The Naked Truth
Laying on the bed as they were with Barb thanking Adrian for telling her the truth and saying they needed to talk, she kept him there as he was, naked as the day he was born as she stayed with him, sitting up resting back dressed in her comfy pants and light top.
With her arm around him, holding him close, and although she was willing to accept her husbands decision, Barb was still having a hard time processing and accepting just exactly what it was Adrian was saying, and what it was he was agreeing to...
In a calm quiet voice, she broke their silence...
"You know he'll want to fuck me again right?" Barb said to him, sounding direct but trying to do so in a loving way, but even if it up-set him it needed to be said, because that's what this would mean...
Going with Keith to the reunion, it would mean that he would be taking her from Adrian, re-staking his claim and fucking Barb for a second time...
However, hearing her coming out with it, saying he should know that Keith will want to seduce and bed his wife once more, or "fuck me again" to use her words, there was certain and definite sting to what she was saying. It made him feel weak, his heart breaking with the idea bringing him to the verge of tears...
"Ye-yeah... I... I know" He sobbed, holding on to her with his head tucked to her collar bone...
Breaking down he sobbed into her with his body in shivers Adrian clung to her, afraid to let go for fear of never getting her back. The emotions and water works coming on, he couldn't hold it together.
"Shhh... It's alright, I understand... Or I'm trying to... You can cry if you want... I know it helps you, but we do need to talk baby, we need to figure this out... We need to find out why you're willing to do this, why you want me to go" Barb said to him as she put her two arms around him, pulling and cradling her smaller, naked husband into her side, rocking him as he cried...
Letting him go, weeping with his head resting on her chest, and beginning to subside, Barb cooed softly petting Adrian's hair as she spoke, asking if he was able to tell her, wanting to know why he was so forgiving, and also... Why was he so willing? Wanting her to be happy was one thing, but cheating on him and sleeping with someone else?
Wanting something like this for his wife, Barb knew there had to be more...
There had to be something inside of him, something deeper and darker... Something else that was driving this forward...
"Can you tell me baby? Do you know what it is?" She asked as he coiled into her further, shying away and not liking the question because he didn't have the answer, he didn't know why...
"I... I don't why know B-Barb" He started once again, his frightened stutter still with him...
"It scares me when I think about it b-because I don't want to lose you... But I know I don't do 'it' for you...or...or not everything... You know what I mean... I'm too small and...and I don't please you" He managed say before it became too much for him once again, the tears and hard sobs coming back, his shame and his regret pouring out as his body shook.
Holding him to her and letting him cry, Barb knew how hard this must be for him, but she couldn't deny what he was saying either. Because even as pathetic and as sad as he was coming across? He was right... Adrian's little dick wasn't doing it for her...and him seeing this, recognizing this fact, in ways, it made her love him even more.
Staying quiet with him for a moment or two after this admission, Barb chose to try and let her silence speak for her this time as Adrian's had...
Saying nothing but holding him, rocking his naked body in her arms, hushing and quieting him down, Barb was telling him that she knew and that she understood but without having to say the words...
"You... You must think I'm crazy or some kind of wimp husband, be-because that's how I feel... Like a baby weakling who can't stand up for himself, and it's...it's no wonder you want to start sleeping with him again, and, and I don't blame you....That's why I think you should go... It's because I can't... I can't compete with Keith... I can't satisfy you like he can"
Allowing him to talk, and as rare as that may be, she thought this was the best way... Permitting him to reel and cry, complain and feel sorry for himself. Barb believed it would let him see and figure it out on his own just how and why he was willing to let her go, and in rather short order... He came out with it. Getting down to what he thinks or knows is the real reason, the reason she wanted to fuck Keith again, and it was because of his big, fat cock...
Not hearing a response from Barb, Adrian, curious and very nervous, he lifted his head some to look up with his eyes meeting hers, tilting her head and smiling sadly back at him, she spoke then, quietly agreeing with him but also letting him know that there was more to this...
This thing with Keith, it wasn't just a case of 'cock-lust' driving Barb back into his arms...
Sighing aloud, she spoke then, telling him why she believes he is this way... Why Adrian was willing to give in and let her go... Let her go away with Keith, let him take her, knowing he was going to bed her once again at the first chance he could get.
Thinking however, Barb knew she had to be honest with him, even if the truth was going to hurt him, it was important... As this was all coming out, as they were changing and growing, their truth, or Adrian's truth... It had to be recognized, and it had to be said...
"It because you're all of those things baby... Don't you see? You're my sweet, sweet, submissive husband... That's who you are, and that's why you're willing... I'm sorry if this hurts you at all but we have to tell the truth don't we? You are a wimp Adrian... I'm sorry but you're right, and that is exactly why you're like this" She said to him, her words cutting him like a knife...
"You're not strong... You're weak, like a little baby boy" She added, talking to him now without restraint. Agreeing and saying it back to him, calling him a wimp wanting to be sure he knew and understood, this was also how she thought of him... The sting and shame, it left a ringing in his ears.
But this was hurting Barb as well, or it was at first, however the longer she went on, and with the more she came out with... Oddly, she didn't feel so bad anymore... It felt good in a way, like a purging, a cleansing...
It felt good to get it out there... To tell Adrian the truth, even if it caused him a lot of pain, she knew how important all of this was... It was a make or break situation for both of them...
"You? You mean that Barb? You really see me that way?" He sobbed, breaking down again as he sat up beside her in the bed. Shocked and somewhat horrified he pulled himself back from her, loosening his grip as he tried to get away.
Wanting to run, run and hide, crawl into a hole and disappear forever... He couldn't believe what she was saying. It made him feel so useless and so bad about himself but yet Barb, feeling him trying to flee, finding the humiliation and recognition overwhelming, she almost let him go.
