After fucking that day, we sort of distanced ourselves I mean... we had just done something completely... Off the charts. Step-fathers weren't suppose to fuck their step-daughters and vice versa. Yes people wrote stories about it and talked about it but was it really suppose to happen? No. Not really.
In the morning at breakfast instead of the easy flowing conversation and banter, Steve and I didn't utter a word. When I got home from school, I went straight to my room, and didn't come out until my mother came home. It didn't happen again, and I started to believe that it wouldn't happen again until it did.
It had been a month. A full month since I willingly fucked my step-dad. It wasn't as if I didn't masturbate every night to the thought of him fucking me as roughly as he had, but literally there was no more fucking. And he asked me to be his baby girl... Some DADDY he is....
I was sitting in the living room, watching How to Marry a Millionaire, memorized by Marilyn Monroe, when he came down the stair case obviously headed for the kitchen, but stopped.
Once the screen darkened to signal a scene changed I looked up and saw him standing there and quickly looked back to the flat screen. Shit... I thought feeling my palms start to sweat.
Then he walked over. Dear lord did I pray my heart to slow down.
He sat down on the couch wearing nothing but his striped pajama bottoms, and was silent just like me. I wondered why he came and sat down to watch a movie I know he hates, but I didn't say anything. Why was it so awkward to even talk to one another? I thought closing my eyes.
"Couldn't sleep?" I asked awkwardly in a soft voice, and I got a grunt for an answer. I frowned.
I attempt to say something, and he just grunts. In a teenage response, I let out a sigh and thought 'Whatever' and focused on Marilyn. It wasn't a few seconds later that he spoke, catching my hot headed temper by surprise.
"Are you okay baby girl? Are you mad at me?"
I turned, looking at him from over my shoulder mouth gaping open. How dare he... I thought and closed my mouth in a tight frown. I didn't know what I really expected him to say, but that certainly wasn't in my mind. "No." I said softly turning back to my movie. "I'm not mad."
I heard a loud sigh and I turned back to see him covering his eyes, head thrown back over the back of the couch. I frowned getting up off the ground and turned to face him. I timidly reached out for him but didn't touch him. I didn't know what the hell I was even going to say or do.
Luckily for me, he straightened up and saw me. "Oh shit..." He grumbled and I quickly lowered my hand. I shouldn't have gotten up. I should have stayed sitting down... I thought and bit my lip turning away. He shook his head and tsked his tongue before reaching for me putting his hands on my hips to pull me forward to him. I followed his tug and felt my heart tighten as he rested his head on my stomach, wrapping his arms tightly around me. He wasn't crying though, like I thought he would. But on that note, I had never seen Steve cry....
My hands found there way into his short black hair, and lightly threaded through as he stayed still. I felt horrible. I had done this to him, I had put him in the position and now he felt bad? "I'm sorry..." I whispered making him move back to look up at me.