For Veronicas Sake Ch 11

Chapter 11

Second impressions

I was up early on the next morning, spending and extra ten minutes in the bathroom mirror making sure I hadn't missed any mascara in the corners of my eyes. I was still tired but I felt so much better... I swear I don't know what it is, but the best sleep you'll ever have is the one that comes the night after a hangover.

I was at home alone, having taken some time off from work the last few days... We hadn't been too busy lately but as for today, it was Saturday and Veronica unfortunately, through the perils of retail, she was in work...

I was starting to relax, feeling better about a lot if this, what we'd been getting ourselves into, I felt sheltered at home, alone and calm with my hot tea and the quiet...

However sometime after 10am that sense of calm was broken when I received a text from Reg wanting to say thanks for cleaning his mini-house, yet as I read on, what he said at the end, it had me cringing and feeling like my secret wasn't so safe after all...

"Hey Dana! Thanks for cleaning my place man! That was real cool of you, like everything else has been and don't get mad but Vee sent me a couple of pictures of you, and I gotta say man... You look amazing! I knew you had a chick in you! But don't fear it my friend! Enjoy it and embrace it!"...

Reading his words I felt a chill run through me... I couldn't believe Veronica had sent him some, or possibly all of the pictures she'd taken of me dressed up in her grey cotton tunic dress, with my face made up and her pearl necklaces strung around my neck, striking poses for her, smiling and mugging for the camera...

I was shaking with fear and indeed, I was also quite angry...

"Vee what the hell? Reg just text me saying thanks for cleaning his place, but he also said you sent him pictures of me? I asked you not to do that baby! What gives? I'm freaking out here???"

Writing to her I sat and wondered how long I'd have to wait to hear back. She was working that morning, so wasn't sure when I'd hear from her, which wasn't helping my cause any... I was panicked and also thinking what was I going to say to Reg in my reply?

Thankfully, Veronica text me back a few minute later, but still, what I read didn't help me any, and in fact she was killing me from what I was reading, telling me she also sent a few of the pictures to my Mom?

"Oh Christ!"... I thought out loud... "This is all I need now!"

"Hi Dana! I'm sorry baby! I couldn't resist... I know you're going to be mad at me but I had to send them baby! You're too gorgeous to hide and you Mom loved the two I sent her! She said she'll call you later.... Ok I have to run... Love you! XOXO"...

I was white with fear after reading her reply and then sure enough, adding more insult to this injury, not two seconds later I received this text from my Mom...

"Wow Dana! You look like the daughter I never had! I'm so proud of you! You look so pretty I can't believe you're my baby boy! But all teasing aside honey, I love you and you look wonderful... I'll call you later today okay? Love you! Mom xo"...

"Oh God please tell me this isn't happening"... I said again while keeping my voice down as I tossed the phone onto the table in front of me thinking or trying to think as I felt myself shaking in a panic...

They all know now... Reg, my Mom... Veronica had outed me again, and I felt so on the spot and out of control, I didn't know what I was going to do... How was I going to face either of them ever again?

However, once more in my quest for silver linings, I thought at least with my Mom, she didn't live across a yard, where I'd have to see her and interact with her, like I knew I was going to be doing with Reg, and of the two... He was my bigger concern... My mom I could handle in a way or just ignore her altogether... But Reg? Yeah that whole scene was a little different because also as it stands... My Mom? She wasn't currently sleeping with my wife...

Hoping to keep her at bay, I sent her a quick reply, lying a little to keep her off my back for a while saying... "Hi Mom... Yeah that was Vee's idea, we were just fooling around, can't chat now... Love you and thanks! I guess... Dana xo"

But then thinking, I still wondered what I was going to say to Reg... Him I knew I couldn't just blank or pass this off and ignore... He was in on the game, or finding out more, no thanks to Veronica, who did betray me some but also, I knew deep down that this wouldn't be kept secret forever, eventually it was all going to come out...

Or I was going to found out is more like it... However I didn't think it would happen this fast and that was hard to take all on it's own. It was like Veronica was fucking me without any lube this time... Oh it goes in eventually, but it isn't easy, and it sure isn't half as nice or enjoyable...

