I had no one else but myself to blame for the circumstances. I was the director of a small social service agency but had clearly been derelict in my duties. It had come to the attention of the Board of Directors and it was time for them to deal with me.
The president of the Board was Alice Edwards. She was in her early 30's and the deputy administrator of a much larger and well funded agency in the same town. She was not beautiful but petite, bright and very confident. I would soon feel her power and learn the source of her confidence.
I could not help but notice that during Board meetings she would immediately slip off her shoes and reveal a pair of sexy feet. She had no idea at the time but this was a fetish of mine and I had a hard time keeping my eyes off her feet. She enjoyed flexing them and sometimes curled up on a chair with her feet exposed.
As the Board president Alice was my boss. She was not happy with my recent performance and had scheduled a meeting in my office to deal with the situation. I was several years younger than Alice and always felt intimidated by her. I was not equipped at my age for the position I held and had not done well in my job.
The meeting was scheduled for late in the day in my office after the staff had departed. Alice arrived and got right to the point.
"You are not measuring up to the Board's expectations as our director and we are thinking it may be time to make a change and relieve you of your position. I'd like to know why if you think there is a reason we should reconsider our position." Alice said. She had slipped off her shoes as usual and was sitting with her feet curled underneath her in a chair across from me.
I was intimidated and knew she was right. I had taken to leaving the office early most days and often found myself visiting a porn store not that far out of town to get in the booths and watch porn. Most of the time it was kink porn that got my attention, especially fetish scenes and domination type movies.
I decided it was best to admit my failures at the office and put myself at Alice's mercy. She had made it clear that a decision was coming. And glancing at her exposed feet as she sat on the chair only made me feel more in need of her mercy.
"I know I have not been giving the job the attention and focus it deserves. I am sorry I have disappointed you and the Board. I am not sure I was prepared for being a director at this point and took advantage of the situation. I have not been giving the organization the respect it deserves. I don't want things to end with my being fired without a chance to make things right. I deserve to be punished for my performance.
I believe I could do better but I need your help. If you give me the chance I will do what you say when you say. I need to be much better and should have asked for your help earlier. Please consider helping me Alice!" I was begging her and I could see a different look in her eyes.
"If I am going to help you I am going to make it tough on you. You have let me down and the Board and the staff. You will report to me day and night. You will be here early and leave late. You will be on call to me whether you are home or in the office. I know you only live a block away from the office. I want your personal phone number and will use it to monitor your work. Is that understood?" Alice demanded.
"Yes I understand. Whatever you say I will do if you give me the chance and help me." I replied in a submissive manner.
"I have heard your words but I want to see more to show me you mean what you say. You are going to have to humble yourself to gain my help. This is going to take more of my time than it should. So I have to be convinced that it will be worth my time and effort." Alice said and as she did she stretched out and draped her feet over the arm of the chair. Seeing those feet exposed and pointing at me made me want to find a way to get that chance.
"I am begging you for your help. I was wrong. I will humble myself any way you want. You are the boss and I will do what you want." I said and got from my chair to my knees. I figured if this wasn't enough display of being humbled I had no chance.
And then I blurted out, "I would kiss your feet for the chance to gain your help. I will do anything you order and then if I fail please fire me."