Becoming A Full Toilet

I had a wonderful sleep. A few times in the night Lina moved around and asked if I would lick her asshole and vagina to help her get back to sleep. I was happy to help.

She would occasionally let out a fart, but she would always tap head and shift into position so that I could place my lips around her asshole. My sleep was broken, but it was worth it.

I woke to the smell of bacon and eggs cooking. I was hungry! I threw on a t-shirt and went to the toilet. Going to the bathroom was so much more complicated than before I met Lina! I pulled out the plug, did what I needed to do, had a quick shower and reinserted. I could feel that my asshole was really swollen. It wasn't painful, but it was getting pretty red. I hope Lina knows what she's doing!

My cock cage was working fine, but I was starting to feel quite... backed up! I hope she lets me have a release soon!

I walked out to the kitchen and she was cooking in one of my old basketball t-shirts. I walked over and came up behind her. She turned around and swung her arms around me and kissed me! She's so sexy, and I started to feel some serious pain in my cock!

"Good morning butt sniffer! How did you sleep?"

"I slept great actually, your ass makes for an amazing pillow. Has anyone ever told you that?"

"I don't want to talk about past relationships John, it's tacky."

Ok, that's now what I meant, but interesting anyway.

"Are you hungry?"

"I sure am, this looks amazing! Hmm, did you eat already? There's just one plate."

"No, I haven't. This is for me. And I'm cooking your breakfast right here," she said as she rubbed her abdomen.

My heart sank. A minute ago I was fantasizing about potentially dating this amazing woman, and now I've been transported violently back to subspace. My mind raced. I can't do this.

"It's ok John. You're in shock. Let that thought sit with you for a minute. You will eat my shit. It will take you some time to get your head around the idea, but eventually you'll realize that it's your destiny. You'll think through all the ways you can avoid it, but in the end you'll come to the conclusion that you must. We have a future together, but in this future, you will submit to me, and you will be my full toilet slave."

I stood there, thinking about how I could convince her to stop the insanity. I had a strong urge to break down and cry. How could this amazing woman, who really seemed to care for me, also be willing to subject me to something so disgusting, so repulsive? I decided to explore the question a bit with her, I had to try something.

"Lina, I think I love you. But I'm struggling to understand how you can bring yourself to do something that I wouldn't ever do to my worst enemy?"

"That's just it, John. I'm not making this decision. You are. You're going to do this for me because you love me! You will realize that you'd rather be with me as my submissive, loyal toilet slave than not at all."

"So you'd be happy to never see me again if I don't do this for you?" I asked?

"If that's what you decide, then yes. First and foremost, I have a career and I'm deeply passionate about my research. You're so important to this research too, John, but if you can't help me, I will continue to look for someone who will."

"Would you do it for me? What if I asked you to be my toilet slave?" I think I went too far. She just stared at me.

"Sure. I would do that for you." She looked serious.

She got down on her knees and opened her mouth. "I'm ready," she said.

That must be some trick. I walked over to her and pulled out my flaccid caged cock. I was getting ready to pee and she was looking up into my eyes with her mouth open. She looked deep into my eyes, and it felt like she was communicating with me. She was so beautiful and vulnerable at that moment. I tried to go, but I couldn't! I felt so bad for her and realized there was no way I could ever bring myself to do something so disgusting to her.

"You see John, you're not naturally a dominant person. There's nothing you can do about it. But more importantly, there's nothing wrong with it either! And it's part of what I love about you!"

I felt like I was going to collapse in tears. She was right. I'm in love with her, and I would do anything for her.

"Don't feel bad John. This is part of your journey. It's important for you to fully understand who you are. Now, I really need to pee. Can you help me please?" she said, batting her eyelashes.

"Of course I can," I said. I composed myself and got into position.

She approached me and pissed in my mouth slowly, but with some affection, if that makes sense. She caressed my cheek as I was swallowing. "Good toilet. Now my breakfast is getting cold, but I do want to give you the opportunity to eat first. I know this is a big step, so if you need more time, I think I could hold it for a few hours, but it will only get worse for you, I can promise you that."

What a choice. Eat shit now, or later... literally.

"Ok, we can try. What if I throw up?"

"Then you throw up. I'll be disappointed, but I'll also understand. This isn't an easy thing you're about to do. I can recognize that at least."

"Please be gentle," I said meekly.

"Trust me John. You'll do great. Let's go to the bathroom and you can lay in the tub."

