A fantasy about a Goddess taking over my life.
A fantasy
I had moved to Wisconsin after a job loss and to spend time with my elderly father. After a few years he passed away and it was time to start building a new life. I had been pretty busy with elder care and working part time as a massage therapist and hadn't really had time for dating or socializing. But now it was time for me.
I now had a large house to myself and was pretty well setup, so I didn't really have to work. I had always wanted to explore my submissive side more but never felt I had the opportunity. I bought myself a variety of metal collars. I settled on three finally that I swapped out depending on how obvious or subtle I wanted to be. I had one I considered my "home" collar that was very obviously a slave collar. A flat stainless-steel collar that fitted tightly around my neck with a ring in the front. Another was my "daily collar" less obvious -- a looser ring, but still with a ring dangling in the front. It was still obviously a collar, but it well less blatant depending on what shirt I wore. A third collar was very subtle, a braided steel cord with a small clasp. At first, I wore that one out a lot. As time went on, I usually wore the 'daily collar". I had a few places I went to in my 'home collar" and I really enjoyed the thrill of wearing that one in public.
I also got a custom-made steel chastity cage. I had played with the plastic ones and the cheap Chinese ones before, but I wanted a high quality fitted cage that I could wear long term. I decided that I wanted to try living openly as a submissive even if I didn't have a Top in my life. I switched my normal routine and chose all new grocery stores, diners, a new gym, et cetera. I decided to be collared 24 hours a day. I would swap collars depending on if I was home or out and about and sometimes, I wore my "home" collar when I went out depending on the venue. I also lived nude at home. I never put on clothes unless I was going out or having people over.
Over time I settled into my new routine. I liked to cook and ride my bike in good weather. I had a pretty good gym set up downstairs and a huge library of books left from my dad that I enjoyed reading. I took this time to really work on my fitness and diet and made a lot of progress on getting the body I had always wanted.
I wanted to date and find a relationship but in the past, it felt like an either/or situation. Date and mingle or be a bottom. I didn't really want to compromise, and I really didn't feel like doing the online thing again. So, I decided if something came up, great but I wasn't going looking right now.
At first when I went out collared, I was super alert to people looking at me or my collar and felt subconscious a lot. As time went on, it just became normal. I had nodding acquaintances at the shops and diner waitresses treated me like anyone else. And over time I started saying "hi" to the regulars or would nod when I saw somewhere from one venue in another. I also walked some trails around nature preserve next to my house and realized that one of the women I would see at the store or on the trail lived on the same cul-de-sac as me. We had a few small conversations, but nothing major. Just the weather or the goings on in our neighborhood. I would help her when she needed a hand moving things. Over time we started taking our walks together in the morning and since we both liked food and lived alone, we occasionally made meals together if one of us had a new recipe to try.
One morning I'm up at my normal time (early) and pouring myself a cup of coffee in the kitchen. My front door is next to a bay window, and you can see right into my kitchen. I'm nude as always and my doorbell rings. I look over and my neighbor Julie is there at my front door. I keep robe or clothes around the house for just such an occasion but the nearest one is by the garage door. I have to walk out from behind the kitchen counter to get to it. I wave to Julie to acknowledge her and walk over to the robe and put it on. Oh well she saw my naked ass I guess. She was also going to see my "home collar" but nothing I could do now. I walked over to the door and let her in.