Waking up, coming into awareness, is difficult. My head hurts and my body is sore and stiff. "Where am I?" is the predominant question in my mind followed by "WHAT is going on?" As I try to move, I find that I am constrained. As best I can tell, I am standing, bent over something like a bar with my upper chest resting on another bar. My legs are spread wide and secured that way and I feel the soreness of high heeled shoes or boots on my feet. My arms are also stretched wide and back and there seem to be some kind of mittens on my hands which are forced into fists.
I feel some sort of garment covering most of my body except for a few key areas. It feels like my cocklet, balls, and arse are accessible through a hole in the garment and my upper chest also feels exposed. Otherwise, the garment clings to me like a second skin. I appear to be wearing some sort of hood and as I blink my eyes I realize that I can see with some difficulty. There is not much to see, though. The best that I can tell, I am in some sort of barn. As I try to rise, I realize that I am secured to the two bars over which I am bent by a third bar between them holding down my back from rising. There is a gag into my mouth and as I try to speak, something surprising comes out instead of my words, a long "moooooooo."
As I take stock of my situation, I think about how I may have gotten here. I am a recent transplant to this mid-western town and I have lived on one coast or the other most of my adult life. I am something of a kinkster and it had been easy to find play on the coasts or in Chicago though in this new town, I was worried that opportunities would be few and far between. When I heard on my favorite kink dating site that there was a party coming up, I signed right up. I did not pay much attention to what options I checked, though I was sure to indicate male bodied, gender fluid, open to all orientations, and unattached. There was something about experience level and I checked "high" smugly.
There were a few interesting options and I checked "abduction, " "consensual non-consent," and "anything goes" in terms of interests and a few other items since it was right at the beginning of my vacation. I decided to dress in my best femme attire for the event, with low heels, hose, garters, sexy little thong over my gaffed cocklet, and a short leather skirt on the bottom. On top, a lacy bra covered my small breasts and I wore a white silk blouse. A discreet collar, indicating my desire to be submissive, my short dyed hair styled in the latest faux hawk style, modest makeup and jewelry, and my winning smile. I was a perfect submissive femme.
Although I was nervous, I mingled at the party and I got a few compliments. I ended up talking to a few other want-to-be submissive at the bar. After a while, we were approached by some intimidating doms and dommes, who offered to buy us some drinks. I toyed with the bracelets I wore that I believe indicated my interests and limits with their various colors and accepted a Manhattan from the bartender. Not having eaten much all day, the first drink eased my inhibitions a little and the second found me starting to get buzzed. It was not surprising that I followed a dom/domme couple to a dark table in the back of the venue. They handed me a third drink which while also looking like a Manhattan had a curious taste and smell.