I like to fuck Black men in the ass with my strap-on dildo. There, I frigging finally said it. I sat in the psychiatrist's office, and unburdened myself. Dr. Theodore Morrison, a six-foot-four, forty-something, balding Black guy in a sharp business suit, sighed deeply. The doctor's office, located near Baseline Road, is tastefully decorated. He studied psychology as an undergrad at Carleton University and later earned his Ph.D. at the University of Windsor. He's one of a few Black male psychiatrists in the City of Ottawa, Ontario. That's why I sought him out. I didn't think a White shrink could relate to what I go through in this town.
Ever since I had a meltdown at work where I smacked some fool in the elevator for saying something racist to me, I've been ordered to see a shrink. It was either that or face assault charges, according to the crown prosecutor. As a minority woman in Canada's Capital region, I endure my share of racism but that doesn't mean I have to take shit from fools who think they're better than me because their skin is pale. If that makes me an angry Black woman, so be it.
My name is Mala Osman and I'm a young Black woman of Somali descent living in the City of Ottawa, Ontario. Growing up in a strict Muslim household in my hometown of Edmonton, Alberta, made me feel bad about my natural sexual urges and I rebelled against that. As soon as I finished high school, I said adios both to my strict Muslim family and the restrictive ways of Islam. Now, don't get me wrong, I still believe in the Most High, I just don't like the sexism found in organized religion.
Fast forward five years and I'm a student in the Sprott MBA program at Carleton University, having completed my bachelor's degree in Accounting at Algonquin College. Alberta and my family are far away, and I'm living La Vida Loca. I work for a Call Center in downtown Ottawa, making eighteen bucks per hour. I live in a nice apartment near Sandy Hill, and things are pretty nice for me right now. I am also doing fairly well in my personal life, ever since I started exploring the world of BDSM.
Now, when most people think of a dominatrix, they don't visualize a six-foot-tall, chubby and sexy, absolutely bossy Black chick. They think of a skinny blonde in a leather outfit cracking the whip. Well, move over skinny White bitches because the Black dominatrix from Somalia is taking over the world of BDSM. I've explored the BDSM scene here in the City of Ottawa and it's mostly White, and full of middle-aged people. I'm twenty three years old and I'm considered exotic, alluring and uniquely sexy, which is just a polite way of saying I'm a beautiful woman of the non-White persuasion.