"But you got head, right?" Kevin asked, incredulous. Eric had been trying, and failing, to explain to his roommate about Mona.
"Yeah, but man. She's into some weird stuff."
"...like what?"
"She's... pushy. It's not like other girls. It's like I'm not in charge. Telling me what to do and stuff"
"Eric, my dude, I don't mean to be harsh but, are you an in charge kinda guy?" Eric looked away, embarrassed. He thought of Mona and how not-in-charge he was. He couldn't stop himself from getting a little hard when he thought about her ordering him around.
"So she's a little assertive in bed. Big deal! I'd love to have a girl like that. It takes all the guesswork out."
"She's more than assertive, she's..."
"She's what, tying you up and ravaging you like some dominatrix?"
Eric coughed on the water he'd been drinking. "What? No, that's ridiculous. You know what, I gotta finish this paper. It's nothing."
Eric turned back to his laptop to hide the heat in his face. He had been trying to finish this assignment for hours, but his mind kept wandering to Mona. He couldn't stop thinking about her pussy and what it'd be like to finally have sex with her.
The next two nights were uncomfortable, to say the least. Eric learned it's hard to sleep with an erection, especially when you keep unconsciously humping the bed. By Wednesday, some of the high from the weekend was wearing off and Eric was starting to feel doubts. Was this as good as he thought it was? Mona was mesmerizing, but what could she possibly want with someone like him? His ass was still sore from the beating, and he wasn't sure if he even wanted to go back to her if she did call.
Kevin went out for a bit on that night and Eric was enjoying some porn when Mona finally texted him. All his doubts vanished like wisps of smoke when he saw her name on the phone.
"hey brown noser how u holding up?"
"I'm good. You?"
"busy. checking in on your assignment. u thinking of me and not cumming?"
"..."
"well?"
"Today was a hard day for me."
"ha ha i get it. hard."
"I'm really sorry but I was looking at porn just now and I kind of leaked a little."
"...i'm glad you told me. leaked or came?"
"It wasn't precum. More like when you ruined mine Friday night. I'm really sorry."
"that's disappointing"
"I know! I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. I just lost control."
There was a long pause. Eric's heart was racing and his palms were sweaty. He thought back to all the times being too honest had messed things up for him and the gnawing pit in his stomach only grew. He blew it.
Ten agonizing minutes later, his phone buzzed.
"im free right now. u can take your punishment tonight or friday after you buy me dinner"