn on your work computer is about the dumbest thing you can do. Which of course, is why the smartphone was invented. Yes it can make phone calls, but more importantly, you can use it to watch porn. Unfortunately, it's not quite the full 24" inch screen that I'm accustomed to so instead of typing in a web address, I accidentally type in a google search. And instead of clicking on the right link, I accidentally click a pop-up ad. And wouldn't you know it, it's an online sex shop.
Just as I hit the back button, I see a gorgeous piece of glass. It's cobalt blue, shaped like a bullet, and perfect for Charlotte's ass. I suddenly get this picture of the last time I was behind her. She was bent over the bed and screaming at me to "just fuck her."
I had wanted to go down on her first but her urgent scream and one look at that beautiful ass was all I needed to get myself inside of her. And as I slammed her pussy, I saw how her asshole tightened; just a tiny bit. It was enough to send shivers through me. And I remember at the time thinking how much I wish I had a dildo I could shove into her ass while my cock took her pussy.
A dildo just like the one I was seeing on my phone. A smooth cobalt blue glass dildo that tapered beautifully. So precisely. So perfect for insertion. I stare at the thing wishing it were in my hands. I can almost feel the smooth glass. God how I wished I had it the last time I was plowing into her. How I could make her scream hitting both holes at once with that thing.
Before I have a chance to figure out what I'm doing, I'm pulling out my wallet.
And by the time I'm finally typing my credit card number into the browser of my phone, my shopping cart has three dildos, a vibrator and some other assorted goodies. I pause for a second before I realize, what the hell is she going to think if I just send her a box of this stuff?
Then again, it's Charlotte. I know exactly what she's going to think. I smile just as I push the "submit" button.
Fast forward two weeks later and she's texting me to book a trip to Atlantic City. Charlotte and I have been together for a long time. There are some ways that we can still surprise each other but for the most part, we know each other as well as we know ourselves. So I didn't take more than thirty seconds to decide on the Grand Suite at the Taj Majal. A soaring tower on the boardwalk that would put us on the 30th floor overlooking the Atlantic. It's expensive, but in December, the place is dead enough that we get a good enough rate that I'm able to book an extra night.
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The four hour drive from DC to Atlantic City is almost schizophrenic. At one moment, I feel like we can't get there fast enough and at the next; time seems to fly by. It's always this way with Charlotte. The anticipation kills me, but getting there is always part of the fun. Every time I'm with her my day is a little bit brighter, my week a little bit shorter.
The down side to that of course, is that when I'm with her, I don't want time to move. I want to freeze the moment. But alas, the car ride is over all too quickly and I suddenly find myself dragging our travel bags to the 33rd floor. Like all casinos, you can't actually get to your room unless you walk across the casino floor. It's determined to sway you from wanting to stay in your room too long.
Believe it or not, there have been occasions where we've spent days together without even thinking about sex. That's the great thing about Charlotte, she stimulates my mind and my body. So even as I pull up to the suite, I haven't been able to figure out whether this was one of those times where we were in AC to gamble, or to act like rabbits. Three nights is a little longer than our usual trips. Truth be told, my desires get the best of me but once she relieves me, I'm usually okay for a few days. So over the years, we've settled on just going away for a quick overnight when it's just about sex.