My wife and I had talked and discussed the hotwife/cuckold lifestyle off and on for two years.
I am 44, about 5'6", good looking, but not your typical male. Somewhere in my upbringing I became more of a "watcher" instead of a "do-er" in terms of sexuality. I don't think my little penis of barely 4" is the main cause, but it does play a part of me being the way I am.
She is 39, about 5'4", Latina, with long curly dark hair, and full lips. She had been raised in a fairly strict religious family as an only child. Being raised in such an environment can go either way, hyper-sexual or hyper-nonsexual. She was the former, hyper-sexual.
I have been her cuckold now for at least a year. It was slow going but with my cuckold mentor (thank you Sir) helping me through the two years worth of discussions, I was living my life once again as a cuckold.
She loves the idea of me being responsible for my own cuckolding.
She presents me with piece of paper and a single dice.... Making sure I didn't get to see the other various pieces of paper that she has.
The paper says:
How many men get to fuck me or weeks before you get to orgasm again
number of men or weeks before next orgasm
1
2
3
4
5
6
Being a cuckold, my mind goes back and forth between which number I want, a higher number for the number of men, or a low number of weeks before I get to orgasm again. I love that part of being a cuckold, the cuckold paradox.
I pick up the die, my little penis getting hard in my panties.
Panties are all that I am allowed to wear while at home when the kids are not in the house. My wife smiles as she sees my little penis in my panties stiffen.
The roll.... 6, it is going to be either 6 weeks or 6 different men fucking my wife before I get to orgasm again.
She hands another piece of paper to me.
It says: