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I laid everything out on the table: two camera bodies, three lenses, flash, batteries, memory cards, microfiber cloths, blower, brushes, straps, clamps, and cords. One tripod leaned against the wall. The other was still in the car.
The 24-70 lens was filthy. Dried mud on the hood. I took it off, wiped it down, blew dust from the glass. Cleaned the mount. Set it aside.
Next, the 85. Smudged. Fingerprint on the front element. Wiped. Done.
Camera bodies were fine. No new damage. Battery doors still tight. I swapped out cards, formatted them. Labeled fresh ones. Charged everything that wasn't full.
Checked the flashes. Test fired both. One misfired. Loose connection. I reseated the batteries. Fired again. All good.
I looked out the window.
The river was wide and slow, moving steady past the trees far below. Its surface caught the light in patches -- brown water with a hint of gold. No boats out at the moment. Just still water and heat.
The whole valley stretched out in green. Palm trees, banana trees, tamarind, mango, teak. Thick canopy in some spots, open in others. Birds made noise in the distance -- nothing sharp, just background sound.
Between the trees, houses stood quiet. Single-story, mostly. A few bigger ones. Metal roofs, some tiled. Painted walls in shades of cream, blue, and green. Nothing flashy. No signs of damage or neglect either. Yards were swept. Fences were straight. A few had neat rows of plants -- chili, lemongrass, morning glory.
A motorbike came down the path near the river, kicking up a long line of dust behind it. I saw it through a break in the trees, the engine noise reaching me a second later -- thin, high-pitched, echoing off the water.
A steep drop stood between me and that path. My place sat high on the bank, with a sharp slope running down through the grass and brush. I could not see them in great detail.
The bike wasn't fast, just steady. The rider kept close to the edge of the path, where the grass met the slope. The pillion rider sat upright, one hand on the back rail. Mid-length hair, loose and dark, blown sideways in the wind.
It looked like Ivan and Darlene.
The frame matched. Ivan in front -- thin, slouched forward, elbows out, helmet too big or maybe just loose. Darlene sat behind him, legs tucked close, one knee pressed against the side of the bike. She wore a white shirt and jeans, or something like jeans. Sunglasses. Her hair whipped around her face but didn't seem to bother her.
She looked good, even from that distance. She always had.
When we'd been kids, people had noticed her. She'd always had that kind of presence that pulled eyes without trying. Even back then -- thirteen, fourteen -- she'd turned heads. Not in a loud way. Just walked into a place and people had noticed.
Slim, girly figure. Long legs. Her hair was dark and usually cut short around her jaw -- sometimes a bit longer, depending on the year. It always looked right. No frizz, no mess, just clean lines that swung when she laughed.
Big eyes, sharp nose, full mouth. Skin a warm tone, even brown from being outside all the time. She didn't hide from the sun. A shade darker than most of the other girls, always tan, always glowing like she spent more time outside than in.
She was loud in a good way. She laughed a lot. Quick, easy laugh.
She went to a different school. Lived farther out, past the old rubber grove. We'd only see her at temple fairs or local games.
We hadn't talked much growing up, just known each other by sight. Ivan hadn't talked to her at all, as far as I knew.
And yet: there he was on the back of his bike, dust in their wake, cruising the river path like it was theirs.
How the hell had Ivan pulled that off?
He was my age, give or take. Medium height. Always looked like he got dressed in the dark. Bad shirts, worse pants. Hair like he cut it himself with a pocket knife. Skin had never cleared up, even after school.
I watched until the trees swallowed them again.
***
Every Sunday, people gathered at the big open lot near the old bus depot. It turned into a market, a fair, whatever you wanted to call it. Rows of stalls under tarp roofs. Some with tables, some just blankets on the ground.
You could get anything there -- grilled chicken, fish balls, fruit shakes, noodles, shirts, knives, phone cases, toy guns, cheap jewelry, secondhand tools. There were booths with loudspeakers selling snake oil and skin cream. Kids ran around with sugar on their faces. Music came from three directions at once. Someone always had a mic.
I went most weeks. Sometimes for photos. Sometimes just to eat and walk around.
Ivan and Darlene were regulars too. I saw them a lot. Not just walking side by side -- more like chasing each other, dodging through the crowd. Sometimes she'd be ahead, tugging his arm, weaving between stalls like she knew a shortcut. Other times he'd be the one pulling her, holding her hand as they ducked under some plastic sheet or slipped behind a row of tents.
They showed up in places you didn't expect -- between the noodle stall and the place selling rubber boots, crouched behind a wall of water bottles, or sitting low behind the truck where a guy sold speakers out of the back. Always moving, laughing, ducking out of sight, showing up again on the other side of the market.
***
Not far from the market -- maybe a ten-minute walk -- there was the beach. That's what people called it, though it wasn't sand and waves. It was a stretch of riverbank, thick with trees -- mostly palms and tamarind -- flat enough for people to sit, eat, and waste time.
Down by the water, a few wooden shacks stood in a row. Just simple things -- bamboo floors, open sides, thatched roofs. Each one could fit a group of five or six. People sat on mats -- shoes off, legs crossed -- drinking iced tea or beer, eating grilled fish, papaya salad, fried chicken, sticky rice in little baskets.
A little farther inland, past the first line of trees, there were more huts and small food stalls. Some had charcoal grills going all day. Others had ice boxes full of soda, bottled water, and bags of ice tied with rubber bands. A few served fresh juice or fruit cut on the spot. Nothing fancy. Just wooden counters, coolers, plastic chairs.
It was busy on weekends. Whole families came out. Teenagers, couples, people from the next village over. Music played low from someone's speaker. Dogs wandered through now and then, hoping for scraps. The river moved slowly, same as always.
One long afternoon, I was at the beach. The heat had started to pull back, but the ground still gave off warmth. Air moved through the trees now -- slow, steady wind shaking the leaves, rustling through palm fronds. It felt good on the skin.
Groups of people were scattered around, most of them young. Some sat in the riverside huts, legs stretched out, food wrappers and beer bottles between them. Others lounged on mats under the trees. Loud talk, bits of music, someone laughing too hard.
A guy grilled something over a small charcoal stove. Smoke drifted sideways. Another poured ice into a plastic bucket, handed out drinks.