Clarence & I
Clarence: I think it's time that you both stop flirting with me. We need to bring this weird relationship between the three of us to some sort of head.
I become flush with embarrassment. I didn't think I was flirting at all. But if Clarence were to find out about all the interracial cuckold porn I've been beating off to, there'd be no way to explain my way out of this.
Me: I'm not flirting with you Clarence. I just know my wife is hot for you and I'm trying to figure out what that means to our marriage.
Clarence: Why don't I just fuck her then? She wants it. I want it. Hell, in some sick way, you probably want it. Is that what this is about for you? You want to be cuckolded?
I was very caught off guard by his questioning. I couldn't speak. Shit. Now what?
Clarence: Some white guys are really into it. Don't be embarrassed.
Clarence walked over and sat down at my computer. I didn't initially think anything about why.
Clarence: Here. Let me show you.
He typed the words "interracial cuckold" in the search window. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. I hadn't cleared my history. So, guess what popped up all over the place?
Clarence: Wow, dude.
Me: I can explain!
Clarence: You already have.
Alone in my thoughts:
I can't explain. I don't have an explanation. My secret sexually submissive side has been massively triggered by the idea of cuckolding. Especially interracial. I'm beating off to stories and videos of cuckolding all the time. The idea that my loyal, faithful wife-IN A FANTASY, would fuck another man to have power over me has me weak. I weirdly like this. Okay, love this. And the visions of her pale white skin being impaled by a dark-skinned cock symbolizes the pinnacle of sexual lust going completely unchecked.
And it doesn't stop there. I love women. And I love women's bodies, but for some reason-which again, I can't explain-I am mesmerized by black cock and nice smooth dark-skinned male butts. I just can't get enough of watching a sexy male black ass thrusting into a white woman and imagining that it's Lori. His balls hanging down announcing his power; his large black cock driving deep into her pale white bald pussy.
I'm not gay. Never have been. But I'm beginning to wonder if I'm bisexual. I don't find men attractive. I don't find men's bodies attractive. But a large smooth cock? A shapely smooth ass?
I'm beating off to cuckold videos focusing on his cock and his ass as he fucks a woman, wanting it to be my girlfriend.
There are web sites that cater to this fetish. I'm on them everyday. The more humiliating, the harder I cum. One sight blocks out most of the woman and the camera focuses mainly on the black guy's cock, balls and ass. Then the videos tease you about how pathetic you are and that you are beating off to black cock. Every time I cum, I feel more submissive. The sight even teases the viewer-Me-about sucking the cock after he is done fucking your wife. And licking his puckered ass hole to say thanks. I can't explain it, but it really turns me on.
