This story starts off slow, however it does lead into some very explicit sexual scenes. So be patient -- it gets hotter.
It all began over twenty years ago when I met Lizabeth, the girl who became my wife.
I had no idea what Mother Nature's plan was for me in those early years. I did realize that I was different than the other boys and felt that I never could quite fit in.
During all of my school years I was a shy, naive boy who never participated in any school activities; never went to any of the school dances and never dated any of the girls even though I so much wanted them.
I would only look and watch them from a distance and fantasize about how wonderful it would be to hold, touch, kiss and love a girl of my own.
In my senior year of high school I had been invited to a party by another girl that lived across the street from me.
At that party is where I first saw Lizabeth. She was only eighteen and I was nineteen and about to graduate a bit late after losing some time due to a childhood illness.
Lizabeth did her best to attract the boys' attention acting cute and sexy and by twisting around in her chair so that her skirt would slide up showing off the upper part of her lovely, white thigh. Her efforts were not wasted on me.
As shy as I was, somehow we started talking and made a date to see each other again.
Liz was a beautiful girl with very black, short-cut hair, lovely dark eyes and a beautiful, sensual mouth with perfect teeth and full lips. She was about five foot and three inches tall with a lovely, firm body and (as I was soon to discovered) very tiny breasts smaller than an A-cup, yet perfectly shaped. She made up for her tiny breasts with her magnificent butt and gymnast's looking body.
On our very first date I found a secluded spot to part and she kissed me in ways that I hadn't even imagined. Liz was an expert with her lips and tongue.
The windows of my car were all steamed up from the heat of our passion.
She even made it clear that her tiny breasts -- and maybe even more -- were available to me when she took my hand and placed it on her little breast.
Since I had never dated a girl before, I was too shy and too naive to take advantage of a girl her age. So I pulled my hand away from her breast. She quickly put my hand right back and there stayed my hand feeling the firmness of her young breast.
We continued to date, got to know each other much better and enjoyed many more heated session over the next weeks as I proceeded to touch her much more and in all of her most private places. She never objected to where my hands wondered. In her own way she even encouraged me to go further.
As time went on Liz would sometimes talked about the other boys she had dated before we met. She never admitted allowing any of those boys to ever touch her inappropriately and she always claimed to be a virgin. I never could believe her because she seemed much too hot and sexually knowledgeable for an eighteen-year-old girl and how she easily allowed me to feel her up from the very beginning. There was no doubt in my mind that an older boy, or maybe even an adult man, had taught this girl how to kiss and perhaps much more.
Not realizing what was going on with me at the time, I always felt sexually stimulated when she would tell me about being with other boys.
I found myself wishing that she had been sexual with them and had given them full access to every part of her lovely, young body and reciprocated in every way.
That's when the seeds of my fantasies began to germinate.
Years later it became clear to me that those dormant seeds were in me since birth waiting for the right opportunity to sprout. And sprout they did!
We dated for nearly three years before we got married. During that time I never tried to "go all the way" with her because I didn't want to get her pregnant. I had no problem whatsoever holding myself back. It never occurred to me at the time, but never did have the strong urge for intercourse that most boys and men
have. I seldom even thought about that when I was with her no matter how much we kissed, necked and became sexually aroused. And we surly did engage in many super-heated sessions as often as we could!
All that I thought about was wanting to giving her oral sex. I really wanted to do that for her! I didn't even want her to reciprocate. Asking any young girl to do oral on me just didn't seem right even though I knew she wanted to. Oddly enough I never had any desire to have that done to me.
My desire to provide oral sex for a girl started early in my life. When I was with other guys and we saw a very pretty girl often times the guys would say things like, "Wow, I'd love to fuck that!" Not to sound strange, I'd agree and say the same thing. However, what I was always saying to myself was, "Gee, I'd love to eat her!"
I held off as best as I could for about a month. Then I felt it would be okay to slip off her panties and taste the pleasure that my desires had been craving.
From then on I satisfied my hunger every chance that I had to be alone with her.
Still, the need for intercourse was not there for me. I was more than satisfied using my mouth on her tasty, young pussy rather than my penis even though I knew that she was more than willing and she wanted it in her.
We never did have sexual intercourse until our honeymoon. That's when the problems started. To begin with, I knew that I had a very small, thin, little penis that never seemed to fit tightly at all in my wife's vagina. Being a virgin, myself, I had no idea what it should feel like, but I had always heard that a woman's pussy should feel tight if she was a virgin. My penis seemed to be lost in her. Also, even with the lack of tightness, I came much too quickly and was just as disappointed and she must have been, if not more so.
Frankly, over the next several times we had sex, I didn't think intercourse was all that it was suppose be. Not for me, anyway.
Even in those earliest months of our marriage I knew that I could not -- and did not -- satisfy my wife with my little penis and I also knew that I got much more satisfaction from using my mouth on her and masturbating myself later when I was along than I ever did from intercourse.
Sucking on her pussy was what I enjoyed so much more and that's mostly what I wanted to do.