It all started about nine months ago when my girlfriend of two years decided to dump me. I was madly in love and had been planning to ask her to marry me. That didn't look like it was an option any longer. I had been devastated and since the break up I had not even asked a woman out on a date.
Shelly had been as gentle and empathetic as she could but her reason for breaking up with me was still an ego crusher. I have a smaller than average cock at five inches. I had always thought it was good enough for Shelly as she had never seemed to mind and even had orgasms. Which I now wonder if they were faked. I assumed they were with my devastated ego.
It was a Thursday and Shelly was at my apartment when I got home from work. It was strange right off because she never got off work before me. When I walked in she was sitting at the dining table with a glass of wine. I got an uneasy feeling which was compounded by the words, "Tim we need to talk." My heart dropped. Nothing good ever came after those words.
I could tell she was nervous but also determined. Shelly took my hand in hers and smiled softly. "Tim, I am sorry to do this but I am breaking up with you. You are a wonderful boyfriend and you have treated me better than any boyfriend before you and for that I will always be grateful.
Tim I know you are planning to ask me to marry you so I regret that this has to come now before you can do that. You see Tim our sex life has been ok but the man I marry needs to have something you do not. I crave a big cock, it is not your fault what nature and genetics has given you and I am sorry. Please forgive me for hurting you, it is the last thing I want to do truly."
Before I could recover and speak Shelly downed her wine, sitting the glass down on the table. She sat her key to my apartment down beside the glass, picked up her bag, kissed me on the cheek and walked out. Just like that the woman I loved and thought I would be spending my life with was gone. I was alone. But worse I knew it was because I had a little dick. Even as gentle and loving as she had tried to be, that was a crushing blow.
So nine months later I still have not dated a single woman for even a single date. But I have become a complete whore for hard cock and I suck cock at least a few days a week. The following is how I became a construction site cocksucker and love it.
After Shelly walked out on me I got up and grabbed a beer from the fridge, followed by another and then another and then another until I was bumbling drunk. At some point I wound up in front of my computer naked. I had a Tumblr account so I logged on and started scrolling through videos, memes, and sexy pics making myself hornier and hornier as I got drunker and drunker.
Maybe an hour or so into looking at pics I was feeling somewhat drunk and had my cock in my free hand stroking it, edging myself. Having a smaller cock I have always been infatuated with porn and pics of really big cocks, at least two inches bigger than my five inches and bigger.
I had never reblogged anything on Tumblr I just looked at pics to get horny and jack off. Many times the pics and memes I looked at and even came really hard to were ones with big cocks, and girls cumming all over them.
I had fantasized a million times over about having a big cock like the ones I loved to look at and making women have gut wrenching orgasms all from my cock.
I happened to stumble across a short video of a man with a cock that had to be ten inches if it was an inch. It was fucking huge. He was stroking it and saying, "You want this big cock, you want to suck it, we both know you do faggot. Reblog so everyone can see what a cocksucking faggot you are." I was drunk, I was horny, and without thinking I reblogged my first post ever.
I watched the video four times not being able to stop imagining that big cock. Each time I heard him say "You want to suck it" my little cock pulsed. Just as I was about to replay the video AGAIN, I got an alert from someone named "Christian10" sending me a message. I had never DM'd anyone on Tumblr so at first, I didn't know what it was.
When I finally opened the message I saw, "So you reblogged my post you truly are a little cock fag aren't you?"
My hands were shaking, and my little cock was harder than it had ever been in my life. Precum was drooling out like a waterfall. I typed out my reply. I am Tim26.
Christian10: So, you reblogged my post you truly are a little cock fag, aren't you?
Tim26: I can't say I am a cock fag as I have never done anything with another male but your big cock is incredible.
Christian10: Your first and only reblog is my post where I specifically said reblog so everyone can see what a cocksucking faggot you are. If you don't want cock why did you reblog?
Tim26: I don't know really. I am so horny from watching vids and seeing pics and memes that when you said reblog I just followed your suggestion and did it.
Christian10: Is your real name Tim?
Tim26: Yes, it is and I assume you are Christian?
Christian10: Yes, that is correct. Tim how many times have you watched my video and stared at my big fat cock? I would bet at least three and each time your mouth waters. Am I wrong?
Tim26: Four times almost five when I got your DM. I am not a faggot, but your big cock is mesmerizing.
Christian10: Tim the 10 after my name is my cock length. Ten inches. I know why you reblogged and so do you Timmy. Let us not kid each other. Even if you have never done anything with a man you want my big cock don't you? Admit it little faggot!
His words were humiliating, and I wasn't a faggot but the way he talked so authoritatively and even belittling my name Tim by calling me Timmy, I again found myself typing without thinking. Fuck I was drunk AND horny. I replied.
Tim26: Yes, Christian I do want your cock. I want to touch it and feel how big it really is in my hands. The big mushroom head is captivating, and the precum looks delicious. (What the fuck was I saying?)
Christian10: Where are you located cocksucker wannabe?