I guess I hadn't been warmed up enough or 'groomed' as you might say... These tastes and desires were being ripped from me, pulled out with force, rather than letting me be lulled into with a feeling of comfort while wearing women's clothes, given a stronger sense of security with my hand held in kid gloves and Veronica, using gentlest persuasions.

Thinking I'd try and stay in general terms like I had with my Mom, I sent Reg a short text hoping I wouldn't hear back from him and that I might be able to relax some...

But no... I knew that wasn't going to happen...

"Hey Reg, thanks, no prob on cleaning up, was glads to do it and well I'm not sure what to say about Vee sending you those pics... We were just having a laugh... Will catch up to you later... Thanks man!"

Feeling my heart beat in my chest I set the phone down again and tried to get back into what I was doing, tidying up loose ends from my lap top. Where in recent months we haven't been getting too many new contracts in work and I was beginning to worry.

But then, not two minutes later my phone went off with a second text from Reg, one that was a little more revealing and telling me I wasn't going to be getting away with this cross dressing thing too easily...

"Having a laugh? That's not what Vee told me! Anyway like I said, you looked good and later I want you both to come out to the hot tub... I think after our first time like this, we all need to talk again... I told Vee what I want, so just do what she says and we'll see you later"... He ended saying and oddly signing off as "Brother Reg"...

It gave me an eerie feeling reading his second text and I felt cold again. He was calling me out on my passing off the cross dressing, but knowing me as long as he has, he could see right through me and also, reading he wanted us to come and have another 'hot tub talk' meant I wasn't going to be getting any rest or piece of mind throughout the day...

I sent Veronica a text telling her that Reg wanted us to meet again but from what he had said, she knew this already, I was worried and also, I wanted to talk with her before we went down for another of these 'hot tub talks' that I was sure would turn into something else.

I felt so out of the loop again... I needed to know what else Veronica had told him, and for that matter my Mom can be thrown in there as well... What did Veronica tell her about all of this?

My palms were sweaty as my heart raced continually and not seeing any activity down the way, I busied myself around the house feeling like I had to keep moving or I'd end up thinking too much, wondering what was going to be said next? Where did the two of them see this going?

It was obvious from their text messages that the two of them had been talking on their own, planning something for the evening but what was it? What crazy thing were they cooking up this time?

My mind was a bee hive of activity, the thoughts swarming and clouding my judgment and once I heard Veronica coming through the door, I felt better because now I could get some answers one way or another... Whatever it was, just so long as I could put an end to all of the guessing, over thinking and speculating...

"Oh thank God you're home!" I said to her as I came up to her at the door, hugging Veronica, holding her and surprising her with my sudden need and want of her being there...

"Wow! That's some greeting... Hello to you too baby! I see you've been busy? The house looks nice"... She commented but she was being too casual and not like I had expected...

She seemed a little evasive with me, choosing to point out that I'd cleaned up the kitchen rather than to deal with what I was considering to be an urgent matter... And I soon found out why...

"Yeah, yeah... I do that every day, now come on, tell me what did you say to Reg today? -and why did you send my Mom pictures of me in your dress? I hope to God you didn't show them to anyone else... I knew this was all going to blow up in my face... I never should have let you talk me into any of this!"... I said to her in a fluster, trying to get everything out and working myself into a lather... I was too excited and afraid to be pissed off with her, but she could tell I wasn't happy...

"My my Dana! What has you so riled up? I was only doing this for your own good... Our own good for that matter... And no, I didn't send them to anyone else... Although I'm thinking if you keep this up, I might send a few to my sister"... She came back saying with a threat I didn't like, mentioning her gossipy sister Sandra, that had me backing down as Veronica went on to tell me what she and Reg had been talking about...

"To start with... Reg asked me how you were doing after I'd told him you were in no condition to be left alone, and when I told him how I found you, in my clothes and with your face a mess... He said he felt bad for you, but he also made sure to let me know he's not looking down on you either... So... that's when I sent him the pictures"... She explained but I wanted to know more, like how did they say all of this in text messages? I knew she'd have no time for a long back and forth...

"When did you guys have time to text all of this stuff? -or did you speak? Like on the phone?"... I asked with her admitting then that Reg had called her that morning while I was still sleeping...

"He was concerned with how things went with us... Between the three of us, and well... Yeah, he was also worried about how he'd treated me... You know? Being so dominant, he even apologized for spanking me, and he was so lovely about it all Dana... That's when I decided I wanted him to know... I told him the truth, letting him know that I loved every second of it, it was amazing... Even being spanked!"...

Letting me know this was all well and good, I was glad he was being so respectful, and I still couldn't believe he had actually spanked her...

But what I needed was to find out was how he reacted to seeing me dressed up in her clothes and even mugging for the camera, striking feminine, girly poses as she snapped away with her phone...

"He... He said I should embrace it, and he also said that I looked good but why? Why is he so interested in my looking like this Vee?" I asked sounding confused and in the dark about most of this...

"Like what did you guys say, and what's going to happen tonight? I guess I'll be back in my bikini by the sounds of it... But what else? Come on, I know there's more"... I asked pleading with her, wanting to know everything they had said while conceding to the fact that I'd more than likely be wearing the skimpy bottom half of my bikini for this up coming hut tub meeting of ours...

But then saying nothing as she walked away, I was given the feeling that I had it wrong...

"Oh I don't like that look! And where are you going? Don't avoid me, Vee please? What did you guys say? Just tell me... I mean, it's not like I can do anything about is there? You know I'm going to cave to whatever it is so please, just tell me" I added trying to reason with her because if she followed my track record in these matters, she'd see that I was right...

I may put up a fight in the beginning, but in the end? I always cave, giving in to whatever she wants...

"Okay here, come with me and we'll get you ready, we'll have dinner and then go over, but first come along, let's get you changed... I was going to wait and surprise you but no... Missy is in a hurry, so come on, let's go"... She said turning back to me and taking my arm.

Surprised some but not putting up any fight she had me walking me towards the stairs, and feeling now like I had pissed her off I dropped my angry facade...

"Where are we going, and what's in that bag?"... I asked as she continued walking with her arm in mine and saying nothing until we reached the bedroom...

"You want to know what's in the bag? You mean the surprise that you've ruined?... Get naked first and then I'll show you... She answered and she did sound pissed for sure this time.

Bowing my head some, I gave her a half hardhearted apology, rolling my eyes as I looked away, which she didn't seem to like too much either and laying down a new threat, I didn't know if she was kidding about or not... But still, I wasn't taking any chances after that...

"Don't you roll your eyes at me Dana... You keep forgetting it was you who started all of this, or let it happen anyway, and now that you've also agreed to let me take over and call the shots. I think that's also going to include how we deal with things like this"... She went on but I didn't get her, not until I challenged her and found out the hard way...

"Things like what? Me being upset because you sent my picture around without my permission?"... I countered and that I guess was the straw that broke her...

"Come here you, I've had it and now I'm gonna show you what happened to me last night so get those clothes off... NOW!"... She said to me raising her voice and I thought "Uh-oh!"...

But then taking my arm and pulling down my underwear, I called out this time, shocked...

"Hey what? What are you doing?"

"SWACK!"... Owww Stop! Vee you can't do that... You can't"... Owww stop! You can't spank me! Please! This is so embarrassing! Why?

"Smack!"

"Owww! Veronica! Why are you doing this?"

"Have you had enough? Do you want more or are you going to stop being so ungrateful?" She asked then, still sounding mad as I struggled, getting away from her, falling to the floor before she had tried to pull me across her lap.

She spanked my ass really hard in just that few swats but with my resistance and not believing what she was trying to do, I'd managed to slip away from her, naked and wriggling I slithered down to the floor where looking up at her I was completely and utterly shocked.

Breathless and lying there with my underwear in a knot at my ankles I was left confused, hurt and also wondering what the hell just happened... Why did she snap like that?

"I'm sorry... I don't want things going this way either Dana"... She began as I lay there at her feet, my eyes filled with tears and disbelief...

