It was a cold day. A light dusting of snow covered the sidewalk as I walked huddled over to keep warm. My eyes focused on the ground so I wouldn't miss something that would hurdle me downward. Stuffed in my pockets for warmth, my hands remained cold. I was going to be late for work - again. I had left dirty dishes in the sink so I could stare at some new pictures of amputee men for a few minutes before leaving. I was addicted to them - the pictures and the men in them. I just did not know anyone that represented my ideal in men.
The snow swirled as I reached out to open the door to the office building, but someone held it open for me. My eyes still looked at the ground. There was only one foot and two crutch tips. My heart soared, pounded hard inside my chest, felt like it was going to drill a hole and fall near where I was looking. Somehow, it did not.
"Unusually cold this morning," his voice said, warming me throughout my whole body.
For the first time since stepping off the bus, my head lifted. I looked at a man at least a dozen years older. He was handsome. Even without the missing leg, I probably would have been attracted to him.
"Yes," I replied quickly walking ahead of him though the doorway. A sexual surge raced though me as I imagined him touching me or me touching him. My nipples remained firm, erect, now because of my fantasy rather than the cold chill of the morning. His crutch tips tapped against the marble floor of the building lobby as he moved along side me.
"Have a nice morning," he said as he nodded and smiled. I was tongue tied as I stammered with nothing actually coming out of my mouth. It was a huge relief as he stopped and retraced his steps in my direction.
"My name is Leah," I finally said as I held my hand out in his direction and watched him. "Leah Morton."
"Thom Patterson. I work on the fifth floor. Martin Development."
"I know the company. I work on the sixth floor. Martin Development." The company had two of the fifteen floors. I laughed and released his hand. It had been warm and comfortable and I hated to let it go.
"I started Monday in the software group. Listen, I'm sorry to say I have a meeting in a few minutes. I hope to see you again."
I stood cemented to the floor and watched him blend into the crowd in front of the elevators. "Shit," I whispered just loud enough for Marcie to hear.
"Oh, I just blew a chance to meet the new guy."
"Who, Thom? He sits down the aisle from me ... seems quite nice." Marcie began moving towards the elevators and I followed in a mild trance. It was crowded and I called "Six" from the back of the elevator.
At my desk, I fumbled with a folder of papers about the design of the software I was working on with four other developers. My attention was a floor below me and I did not hear Kevin standing in the opening to my cubicle calling my name.
"Sorry. I'm being slow this morning," I said as I turned in my chair and looked at him.
"It's okay, I just wanted to remind you of the meeting in five minutes."
"Great. I'll be there."
He walked off and I sorted though the pile of papers to find the stapled pile of papers the design team was to review in the meeting. It was the last thing on my mind, an all day meeting when I'd rather walk downstairs and chance a sighting of Thom. That was the only thing I could think of. If I screwed up the review, my job would be on the line. I had to get myself together.
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It was late and dark by the time I walked out the building doors onto the nearly empty sidewalk. The morning dusting of snow was gone and now it was just windy and cold. I thought about Thom crutching on slippery surfaces and if he ever fell. My foot hit a small patch of ice and I struggled to not fall. I laughed aloud at the irony.
At the bus stop, I danced between each foot as I tried to maintain a little warmth. Thoughts of Thom actually generated most of the heat I was feeling. A taxi splashed though a puddle of melted snow showering a man standing near me. The bus stopped and the doors opened. I rode home lost in thoughts of amputees.
A jiggle of the mouse woke my computer from its long sleep and a screensaver of pictures of amputee men appeared. The images floated across the screen changing all the while. My hand slipped under my long dress and my fingers played with tender and demanding parts between my thighs. Watching the pictures, fingering myself, it did not take long to knock off a quick orgasm. I leaned back and watched for another few minutes, tempted to do it again. I shoved a finger inside leaving it still as I tried to imagine what Thom would look like without clothes.
The rumbles from my stomach and the full bladder were now competing with the still raging feelings between my legs. "Later," I said aloud as I stood and took another quick glimpse of the pictures before walking towards the bathroom.
Buttons slipped from holes one at a time, top to bottom, revealing more of my chest. Fabric slipped from one shoulder then the other. The dress fell along my body. I watched in the mirror as a voyeur. I wished it were he watching. The bra fell onto the dress I'd kicked against the wall. I cupped my breasts and tilted my head enough to wrap my lips around one nipple, then the other, leaving it rolling between the wetness of my lips for a while. I squirmed, rubbed my thighs together, and pressed my pussy lips, moving them around. My nipple grew. I sucked more. I felt the wetness grow. The orgasm began. A hand dropped. A finger dug. I finished and fell back against the wall.
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I dropped my purse on my desk, sad, even angry that I'd not bumped into Thom this morning. The odds of doing that again were slim and I knew it.
"Morning," Marcie said before I sat down. I turned and grimaced as I looked at her. "What's wrong?" she asked as she casually leaned against the opening to my cubicle. Her arms crossed lightly over her chest.
"Ah, just a restless night. I didn't get much sleep."
"He's in." She smiled.
"Who?" I tried to make it seem there was some question about whom she was talking. I knew exactly who - Thom.
"I talked to him for a few minutes yesterday. He's single AND new in town."
"Really?"
"He said something about how nice it was to meet you in the lobby. I think he's interested in you." She grinned, the smile filling most of her face as if she already had us in bed screwing like bunnies. She leaned closer as if to tell me a state secret. "If I wasn't married, I'd be after him, what a nice catch he'd be." She paused. "Even with one leg." I stared in silence. She continued. "I hear some people might be interested BECAUSE he has one leg. Strange, huh?"
"Yeah, strange." I shook my head a few times. I could feel my pussy scream for attention. "Was it anyone you know?"
"No. Something I read on the Internet. Guess it takes all kinds to make the world go around."