As my orgasm subsided, my girlfriend Annie held her mouth completely still around my cock, waiting until patiently until my cock stopped twitching, before gulping her mouthful of semen down. After a few moments, she took my cock out of her mouth, exaggerating the audible "pop" sound for effect, and said, "Ahhhhh.," as she crawled up next to me in bed to snuggle.
"You are amazing..." I whispered into her ear.
"And don't you forget it..." Annie said, contentedly.
We lay there without speaking for a few minutes, and then she said, "You know, you *do* have a birthday coming up... Do you have any idea what you'd like for your birthday this year?" I could practically hear the smile on her face when she spoke. Annie and I had a tradition of giving each other sexual presents on our birthdays.
We were both 24. Annie and I first met at the end of college, and we had been dating since. As a pair, we were the odd couple, except for our sense of humor. I was definitely the more straight-laced of the two of us. I was a young engineer WITH a big firm. To most of the world, I looked like a pretty white-bread all-american type.
When Annie and I started to get involved in college, she was delighted to find that under the surface, I had my kinks, and she seemed to take particular pleasure in coaxing me to explore them.
Annie was an artsy type, and an empowered, radical feminist. I came to know that even with her public persona, she got an incredible sexual charge from her desire for things that "good girls" are not supposed to desire. For her, feminism meant that she had the choice not to be confined to a particular role in life. In the bedroom, she seemed to take equal pleasure from being put into a subservient, submissive role, and from acting as the aggressor, and controlling her partner. She fully embraced her kinks, and turn-ons. Nothing got her sopping wet faster than being told what a bad, dirty girl she was for craving the things she craved.
As we lay there in bed that afternoon, I was silent for a few moments, conflicted, and wondering whether I dared to answer her question. There was something that I had wanted for a long time, but I didn't know if I had the courage to ask for it.
Annie knew I loved my porn. My personal favorite was amateur facials. There is something transgressive about being invited into the most intimate moments between other men and their wives and girlfriends, seeing girlfriends, wives and mothers in their most private, debauched moments, giving loving, sensuous blowjobs, right up to the inevitable raunchy conclusion, and watching them enjoy having their seeing pretty faces spattered with outrageous amounts of thick, salty cockslop. The bigger the mess, the better.
My favorite sex acts with Annie were the acts that had a visual element to them. She knew it very well, and played to my desires. She loved to prop me up on pillows so that I could look down on her while she sucked me off, spending lots and lots of time making eye contact with me while her mouth stretched lewdly around my cock.
I had a mental storehouse of images of her; eyes opening wide in surprise as I began to ejaculate into her mouth, her pretty face spattered with the biggest loads of sperm I had ever produced, and even other wonderful mental images of her, slowly pushing back onto me as I slid my cock up her ass for the first time. Just doing those things with such an enthusiastic partner should have been enough, but is wasn't. I was greedy - I wanted more; I wanted pictures.
Annie was about as porn-forward as they come. She had made it her mission to seek out the things that really got me going, even if I didn't yet know what they were, and fulfill them. It occurred to me that every single one of the thousands of boyfriends and husbands had to screw up the courage to ask to take out a camera for the first time. I figured if I couldn't ask Annie, I would never be able to ask anyone.
After a few moments, I summoned up the courage, and said, "Actually, yes. For my birthday this year, I was thinking I'd like to take some... pictures... of you."
She rolled over got up on one elbow, and raised one eyebrow, looking right at me. She was very beautiful, with her dark hair in a page-boy style, with a tinge of red in it, beautiful clear, pale skin, and big hazel eyes. Her breasts were not particularly large, but she had beautifully rounded hips, and she was very, very flexible.
"Oh, really..." she said, "That wasn't what I expected. What kind of... pictures were you thinking of?" she asked. Her tone was relaxed, and interested. In her teasing way, as she almost always did, she coaxed me to share more.
"For starters, I've always wanted to have some pictures of "the mirror'..." I said. "And you, afterwards."
"The mirror" was our pet expression for birthday sex we had one time, which had become a regular part of our repertoire. Annie usually stripped down to nothing but a pair of her skimpiest panties, and then got on her knees in front of me, right next to her big full length mirror. On her knees, looking up at me, she made a performance of worshipping my cock, licking me, sucking me, teasing my shaved balls with her fingernails, and whispering the filthiest things until I was right at the edge. Then, she would stop for a few minutes to tease me even more. She did this until I was practically begging her to put me out of my misery and let me ejaculate. When it was finally time, she sat back on her knees, tilted her head back, and let me finish into her open mouth, knowing full well that as soon as I was done, she would enthusiastically swallow the hot mouthful of thick semen I had just given her.
"Oh, really..." she said, as though she was thinking it over my birthday wish in her head.
"Pictures of me... on my knees?"
"Yes" I responded.
"My, my, my..." she said. She rolled back over onto her side into our spooned position. She was quiet for a few minutes, and I was thinking that I had totally botched this, and that she was stewing about how angry she was with me.
Then she simply said, "You know, that is a very intimate gift, sweetie. Pictures like that last forever. It takes a lot of trust... "
"I know," I sighed, thinking my idea was shot, and that I had overplayed my hand. We both dozed off, and I stayed clear of the subject, not wanting to pursue it any further when we got up and finished the day. I figured I'd overplayed my hand, and I was just as happy not to bring it up again.
The next time I saw her was to meeting her for a quick lunch on her break near the Gap store she was running.
I was in the middle of a bite of cheesesteak when she said point blank, "So... About those pictures... How much do you want them?"
I almost choked, "You want to talk about this here? " I asked.
"Why not?" she answered. " I am still a bit nervous taking those kinds of pictures, but I have to admit, the thought of being so "compromised" to you is a bit of a turn-on for the subby side of me," She said. "And you know, I was born to perform."
I smiled. That was truth.
Annie continued, "I did think of one way I could let you take pictures of me like that," Annie said. "I trust you, and I have faith in you, but it's a big risk having pictures like that get out of control. I would need assurance that even if our relationship goes sideways someday, You would still keep those pictures with care and discretion. But... I think I could be comfortable letting you take pictures of me if I had some collateral."
"Collateral?"
"Collateral. If you want pictures of this pretty face covered in your spunk, you need to give me something in return."
"I'm not sure I'm following," I said.