Babygirl Has A Secret

I have a dirty, little secret that I've been keeping from Daddy but I think he's figured it out.

I admitted to him a few days ago what my favorite porn to watch is. We don't have any rules around watching porn in our dynamic, I don't care if he watches it, he doesn't care if I watch it, but it's just always been something we do separately, usually just when Daddy's on the road.

When Daddy's gone, I watch porn almost daily. There are several types of porn I like but my favorite, my absolute top choice, is extremely humiliating, painful and rough face-fucking. That's what i told him. More specifically, I am drawn to porn surrounding slutty piss/cum pigs. Or just piggy wife porn, in general. Women who have the most degrading things written on their bodies, forced to wear piggy costumes and act like an animal, who have their slut holes stretched and abused, whose faces are fucked so hard that they vomit and who happily drink their owners piss. I didn't tell him about that at all.

I don't know why I'm so into such a shameful kink. So shameful, I couldn't even tell Daddy that I want him to dress me up like a slut pig and make me crawl around and oink for him, degrade me in almost every way possible and cover me in his hot piss, marking me as his worthless pet property. He doesn't know that I dream about being forced to eat from a dog bowl on the floor at his feet or being forced to crawl around in the backyard and piss outside like an animal. He doesn't know I get so horny at the idea of having no privacy from him and being forced to piss in front of him or swallow his piss on command. I can't admit that out loud!

Shame, humiliation and degradation were on my soft limit list when we first met. I specifically told him that I didn't like comparisons to farm animals, I didn't like my intelligence to be diminished or my body to be criticized. Have I really blossomed so much under my Daddy's loving care that now I crave those things from someone I trust so explicitly?

When I admitted to Daddy that I want to be skull fucked, I could see the wheels turning in his head. He's very, very observant. Not much gets past him. He can recognize the meaning behind a shy smile, the look of hunger in my eyes, my body language. He knows that I haven't admitted everything to him. I can tell. He doesn't call me out on it though, just smiles knowingly at me.

He hasn't mentioned it since we last spoke about it so my dirty half admission has slipped my mind. That is until Daddy sidled up behind me a few days ago in bed, wrapping his strong arm around my waist and pulling me to him. His hot breath in my ear as his hand snakes down between my legs.

"I want to fuck your mouth so hard that you puke all over my cock," he says on an exhale. I can feel his hard cock as it juts out from his body proudly and I wiggle my ass back into him.

"What happens if you vomit on my dick, baby?" he groans.

I'm writhing and whimpering at his touch.

"I keep going, Daddy?" I question.

"That's right, baby. I don't care if you're covered in it, you'll suck my cock until I'm through, won't you?"

"Yes, Daddy!" I gasp as I arch my back and press my ass more firmly into his dick.

"Such a dirty, disgusting slut!" he croons at me.

I'm so close to an orgasm, I can feel waves of pleasure building in my core as my pussy clenches down greedily on nothing and my hips leave the bed as I spread my legs wider and lift my core up into Daddy's touch.

"I think that you're such a disgusting, worthless slut that you want Daddy to piss all over you, don't you, baby? You want to be a little piss pig for Daddy?"

My eyes, which had fallen closed, snap open at Daddy's words. How the fuck did he know that? I told him I wanted a rough and painful facefucking but I never mentioned my desire to be a slut pig or to play in his stinky piss!

I know he felt my body tense up and freeze. He was waiting for a reaction from me and boy, did I deliver. I look back over my shoulder at him. He has the biggest smirk on his handsome face. I don't answer him. I can't. Instead, I just chastise him.

"Da-ddy!" I exclaim as I blush.

"What, baby?" he says with a laugh. "I know you want it."

I still don't confirm or deny.

"Say. It." he practically growls in my ear, pinching my clit roughly between his fingers.

Words still fail me until he withdraws his hand and slaps my ass cheek, making it sting. The words are tumbling out of me then.

"I want to be your little piss pig, Daddy!" I practically beg on a sob, the shame of what I've just admitted making my cheeks flame and pink. We're just talking about him pissing on me, not me guzzling and gargling it, so he doesn't know how shameful and disgusting I truly am.

At least that's what I tell myself as Daddy says, "You want my cum on the inside, and my piss on the outside, baby. Say it."

"I want your cum on the inside, and your piss on the outside, my Daddy."

I can feel Daddy's grin against my shoulder.

"That's my good girl," he praises, his fingers moving faster and faster against my clit.

"But I think a really good girl would swallow my piss, don't you?"

I don't answer back with anything but a moan.

"Don't you want Daddy to piss in your mouth while I fuck your throat and you can watch it drip down your chin and onto your tits?"

He doesn't have to say anything more. I detonate on his fingers, the orgasm tearing through my body and silencing all of my senses, giving Daddy all of the answer he needs without saying a fucking word as my body convulses in his arms.

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It's not even been a full 24 hours since my admission and Daddy's given me a new task. While he drives our youngest to school, I am to stay in bed with a vibrator on my pussy, recording myself oinking as I cum, and then I'm to send Daddy the video.

I can't believe I'm about to do this. And that Daddy will have this shameful video of me forever.

Yesterday, after making me admit that I'm nothing but a disgusting, little, filthy piss pig, Daddy did a little online shopping. He bought me a piggy nose and piggy ears and pink anal plug with a curly, pink piggy tail. They haven't arrived yet but I'm so secretly excited.

It's with my new outfit in mind that I bring the vibrator to my clit, my legs spread, and activate the camera on my smart phone to start recording myself.