I went to the bathroom and lay down. I have a pretty nice bathroom with a big tub. My place was owned by an elderly couple and they did a big renovation just before they left. They put in one of those big bathtubs with handrails everywhere for safety, or for toilet slavery, not sure which.

Lina came in and smiled at me "I'm so proud of you John. This is a big step for us! I'll go slow, but as an incentive, if you manage to finish it all, I'll unlock you and you can have a release in whichever way you like! I'll even unlock you now so you can stroke while you get to work. But don't you dare cum before you finish!"

That's terrifying! What could be worse than this? She pulled a key out of her medicine cabinet and unlocked me. My cock started growing instantly.

"How does that feel?"

"Like I'm about to cum just by looking at you!"

"You're sweet, but you better not!" she smiled. "Now get ready, I'm going to shit down your throat!" Why does she have to be so crass?

Those were the last words she exchanged before she stepped into the tub and I crossed a threshold and became a full service toilet slave. She lowered herself towards my ass and I started tonguing her asshole. She let out a few farts, and then I felt her strain. It was coming.

I first felt her asshole widen and gape, and then I felt the tip of her shit starting to exit her bowels. I didn't dare move, but my cock did! Was I actually getting turned on by this?

"John, I can see you getting excited! Enjoying yourself yet?"

"I can't believe I'm about to..."

And then in a sudden motion a thick turd slid out and entered my mouth mid sentence. And I lay there, cold and scared shitless.

"Start chewing John! It reeks, hurry up!"

Reluctantly I started chewing. It tasted terrible and I started to retch. It was a mixture of earthy goo and sourness that's hard to describe. The texture was really strange. Some parts were hard and others soft. Some bits of food were undigested too. I tried to swallow a bit, but gagged and it just wouldn't go down.

Lina encouraged me "C'mon baby, you can do it!" She started massaging my cock with her feet.

I said "Uh unh." I was trying to tell her to stop, but she couldn't know that. If she continued, I would come in 2 seconds. I continued chewing and managed to start swallowing. I went as fast as I could but I couldn't hold it any longer, and I blew up everywhere! I've never cum so hard in my whole life! And then a wave of shame and disgust descended over me. I just climaxed while eating shit, what is going on?

"John! What the fuck! Are you done eating?"

"Uh unh," I said again.

"You'll regret that! Finish up quickly!"

I swallowed the last mouthful and I was done. I knew I was in trouble but I was also quite proud of myself, and ashamed! It's a lot of feelings at once.

She said "Either you love eating shit, or you love me... or maybe it's both?"

I was a bit out of breath, but I did it! "I'm honestly not sure! I definitely love you though. I can't believe I ate your shit! I'm so ashamed and disgusted with myself!"

"You've come a long way since I met you last weekend," she said as she grabbed the cock cage and returned me to my chastity. "And look at you, you didn't even vomit! I've never seen someone pick up this skill so quickly! These emotions you're feeling are important. Tell me how you feel."

"Well, I'm still repulsed by the idea of eating shit, but I also have deep feelings for you that's overwhelming me." She blushed at this and encouraged me to continue. "I think this feeling is coming from the fact that I did something for you that almost no one else in the world could do."

"That's true, go on."

"I also surprised myself by the feeling of accomplishment. It was like the first time I had sex! I'm proud of myself. I can't believe I'm saying that! In that moment, thinking about the horror of what I was doing, was also turning me on. That part is confusing me. Why do I feel this way?"

"It's a good question. Many subs feel this way when submitting to a dominant. The origin of this feeling is usually rooted in a combination of earlier life events and genetics. This part of human behavior is poorly understood and an area that deserves a great deal more research," she said.

"So how did it make you feel?" I asked, genuinely interested.

"For me, an overwhelming feeling of love overcomes me. My heart opens up and I feel a combination of supreme power because I'm able to dominate another human in such a depraved manner, and deep adoration and reverence because you do it willingly, for me. It's a version of love that probably exists in romantic relationships, but the intensity is turned up to 11. You've done so well John, I'm so proud of you, and I feel so much closer to you now. Just don't get too close to me, you still stink," she said with a cute smile as she turned on the shower.

"So this is definitely not your first time either," I said as the water rained down on me.

"No, I've worked with a few toilet slaves in my days, but this is a first for me! You're special John, I mean it," she said as she started pissing on my face, without any warning.