Days like these are what I call the double-L days. Love and loathing. I both love these days and hate them at the same time. The days I am referring to are game days at my high school, and I love them because of the all the eye candy walking around all day, but hate them because I know I will never be able to fulfill my fantasies with any of them.
I'm a high school senior, and I've lived with a secret passion all my life. The passion of submission to beautiful girls dressed in sexy outfits. Cheerleader uniforms are no exception, especially at my school. The uniforms are different this year. They show the girls' entire shoulders and arms, and I am a young man also attracted to girls' arms. Why? I don't know. I ask the same question to why I adore ladies' legs in nylons. The cheerleaders are required to wear tan nylons along with their short skirts and tight tops. Many of them have followed the pop trend of tanning and love to display their perfectly bronzed skin. It makes me horny and depressed at the same time.
When I stare at these girls during classing, sitting with their legs crossed and twirling their ankles, I often have a recurring fantasy. I fantasize about one, or even a group of them humiliating me at their feet, forcing me to kiss their shoes and ankles. The fantasy continues as one's imagination can guess, but it always makes me frustrated to know none of these girls would ever do that to me.
Don't get me wrong. It's not because I'm an ugly guy. I'm just not the hottest, and definitely not the most built. I'm not the nerd, nor the clown, neither the journalist nor the photographer. I'm just one of the faceless faces people tend not to notice, but the girls who have, by luck of chance, noticed me, thought I was rather cute. If I was more involved and performed amusing antics during classes, I would surely get noticed like my peers. But, I don't. I have resigned within myself and into my perverted fantasies never to be noticed lest such fantasies become realized by everyone.
(I hate to be clichΓ©, but the next like is one I truly cannot help.)
Until one day.
I was sitting in government class when I gave myself away. Why couldn't I have made it to the afternoon? I'm not calling myself a brain, and I don't mean to make cheerleaders sound stupid, but my afternoon was filled with college level classes, and no cheerleaders were in any of them. The government class I was in was also an advanced class, but several cheerleaders managed to make it. Though some, well actually many cheerleaders do fit the stereotype, there are still the select few who throw the generalization off.
Back to the story at hand. I sit near the back where I chat with a friend or two, but since freshman year I had become more silent and distant. There was something else significant about where I sat too. Marcy, one of the many cheerleaders, sat in the row next to me. Her friend Karen sat behind her.
Both ladies were elegantly beautiful. Marcy had the blonde hair, blue eyes, perfect height of 5'6, and perfect tan skin. Her legs were perfectly sculpted as well with well rounded calves were that grew wonderfully up to the knees. Her thighs were a dream. Oh, how I wanted to just kneel before her during class and nuzzle those legs with my cheek. Honestly, what lady couldn't deny they'd enjoy such a thing? To be adored as more than anything less than a goddess?
Her friend was very beautiful as well. Karen had shorter, dirty blonde hair and bright green eyes. Everyone noticed her eyes as they were the most stunning feature about her. They cut through people and made many guys speechless. Her eyes weren't the only thing making them speechless. She was shorter than Marcy, but had the potential to still be a very dominant woman. Her breasts were slightly larger than Marcy's, but her legs weren't shaped as well. Her skin matched her friend's, as they probably went tanning together. I wouldn't have minded nuzzling her thighs either.
The circumstances surrounding this day were also rather odd. I had been working double shifts for the past three days and had been too tired to do anything but homework when I got home. I was too tired to do
anything
, including masturbating. When I walked into school first period, my cock became instantly hard at watching all the cheerleaders doing a warm up routine in the commons.
So there I was sitting in government class with two very beautiful cheerleader dream girls sitting next to me, cock hard and untouched for several days, while attempting to take notes. Marcy had her legs crossed towards me with her left foot dangling slightly. Though I prefer platform shoes, their cheerleader sneakers also aroused me as anything having to do with their uniforms made my blood run hot. I couldn't help myself. I kept staring at her ankles and shoes out of the corner of my eye, wishing for just five minutes she would take her shoes off and press them against my face. I tried just glancing out of the corner of my eye, but soon found myself staring full force. Realizing how I looked, I darted my eyes to hers, but she was busy taking notes. Relieved, I looked at my own notebook and stared at nothing else until the bell rang. I had been so scared she noticed my perverted stares.
My fears comforted, I went about the rest of the day as normal. It was Friday and I was looking forward to a relaxing weekend watching Lord of the Rings. Ok, so maybe I am
somewhat
of a geek, but who can deny such great movies? Anyway, I opened my locker after eighth period and a pink piece of paper fell to the floor. I looked around suspiciously, but as usual no one noticed me.
I reached down and picked it up.
I saw you looking at my friend today. Instead of ogling her chest, all you looked at was her legs and feet like a little pervert. I could see your hardness through those tight jeans of yours. Unless you want me telling her and everyone else how much of a horny pervert you are, come to my house after the football game tonight.
Karen
I was caught. My mouth instantly went dry, and I kicked myself for being so stupid earlier. Why was she inviting me over? Was she going to have some of her jock friends kick my ass for staring at her friend so inappropriately? Surely my stares were not warranted for such action as Marcy hadn't even noticed them. Karen had. And she wanted something or she'd tell everyone about my secret desire. I'd like to say I wouldn't care and that no one would notice, but Karen would be sure to make everyone know. She would probably tell false rumors about what she thought my fantasies were and have everyone who saw my facing laughing in front of me. I didn't want to go out my senior year that way. Whatever happened, I would find out at Karen's house.
Time passed slowly until the game ended. I didn't go with anyone. I just sat among the horde and admired Karen from afar. She looked so beautiful alongside Marcy and the other cheerleaders. The game didn't pass fast enough!
Finally it ended, and I owned up to my fate. I tried to walk casually to my car, but my nerves were shaking too much for me to walk normally. No one noticed, though.