After the initial mind control Jessica put me through, she further convinced or coerced me to move in. Most of my stuff ended in a warehouse excepting for some of my clothing. She is taking me deeper into submission, I'm losing the knowledge of who I am or was, her obsessive control over me makes me dependent of her and a willing subject to her whim. My likes for her make me weak and we both know it.
"You need me Alexa, you are no longer capable of living without me." Jess said.
"Please Jess, take it easy." I said.
"Alexa, just obey me and all will be fine, maybe some practice too." Jess said.
"Ok fine, but I have to get back to my job." I said.
"About that slave..." Jess said changing the way she addresses me.
"Yes Mistress." I said.
"You are going to quit. From now on you are mine as my servant, maid, slave, lover, husband/wife." Jess said.
"Yes Mistress." I said, internally I´m still trying to resist but finding it harder by the day. Her work on my mind and body has put me at her feet, and even if not agreeing with her in everything I notice that I obey her always and cannot get a grip on myself to stop her or escape from her, she is too irrestible to me. I admit that she is the one, just wished I had some input into the relationship.
"Who are you?" Jess asked.
"Alexa, Bill." I said.
"Who are you to me?" Jess asked.
"Alexa." I said.
"To who do you belong?" Jess asked.
"To you Mistress Jessica." I said, feeling the power she now has over me.
"What are you to me?" Jess asked.
"I'm your girlfriend/boyfriend, slave, lover." I said.
"Good Alexa, you are learning well, you will be married as Bill and Jessica, in our intimate ceremony it will be Jessica and Alexa." Jess said.
"Please Jess." I said still trying to avoid the inevitable.
"Once you've dropped your old job, your new one will be me attending my needs, I will take care of yours also." Jessica said.
"But?" I asked.
"I told you Alexa no whining, you are mine." Jess said.
"Yes, you are right." I said.
"Now phone your employer and quit, then pick up whatever you have to get from there and be back." Jess said.
"Yes Jess." I phoned and informed my boss that I was quitting and would be going to pick up my things today. He was disappointed with my departure.
"You will dress as Alexa, panties and bra under your Bill male clothes when you go to pick up your things. I know you are fighting it but get used to it, let yourself flow, there's nothing you can do because you are mine, fighting me is useless." Jess said.
She was right I no longer could go against her decisions and when I try, I just cannot disobey her, "Yes Jess." I said.
"I love you Alexa. I will always keep my word for the outside world you are Bill, but for me Alexa." Jess said.
"Yes you have told me more than once." I said.
"Good my love. i've decided I´ll take you over to your office and then we have the rest of the afternoon off." Jess said.
"Since I´ll be going with you, I want you sexy add a garter belt, let me choose your underwear, in time it will be easy for you to choose and wear." Jess said.
"Yes I guess it will be that way." I said.
"Of course it will, the more feminine I make you the more submissive you will become. Put this on." Jess said.
"You are in a kinky mood today." I said.
"You a right." Jess said.
Jess enjoying herself as I put the underwear on, knowing my destination, she chose salmon like color for me, which is very feminine and very humiliating and yet I cannot go against her, just in thought I can, "Do you like it?" I asked.
"You bet I do and your destination with that on is turning me on." Jess said.
"You know this is humiliating for me." I said.
"Yes I know, you feel exposed and I want that, it trains you to be feminine and discrete at the same time and your total submission to me." Jess said.
"I´m not complaining, just asking why this way in order to quit my job?" I asked.
"The reason is that all the exercises to control you have to work deep into your core. Every now and then it can backfire and would like to avoid punishments with you which imply painful moments." Jess said.
"By painful, you mean?" I asked.
"Flogging, plug your ass, put you in bondage, get you fettered, etc." Jess said.
"But that is too much." I said.
"Obey me and this can be skipped as punishment, but not as fun, remember I´m not letting you go, it´s too late for that. The quicker you accept that, the better life will go for you. If I have to discipline you I will, it will hurt, but I do it out of love for you." Jess said seriously, noting that there´s no game in what was said.
"Yes Jess." I said and finished dressing up with male clothes.
"Let´s go sexy." Jess said, we left the house, she drove me to the office.
