Tried writing a story (not this story) before, didn't work out as well as I'd hoped. But I've got a clearer vision now, and more experience and so I'm hoping that this comes off as delightful as its making me tingle.
Feel free to drop some constructive criticism in the comments. Thanks, love!
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"Hello Sweetheart."
The voice that wrapped around his ear was familiar, and it sent a chill down his navel. His breath caught, and he grabbed the pole in front of him. As if as startled as he, the bus jolted, throwing him into it. He gripped hard. Fear and humiliation filled his throat until it ached as he glanced around himself but certainly not back at the source of the voice. He couldn't. SchrΓΆdingers Cat, he thought, if he didn't acknowledge it was there, it wasn't there.
As always, the bus was packed by the time it hit Julliarde Avenue, and he had no space to move... well, except towards the back of the bus, where there was a small gap and a single open seat. But after last time, he preferred to stay near the front. Maybe those facing in this direction would notice, would say something. There was a knot in his throat, trying to climb upward, yell, scream, kick, make noise. But just like last time, his body stood unmoving. Don't make a scene, said his brain. It will only make everyone stare.
Freak
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One might ask why he rode Bus 211, the same bus on the same route after "last time". Well, it was the only bus that came close to him, and he couldn't walk to the next one. Last spring, he fell down the stairs and fractured his foot. He wore a boot for 3 months, but never could walk long distances in sneakers after everything was supposedly healed. He attempted to go to the doctor for stronger pain meds, but the man refused to prescribe any unless he consented to surgery that he couldn't afford. They offered him public assistance to pay for the surgery, but since his employer offered a plan, he wasn't eligible. Problem was, the plan cost a fortune, had a copay higher than what he would have left in his check, and barely covered anything. And in order to get to the next bus stop, he would have to walk 10 miles and leave 2 hours earlier.
So, here he was, on the only bus that arrived every morning 15 blocks from his home at 7:30 A.M., 15 minutes into the hour bus ride he took to work, jostled and trapped by the man standing behind him. Maybe that was one of the details clogging the sound in his throat. If he'd tried harder, he might have found a less convenient but alternative route to work, and he wouldn't be in this situation.
He felt another breath on his ear, stubble against his shoulder. "Back, eh? One might think you wanted me to find you again." The young man leaned against the pole, begging the cold metal to cool the warm pink flush rising his on his chest as his heartbeat bruised his rib cage. He said nothing, and tried slowly to squeeze past the man towards the handle behind the bus driver.
A slap of flesh on metal made him jump as the man blocked his path, gripping the pole just above his own hands. He looked to the side, eyes wide as the forearm pressed against his upper arm. The difference was striking, as always, his pale skin as white as a sheet compared to this mans dark tanned skin, black arm hair making him seem even darker. The mans muscles jumped as the bus jostled them, holding his ground. The bus, the people, even the young man himself seemed to rock, but this man was like an unmoving statue. He felt the mans arm and torso press against his, causing him to stumble. The man reached out a hand, grasping his more slender hip, stabilizing him. He felt his skin burn where the mans thumb shifted under his shirt and grazed his pale skin.
He felt a whimper die in his throat as he felt corralled and shifted towards the back of the bus. They stopped near the back, and the larger man dropped his large bag down onto the cracked, plastic yellow seat.