Some people seem to have such 'normal' lives, no big secrets, no dark desires. I often wish I were such a person.
I consider my 'uniqueness' to have started in grade school, but maybe it happened long before that. I'll never know. Miss Collins was the kind of woman people talked about - an older single woman. A word often used was 'spinster'. She was also missing a leg. I happened to have her as a teacher one year and found her to be unlike what people would say about her.
That was the last year she was at my school. I never forgot her.
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Juliet works for the same company but in a different city and arrives to help review our project. I am stunned with her beauty as she walks into the meeting. I flash back to Miss Collins. Like her, Juliet is missing her left leg.
I make sure we walk out of the conference room together. She wears a proper business outfit, black knee length skirt with matching jacket, white blouse, and black shoe. Her pixie haircut frames her face perfectly. Her perfect lips are bare and ready for kissing.
She smiles at me showing her white teeth as her eyelids flutter over ice-blue eyes. She speaks softly to me as others hurry past. "Laurel, I thought your design was unique. I liked what I heard."
"Thanks. I've only been here a year, but I think I add a lot to the project."
She turns as if to walk in a different direction then pauses. Her face moves in my direction without turning her body. "Would you like to join me for lunch?"
"Sure. I'd love to ... a lot."
Now she turns the rest of her body and moves closer to me. Her hand casually holds my upper arm. "Fine, just the two of us?" I nod and smile. "Great," she says then continues in the original direction.
I am a wreck for the next hour and unable to do much on my assignment. I flash back to Miss Collins and the few women I've happened to see like her, but never met. Most of the people I've dated have been women, though I have dated a few men. Strangely, neither gender excites me if they have both legs. I prefer evenings alone staring at pictures of amputees or writing fiction about such people.
A knock on the door followed by a voice causes me to come back to the moment with a sudden jolt.
"Sorry, didn't mean to startle you," Juliet says as I turn my office chair.
"No, no, it's okay. I was off in a daydream." I laugh. "Ready?" As I grab my purse and walk towards the door, I let my eyes ravish her completely and hope she is doing the same to me.
The one block walk to the restaurant is mostly in silence. I try to watch her without staring. The hostess shows us to a booth by the window and Juliet places her crutches at the far end of the seat before sitting. I sit opposite her as the hostess puts opened menus in front of us.
"What a morning," she says as she being scanning the menu. "I'm not big on business travel."
"You seem to do well on crutches."
"Thanks. It didn't take long to adjust to doing things that way. I travel light, just a small bag I sling over a shoulder. I live alone, how about you?"
"Yeah, just haven't found the right woman." I decide it is a good idea to get that out in the open just in case she is gay.
"Same here." She closes the menu then smiles at me. "I'm glad we could have lunch. I had good vibes from you this morning."
"Hmmm. To be honest, after the meeting, you occupied all my thoughts."
"Really?" She reaches out and places a hand over one of mine. "I'm going to be here for a few days. Maybe we will have a chance to get to know each other."
She continues to hold my hand and stroke the fingers as we place our orders and watch the waitress walk away.
"You seem comfortable with me even though I am missing a leg. Most people aren't." She lets her eyes roam over my face.
"Maybe I should be coy about how I...."
"Laurel, I hope you won't hide anything from me."
"Most of my life...." I fall silent and sip my ice tea.
"Here, let me break the ice a little. I think I might know what you're trying to say. I've always found amputees particularly interesting." She smiles and holds my hand again.
"Oh-h." I nod a few times. "Me-e too-o," I drawl nervously. "I once had a teacher with one leg. Everyone said unpleasant things about her, but she was nice to me. I've kind of fallen into a ... I don't know how to explain it, but...."
"Listen. An attraction to people like me is okay. Most people aren't and I've been waiting to find a woman that is."
"Well then, it's good to get that out of the way." I laugh.
The waitress returns with our food and puts each plate gently in front of us. She asks if there is anything else then walks away.
Juliet holds a fork in one hand, my hand in the other, as she stares at me. "Laurel ... I love that name ... forgive me for skipping past all the usual talk one usually wades though getting to know someone. I had this feeling about you and I couldn't contain my curiosity. I know there is a kind of risk when meeting a co-worker."
She lets go of my hand and cuts a piece of the sliced turkey then slowly chews the bite. I watch her lips move and wonder what they would be like to have between my thighs. I feel the wetness build and am happy I wore panties today. I cut into my hamburger patty, swab it though some ketchup, and then stuff it into my mouth. My tongue swishes over my lip in hopes of clearing a drip. I dab at the same spot with a napkin just in case I missed.
"Trying to not be a slob," I mumble. She seems to understand and smiles. "About the co-worker concerns, don't worry. In the meeting, I felt grateful that I didn't just throw you on the floor and take you right there." I snicker.
"Oh my, that would have been wickedly exciting. I'm not sure anyone else would have understood."
"No, probably not. I 'can' behave myself in public." I laugh.
"Do you get these urges around just any amputee?" She grins large enough to show most of every tooth.
"Only in my mind. I might make an exception for you." I grin. "Hopefully we can have dinner tonight and continue this conversation."
"I hope I can wait that long," she muses, holding the glass of ice tea just in front of her luscious lips for a moment then gently sips. "I never expected to get so lucky."
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I thought my morning after the meeting was a waste of time, but the afternoon is even more so. I type the same thing often then for long periods, I find no words to type.
A gentle rap of knuckles draws me out of idle nothing. I look around and find Juliet in my door with a huge grin over her face.