The next morning this was obviously the only thing we could think about. When Ash woke up I was waiting with her coffee and gave it to her. It was important to me for her to know that I loved her now as much as ever and not think I was negatively affected by the day prior in any way.
She sat up in bed and said her pussy felt sore, while giving a slight, tired chuckle. She sipped on her coffee and looked at me in the eyes. "This is it, huh?" I said.
She smiled and looked down, "Yeah... couldn't help myself."
"What'd you mean by that?"
She looked a little embarrassed she'd said that but said, "I think you know."
I smiled and said, "Yes I do."
I turned and sat next to her, propped up against the headboard in bed. I pulled out my phone and told her how I'd been up all night looking at things specific to cuckolding and this lifestyle. Like me, she had heard about it but we hadn't gone deep into it, surprisingly.
I read various definitions to her and we went through different "challenges" people had posted.
Ash looked at me and said, "You know I will never be ok with you being with another woman, right?"
I shook my head, "I would never want another woman."
"Good boy."
The way she said it made me think of the submission stuff I'd read but I kept going.
"So, you want to give this a shot? You can do what you want with whoever you want as long as you tell me about it and let me be a part of it?"
She was looking at my phone which was on a pic on top of one of the articles we'd read. it had a man and wife with their arms around each other but the woman holding another man's hand on the other side of her husband.
"I think... I am the luckiest woman in the world."
I laughed and smiled. She was still waking up but I could still feel her excitement. She smiled and took another sip of her coffee. I wanted to celebrate and started to go down on her. She stopped me, saying she was too sore.
...now what...
We didn't know next steps but we wanted to do something then so we kept reading. She really took to the sections about submission.
She pointed at the screen and said, "This is something we could start doing now."
It was a guide for submissive husbands. I'd be lying if I didn't balk at some of it at first but she really wanted to try it.
"Panties!?" She started laughing. "Put my panties on and take your shirt off."
I told her I didn't know about that and she said, "Let's just try it."
I went to her drawer and pulled out a light blue "boy short" pair. They were tight but I got them on. She was giggling to herself. She said, "Seems fitting for a guy who cums in his pants watching his wife with another man." I got back in bed with her.
She finally looked at her phone and saw she had a text from Jason. He said he had an amazing time and "that was a long time coming." He said he didn't want to press but he was more than willing to do it again.
"Can we talk about that last night?" she said as she put her phone down. "I didn't even know that was possible. For me to feel that, I mean."
I nodded and said, "I'd never seen you like that... it was incredible."
She continued very definitively, "THAT is the standard. I'm up for what you want for your part in this but that level of sex is the standard, I don't want less anymore."
"I guess you're done with my dick, huh?" I smirked.