Editor's note: this story contains scenes of incest or incest content.
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I saw the collar in the drawer.
I got goose bumps even thinking about it, my husband shouldn't be home for hours.
I got up and closed the blinds, my hands were sweaty and I was breathing hard.
I checked the driveway just to make sure no one had pulled in and would surprise me.
I steadied my hands and began to unbutton my blouse, my fingers trembled as each successive button came undone.
With the last button, I shrugged my shoulders and let the silky blouse slip to the floor.
Next was my bra, I noticed my skin was flushed and covered in goose bumps, like it always was when I did something naughty like this. My nipples strained under the lacy material of my cups and I moaned when they were released, and the cool air of the room only made them even more engorged than they already were.
I just wished I had more than just a collar, I was tempted to buy more accessories every time I had driven by the pet store but each time I had lost my nerve and suffered frustration more and more, which only made my desire stronger.
I slipped my shoes and socks off and sat topless in a chair. "What if someone catches me? What if Tom comes home early? Should I stop?"
Standing up, I couldn't stop though, my fingers undid the button on my slacks and I was already pulling them down my thighs while my reason tried to argue with my lust for excitement, for nudity, for depravity.
Next I ran a finger up between my legs, along the smooth silky fabric of my panties, I inhaled sharply as my finger traced the wetness and outline of my opening, and a soft moan escaped my mouth as my thumbs hooked under the waist band and pulled them down my legs and over my cherry red painted toe nails.
Naked, horny, and sopping wet, I enjoyed the sexual aroma of my sex and I brought that same finger to my mouth I tasted myself and shivering with excitement.
I ignored the pile of my clothes, now abandoned on the floor by the door.
The house was quiet.
The sun was just starting to set, as we were just on the leading edge of autumn, the weather was still warm, and the trees were only starting to turn colours.
I had that urge, I tried to ignore it, part of me was ashamed, and part of me knew I should not even consider it, but the thrill of it made me so excited, I knew I could not fight it.
I had walked past the drawer several times before finally giving in to my depravity and took out the black leather collar with the chrome studs.
Standing in the kitchen and feeling my knees wobble, I steadied myself and put the dog collar around my neck. Closing my eyes for a moment I could feel my excitement rising, and that delicious wet feeling between my thighs.
Opening my eyes, l looked over at my clothes, my pulse beat faster. My hands shook so much I had to stop and force myself to relax.
I told myself, "Tom won't be home for hours yet, and no one is going to find out, you've been naked before, and no one has ever known."
At 5.2 and 115 pounds, I was petite and people told me I was attractive in a "pocket-size" way. My 34B's were still perky and my nipples had been hard since the first thought of the collar.
Taking a moment, I cupped each breast with my small hands, sharply inhaling as I did. My fingers and thumbs knew exactly what to do and I knew I could cum just from the small circles they were making on my sensitive parts. Pinching and pulling, my breathing was already shallow and rapid. I could feel the heat and wetness spreading between my legs.
I wanted more than just a quick orgasm from tonight. I longed for Tom to lick and suck on my toes, to ravish me; but although he was good as a man, when it came to sex, he was as straight laced as they came. It was for these reasons, I had started to take advantage of my quiet times.
I hated to hide these things from him, but as a woman, simply having missionary sex with him for five- minutes a few times a month with zero foreplay wasn't enough. Making it worse, he stopped whenever he came inside me, which just wasn't fulfilling. When I asked him about more, he would say he was tired and the conversation ended. Many nights after he had fallen asleep, I would lie in bed and fantasize while I quietly masturbated, giving myself what he would not.
As a result, I found myself focusing more and more on solitary things and it was the only way I could satisfy my sexual desires. I loved him, but my urges were becoming harder to ignore and despite the guilt, I could not stop them any more than I could stop breathing.
I slipped a finger between my folds and moaned as I penetrated myself, I brought it to my face and smeared my juices over my lips, inhaling my own scent and then I tasted myself.
Although I had worn them today, I had long since stopped wearing panties most of the time, something Tom did not know, and I luxuriated in the feeling of my shaved pussy against the smooth material of my clothes. Even at work, I found myself slipping away from my desk at increasing intervals to find a quiet stall in the washroom to masturbate.
Now naked in my kitchen, I reached up into the cupboard and took down the bowl that had belonged to our old dog and I filled it with water and set it on the kitchen floor. The bowl and collar had belonged to Tom's German Shepard who had passed away more than a year ago. Tom had raised the dog from a pup, having gotten him when he was ten. We had talked about getting another dog, but Tom said he worked too much and wasn't ready yet.
We had kept the collar, the leashes, the food and water bowls, and the dog house in the back yard, because we both knew that it was only a matter of time for we got another stop.
I don't know even what it was that started me down this particular fetish until one night I had been home alone and saw the collar in the drawer. On a whim, I had tried it on and it fit perfectly and I was instantly turned on, I felt guilty, but when I felt my pussy, it was literally dripping wet.
That night I masturbated myself with the collar on even with my clothes still in place, I can remember the huge dark circle in my pants from the force of my squirting and then afterwards I hurried to do laundry before Tom came home. That had been almost 3 months ago.
Since then, I had been progressively be getting more and more addicted to wanting to act out this fetish. Some nights when Tom was working, while wearing the collar, I would eat my supper from the dog bowl, first on the table and then soon on the floor. It wasn't long before I was completely naked while I did this. After each time I would masturbate like crazy and I would be satisfied for a day or two.