I dutifully kept Jimmy abreast of each new development via text. A typical exchange went as follows:
Me: Abigail is completely intoxicated and babbling incoherently.
Jimmy: lol dumb fucking whore
Me: She's literally fucking her own stuffed animal.
Jimmy: stupid goddamn skank
Me: lmfao
Whenever I concluded these exchanges, shame and guilt consumed me. There were many nights I cried myself to sleep. Yet still, my morality could not compete with my lust. Observing my brilliant daughter transform from a prodigy to an imbecile fueled my insatiable arousal. The more Jimmy degraded her (with my implicit approval), the wetter I became. I couldn't wait to see how low she, or I, would go.
Entry 12
November 11, 2023
Dear Diary,
I awoke to a feeling of wetness between my legs. It took me a moment to remember I was wearing a diaper. In a panic, I cried out, "Waaahhh!!! Waaahhh!!! Mommmy!!! Mommmmy!!"
Mommy came running as fast as she could. "Don't worry, sweetheart- Mommy's here." I relaxed knowing that Mommy would take care of me. She removed my dirty diaper and wiped me off. She wanted me to wear a diaper to school, but I refused. I was the valedictorian of my class and Harvard bound. Wearing a diaper would be beyond humiliating. We compromised on a fashionable Pull-up.
The next couple days were kinda mid. School was sooo boring. I couldn't wait for it to be done. The only thing I enjoyed was seeing my boyfriend during AP Gov and my friends during lunch. Staying sober during the day was super lame. I started drinking and getting high during lunch. Whenever I was high, I was totally into Carter. We fooled around like he was the love of my life. When I came down, he was like just my stoner friend.
At the end of each school day, I bought booze from Enrico to keep me company on the drive home. I swerved into my driveway and stumbled into the house where Mommy always had milk and cookies waiting for me. When Mommy wasn't looking, I added some rum to my milk.
I spent the afternoons playing pretend games with my toys and stuffed animals while drinking booze out of my sippy cup. I pretended Grover was my boyfriend but I was secretly cheating on him with Cookie Monster. I really wanted to be with Oscar, but he wasn't into me because I wasn't dumb and shanky enough. Then I made love to Cuddles while I told him everything.
At night, Mommy bathed me, put on my overnight diaper, changed me into my jammies, and read me a story. By this point, I was usually so trashed I passed out in my bed sucking my thumb.
On Friday, I was excited for my date with my boyfriend. I had never gone all the way with anyone but William before. I wondered if tonight would be the night.
Before I could do that, I needed to have a "date" with William. He still thought I was his faithful girlfriend, but to me he was just some rando I hooked up with sometimes. Mommy told me to wait in my room and wear my trashiest outfit when he rang the doorbell. I tried to eavesdrop on their conversation.
William: Hi Mrs Hochbyrd.
Mommy: Good Evening. May I help you?
William: I'm here to see Abigail.
Mommy: Do you want the full package or are we doing a la Carte?
William: Excuse me?
Mommy: Didn't Abigail already explain to you the fee structure for her services?
William: Uh.... I mean...
Mommy: I will be taking over the business end of things from now on. Did you bring cash?
William: Uh... yeah, but..
Mommy: Excellent. All funds are payable in advance. No refunds.
William: So you're saying that I need to pay you before I can see my girlfriend?
Mommy: Hey, it's your time. You can call her whatever you want. Just a reminder that for the very reasonable price of $1000 she will treat you to our very authentic girlfriend experience.
William: I'm not going to pay you $1000 just to spend a day with my girlfriend!
Mommy: Absolutely no pressure. Just let me know what you'd like for today, and I'll go get her.
William: I only brought $150.
Mommy: No worries. $100 gets you an hour of her time. For $50 you can choose between kissing or a handy.
William: Are you actually serious?
Mommy: Time is ticking, pal. This is all coming out of your time.
William: Fine. I'll go with kissing.
Mommy: Alright. Follow me.
With that, Mommy led him upstairs and called out to me, "Your 5:00 is here. He just wants kissing. Sounds like he's got some kind of girlfriend kink. Do everything you can to keep the customer satisfied, but If he tries to do more than he paid for just holler. I'll be right outside."
"Mrs Hochbyrd, you know I'd never..." William protested.
"Just go in and do your thing," she said derisively.
"Thanks, Mommy," I said nervously. When William entered my room, I was lying in my bed next to Cuddles wearing skimpy, black lingerie and fishnet tights Mommy bought for me. Needless to say, I was smoking.
"Abigail, what the hell is going on? Is your mom actually pimping you out?" he asked in disbelief.
"First off, the name's Abby. Second, do you really want me to get a knife in my back compliments of some perv?" I asked, taking a drag.