My name is John. I've been happily married to Irene for the past 2.5 years, after living with her for quite some time; we've been together for a total of 6 years. From the very beginning of our relationship we had a normal sex life, which by the years lost in quantity but gained a lot in quality. I had the sense that day by day, week by week, Irene became more and more open minded in sex. Mostly in talking about sex and her previous experiences, which was something she avoided to do during our first year as a couple. We also started to experiment on sex and we found out that we enjoyed more kinky stuff, such as anal sex (she wouldn't even discuss it at the beginning), using sex toys and even having her lick my ass and finger-fuck me while blowing my cock.
I guess one thing that helped with all that was the fact that Irene made a few gay friends during these years. She told me that they were discussing sex a lot and they advised her on things she should try in order to keep me satisfied (I still thank them for that...).
One thing I am particularly happy and proud of, is the size of my cock. It's a good 8,5'' long and fairly thick. It was always a nice surprise for the girls I've been with, as it was for Irene too. Actually she used to make comments on that, telling how lucky she was.... The last couple of years though, she insisted more and more on how important it is for a guy to have a big cock, how good it looks and feels, making clear that she had a thing for big cocks. Of course I was feeling safe, knowing that I was hung enough and that she liked what I was offering to her.
But things got worse (or not?). Every time we watched a porn film she made comments about the actors' cocks, their size, she even compared them to mine, saying things like "yours is bigger baby" or "wow! This is so much bigger than yours", which βthank God- I didn't get to hear very often...
Funny thing is that this obsession of hers about big cocks started to turn me on and I had a huge hard-on every time she made comments about other guys' cocks, especially when they were bigger than mine! I had never been with a guy, but I started paying more and more attention on cocks, especially big ones, and after that I started fantasizing about other guys' cocks...
One of Irene's best friends was Nick, a gay guy, not very masculine but not very feminine either. He was a cool, easygoing guy, we had fun with and I got along great with him, no matter his sexuality. Actually he was the only one of Irene's gay friends I was feeling comfortable with and after some time we started to even discuss about sex, though he never gave me details about his sex life and I'd never think to ask for such details.
Bottom line is that Nick and I became friends and even got out together without Irene or stayed at home talking, watching TV or drinking, just the two of us.
As I mentioned before, after Irene got me into this "cock size thing", I started fantasizing about other guys' cocks and one of those other guys was Nick. It was also the fact that he was gay and he would have probably seen quite a few cocks, so I was sure he would have some stories to share...
Of course it was not easy for me to say this to him, so I was looking for a good opportunity to make this come naturally. And it was not long before I came up with this opportunity. Since we became so close friends, I thought it would be natural at some point to watch some porn together. I didn't know if he would like the idea, but I had to try...
So, one day we were alone at my house, Irene would be working late and there was nothing interesting on TV. Nick suggested that we rent a DVD and I made my move... I said that I had a special porn film and asked him if he'd like to watch it with me. He said "no problem. I haven't watched any good porn for quite some time, anyway..."
I have a big collection of porn and for the occasion I picked a bi film with MMF 3somes. I put it on and we started watching...
It felt strange at first, sitting there with a gay guy, watching porn, bi porn, with hung latin guys touching each other, blowing each other, even fucking each other. But as the film went on, I realized I had to relax if I wanted to meet my target...
It was then I decided to make my move: there was a scene with two guys and a girl; actually a married couple (according to the scenario) and a guy. And he was BIG! He had to be at least 9-10'' long and very thick. I felt my cock getting harder. I turned to Nick. He was obviously enjoying the sight. This was the time. I took a deep breath and said: "Well, now that's a really big cock."
To my surprise, Nick was not surprised at all by my comment! He turned to me smiling and said: "Well, it's big, but not THAT big."
Now, that was a surprise to me! I looked at him and asked: "If this is not THAT big for you, then what is?"
Then came the real surprise: "That!" he said and grabbed his bulge.
I couldn't believe my eyes or ears... I also couldn't believe my luck... I mean I hoped this night would lead to something exciting, but this was too much!
I gained control again and said: "Yeah, right!"
"What? You don't believe me?" Nick asked.
"Well, I have to see in order to believe" I answered, thinking if I got too far...
"If you have to see, then I have to see yours too" he said with a smile.