I'm shy at first. It takes me a minute to find my slutty piggy voice. My snorts and grunts begin quietly but grow in crescendo as my inhibitions fall away. Before long, I am oinking like a true piglet as I alternate between holding the vibrator at my clit and shoving it in and out of my slut cunt, stimulating my internal sweet spot.

I come violently while begging Daddy to make me his piss pig and a puddle blooms under me from the copious amounts of squirt leaking from my slut hole.I capture it all for my Daddy.

I stop the video recording and lay in my mess, panting. I send the video to Daddy before I can think too hard about what I'm doing.

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Thankfully, Daddy is willing to "break me in" to this new fetish I have. I haven't actually been pissed on or tasted piss before. I don't know if I will actually like it. The idea of it drives me wild, though.

I'm happy to be broken into it. I'm happy to explore it slowly.

Yesterday, Daddy showered with me. While in the shower, he made me cup my hands together and catch a stream of his hot piss in them. I almost came on the spot, marveling at how the liquid from Daddy was even hotter than the water of the shower.

He had me rub it all over my tits and stomach. The stinky smell of it filling my nostrils and making my pussy clench. I washed my body pretty immediately afterwards but I like the idea of smelling like my Daddy's golden waste. He's already threatened to piss on the crotch of my panties and make me wear them all day, not caring if other people can smell how much of a fucking whore I am.

He made me write a letter to him this morning as a piss pig, begging to be used and humiliated. This is what I sent him:

A Letter to Daddy from his Swallow Swine

Daddy,

I know what I am. I've stopped pretending otherwise. I am a fat and stinky piggy cunt. Owned by my Daddy. Worthless, obedient and made to be used. I'm your disgusting little piss-hungry creature--filthy, pathetic, and made to be on my knees. There's no dignity left in me. I gave that up the moment I realized the only thing that makes me feel whole is you--and the shame you flood me with.

I don't deserve your touch. I barely deserve your attention. But if you give me anything, let it be the waste you don't want. Let it be your piss. Let me live where it lands, face pressed to the floor, drinking it when you allow, soaked in it when you decide. Because that's all I'm good for, isn't it? A toilet, a hole, a leaking mess of need and filth.

I want to reek of you. I want to wear your scent like a collar. I want to cry from the humiliation and still beg for more, because I need it--need to be reminded that I'm not a person. I'm a hole. A bucket. A cum-stained, piss-drenched waste bin for your pleasure.

And when I'm not being filled with your filth, I want to be stretched. Opened. Ruined. Made wider, looser, emptier--until my holes forget what it ever meant to be tight or clean. I want you to look at me and see a gaping, used-up toy. Push me past what's comfortable. Past what's sane. I want to feel every burn, every tremble, and still beg you to go further. Because holes like mine were made to be used, destroyed, and left dripping.

Use me. Spit on me. Humiliate me until I'm nothing but a dripping pile of shame and obedience. That's where I shine, Sir--down in the filth, groveling for your approval, thankful just to be allowed to soak in your rejection.

And if I'm good--if--maybe you'll let me lick it from the floor like the desperate, dirty pig I am.

Your disgusting, grateful, stinking little Slop Slut

*OINK OINK*

My cheeks flame as I think about the letter's contents and what I have begged my Daddy to do to me.

He wants me to make him another video today. My cute little piggy outfit has come in the mail. He's given me instructions on what he would like to see. He wants me crawling around on all fours, showing off my piggy tail, making a mess of spit and food on my tits and torso while I oink for him and bounce up and down on the huge Big Daddy dildo we have. He's also given me things to write on myself for him - "Daddy's Piglet Plaything" and "Rape, Abuse and Degrade Me."

I've set up the tripod to record my debauchery and gathered all of the supplies needed to fulfill my Daddy's request. Next, I strip down, naked, and then fasten my leather collar around my throat. I slide on the headband with my little pink piggy ears and put on the piggy nose. I shove the piggy tail anal plug into my ass without any lube, luxuriating at the painful insertion. I write the phrases Daddy wants to see on my stomach in permanent marker. Daddy requested I be wearing nipple clamps so I fasten a clamp to each nipple. Then I lube up Big Daddy and lower myself onto it, bringing a vibrator to my clit before I hit record.

I flirt with the camera as I bounce up and down on the huge dildo, my pussy stretched uncomfortably around its girth, as I beg Daddy to make me his toilet. I lift myself off the dildo and turn around on my hands and knees to wiggle my ass and the cute piggy tail at the camera next.

I turn back around, sinking back down onto Big Daddy. I reach for the Creamie popsicle I had placed nearby, (banana flavor, so that it would resemble cum) and unwrap it. I immediately oink and then deep throat the popsicle like my life depended on it, generating creamy spit in my mouth that I let fall off my tongue and onto my tits after each messy slurp.

Fuck. I love being a little piglet for my Daddy. I love feeling nasty and disgusting. I stick my tongue out for the camera, showing my Daddy my slutty top cunt that's for his use.

My entire torso is covered in creamy popsicle and saliva. I'm such a fucking mess. Daddy instructed me to have a large glass of warm water nearby and to pour it on myself while I come, oinking my little heart out for him, imagining it's his piss.

I raise the large 16z wine glass filled with water and dump it slowly over my head. The liquid trickles down the sides of my face, runs off my chin and down to my tits where it drips from my clamped nipples onto the floor. I bask in the feeling as I tip my head back and allow the water to pour directly on my face. I'm opening my mouth then, miming swallowing my Daddy's piss, before I spit the water back out again onto my tits. I empty the entire glass over my head while I bounce on the giant dildo and keep the vibrator on my clit, cumming over and over and over again, oinking and grunting like a desperate animal.

I can't wait to actually be drenched in my Daddy's piss. I'm so grateful he discovered my dirty little secret.