"You wanted me in control, so that's what all of this is... I mean we can't just go back... We've come too far and things are different now, but honestly Dana I don't know anymore"... She said then sounding a bit defeated herself, admitting we can't go back but did she still want to continue? Or even stay together? Hearing her, of course I was panicked...

"W-What? Veronica? Please baby?" I said pleading as I sat there on the carpeted floor in our bedroom not really understanding what she was saying...

"I'm not so sure I can do this, it's getting all so complicated... I think I might have to go and stay with sister for a few days... I... I need to think"... She added as she stood up from her perch on the end of the bed with her arms crossed under her big breast, still wearing her dark coloured work clothes, a pair of long dress pants and sleeveless summer turtle neck, that along with her darker make-up and her short blond hair, where from my angle she looked rather formidable and kind of scary with a very dominant look about her.

Turning over as I lay on the floor, naked from the waist down and with a half spanked ass, I looked to her not believing what she was saying...

Was I making this all too hard on her? What did she mean? Scared for my life I was sent back peddling, which as it turned out, this was exactly what she wanted...

"What? No... Baby you can't leave! Not now! Wh-what will I do without you? I'll... I'll be lost.... Please, I don't want you to go... I'm sorry about everything... You're right... I do... I do want it all and I'm sorry I got mad at you... I was just scared, and now I'm going to have to explain everything to my Mom, and it's hard! So please say you'll stay? I'll... I'll wear whatever you have for me please... I'm sorry and... and I deserved to be spanked, I was wrong... Baby? Veronica? Please?"

Looking at me she said nothing at first, making me stew and worry as the wheels turned in her head... She knew she had me, if she still wanted me...

But then seeing a smile forming in the corners of her mouth, I watched as her eyes softened along with her anger, surprising me indeed, but also, I was quite relieved...

"I'm not leaving... I was only saying that to scare you, and the spanking thing? Well, you'll have to give me a break on that too baby... I know as much as you do when it comes to doing this... I'm just learning and trying things, and when Reg spanked me the other night, I just thought I'd do it with you, because well, damn Dana, you pissed me off!"... She explained, apologizing in her own way, offering me her hand and helping me up.

"Did you mean what you said just now? That you'll wear whatever I have for you?" She added, asking as we stood there with our arms around each other, except somehow we'd ended up in the reverse, with my two hand clasped behind her neck and Veronica with her arms around me at my waist...

I suppose it was fitting as she asked me that, and of course, having to honour my words I nodded meekly, wondering just how outlandish of feminine a thing she had for me this time.

"Good because today, after I sent Reg and your Mom the pictures, I was talking to him and do want to know what he said?"... She asked as she let go of me, loosening her clasped fingers from around my waist as she stepped over to the bed, picking up the plain, white plastic shopping bag and stepping back as my curiosity shifted...

"Umm... Yeah... I guess... Wh-what did Reg say? He... He told me in a text that I should embrace it"... I said to her, letting her know what Reg had written to me in the short text conversation we'd had earlier in the day.

"Umm-Hummm... He said that to me too baby, but he also said that when we go out there tonight, he'd like for you to be wearing something 'different' is how he put it, and once he said that, I knew exactly what I wanted to get for you... So here, put this on for me and then we'll put a little make-up on you... I need to shower, so why don't you get started?"

Handing me the shopping bag I looked at her feeling scared and excited. What did she have for me that was 'different'? Again, all I could think was "Oh God!"

With my finger shaking I held the bag and slowly opened it as Veronica casually stepped away, making less of big deal of this than I'd imagined she would, considering what she'd just handed me and opening the none-descript bag, all I could see inside was a second, smaller, lighter and somewhat see-through bag, that upon looking, what ever it was inside, it was small and it looked like it was silver in colour.

Taking it out, I felt my heart rate speed up realizing that Veronica had gone back to the Bikini Hut and bought me the silver Lemay bathing suit... The one that matched her gold coloured version of this tiny string bikini I was now holding...

"Oh gosh Vee! You bought me the silver Lemay?" I asked before I realized I was talking to myself... I could hear the shower running and thinking she didn't want to be there in case I'd put up any kind of a fuss.