It was finally the day that my movie star husband Elijah Brooks was going to breed me and I was incredibly nervous. We had gotten a text from Kai, our stud, saying that he had hit traffic, there had been an accident on the 101.
I was just sure it meant he wasn't interested, or he didn't actually think I was hot, or he was having second thoughts, or he was just doing it for the money, or or or...
My Sir, Master and husband Elijah, took it all in stride, looking like the calm, cool hottie that he is. He was dressed in relaxed linen pants, and his summery shirt open to the sparse hair on his chest. He was leaning back on the couch scrolling through his phone and listening to the jazz record he had put on. I was wearing the collar he had put on me this morning when I had knelt for him next to our bed and a flowing, gauzy, draped blue dress. I was also fidgeting, tapping my fingers and pacing.
It had taken a while to get all the paperwork together. Kai had a few points he wanted to clarify about the legal agreements. Elijah said he was actually glad because it meant Kai had read everything and was taking it seriously. Then we had to figure out what day was the best for my cycle and get our schedules aligned. Elijah wanted a full afternoon and evening, and for Kai to sleep over in the guest room. They wanted some time together on the phone to go through the paperwork and to talk about -- well, I don't actually know what they talked about. It ended up being a little over two months from that initial poolside chat before we found an evening.
I kept worrying. I worried that the reality of seeing me fucked by someone else would make Elijah love me less. Or maybe he'd be jealous, or angry or sad about me orgasming on another man's cock. Or he wouldn't like me being loud with another man. I worried that I was going to embarrass myself by being too wet, or my breeding kink would turn my husband off when he fully saw it enacted. I worried we'd create a rift between us, or or or... My mind couldn't stop racing with all the worrisome possibilities.
We talked through all of it. Elijah's is an incredible listener. But even as he heard all my concerns, he was adamant that seeing me fucked by someone else, getting someone else's seed in my pussy and making me pregnant would be as hot for him as it was for me. He said that he would do everything in his power to convince me of this. He wants me to be a mother, and he wanted the process of making this baby to be incredibly hot for both of us. His only concern was that I had to find the whole thing sexy and a turn on.
Can you believe how lucky I am with a husband like this?
I got up to pace some more and do a bit of rearranging. I just couldn't sit still. I was re stacking art books on the sideboard after I had resettled the glasses at the bar and moved the flowers on the table. Elijah walked behind me and his hands settled on my shoulders. His calming voice whispered in my ear "It's going to be ok Ava. Trust me."
He slid his hand into the nape of my neck, just above my collar and clasped my hair in his fist. Like a kitten letting go when her mom picks her up by the scruff of her neck, I released into him. He kissed my neck, and ran his other hand across my chest, grazing the top of my breasts.
"You are so beautiful. And you are mine." He kissed down my shoulder, pulling the dress to the side and sliding his fingers along my collarbone.
"All you have to remember is that no matter what, you are mine. Nothing we do today is going to change that."
He pulled my hair, and somehow had hooked his thumb into my collar so that I felt both the bright pull of my hair and the tug around neck. It soothed me.
'Tell me."
"I'm yours, I'm yours Sir, I'm entirely yours." I breathed it like a mantra.
"Good girl. When you're nervous, all you need to do is say that."
"Yes Sir. I'm yours."
Just then, as if planned, the doorbell rang. Elijah chuckled and guided me by the back of my neck to join him. On our front porch, Kai looked tanned and incredibly handsome wearing a button down with a palm print, and shorts. He was carrying a small bag over his shoulder and had a huge smile on his face.
"Hey you two. I'm so sorry to be late." His eyes lighted on me and he grinned. "But I'm really glad I made it." He came in the door, shook hands with Elijah and turned to me, putting his bag down and holding his arms out. I stepped into them and we hugged. It felt so easy as his hands wrapped around my body. He smelled like warm cedar and eucalyptus.
I stepped away and he held my hand briefly squeezing it. "It's good to see you Ava, I've really been looking forward to this."
We sat down on the couch, Elijah got us both some water. Kai chatted about how a truck had flipped on the 101 and even though he had left early, he got stuck and hadn't been able to get around it. He joked that if he hadn't been so eager he might have actually been on time because he would have been rerouted by the GPS.
"The problem was, I was really excited to get here." He winked at me and smiled.
"We're glad you're here Kai. I should let you know that Ava's feeling a little nervous. Do you want to say more darling?"
I stammered, I hadn't expected this. I flustered and sputtered. Elijah looked at me fondly and said "Deep breath love, take your time."
"I'm just nervous... I love Elijah and he is my Sir, and my dominant and I want to be his even as we do this. I just want... I like you and I'm turned on by you Kai, but I belong to Elijah and I am his." Elijah beamed at me. Kai looked unperturbed.
"What else love?" Elijah said.
"I... I... I really get turned on by the idea of getting bred by my husband. But it's the first time it's happening for real and I want him, to be fully a part of this even though he can't, even if it's not his sperm... I want to feel... I want to... I'm nervous that if I orgasm with you that it'll... I don't want to betray my Sir. I am his."
I gulped in air. This was hard. Both men sat expectantly.
"I want to have my marriage be solid when this is over with. And I want to be clear with you that while I will enjoy what we do, I belong to Elijah and the child belongs to us. I don't want that to be mean, or cruel or unkind to you, but it's important to me."
Kai sat for a beat and then said "I can understand how this might be hard for you Ava, you are committed to Elijah and he is your dominant, your husband and will be the father of your child. I get that you and Elijah belong together and I'm just playing an important but supporting role in this."
"Maybe it would help if you knew why this I want to do this. The money is nice of course. I'll use it to help my kid brother go to college and to get an apartment that's closer to the studios. But, well - Elijah knows this but I haven't talked about it with you Ava."