When my Statistics class drew to an end, I raced out of the room while struggling to keep from crying. I'd never gotten anything less than an 'A' on a test. And my very first quiz in my Freshman year at University I'd bombed with a 'B'. I was devastated.
As I dashed down the hallway, I passed a bulletin board and a pink slip of paper caught my eye. It was half covered by a more recent announcement of a faculty luncheon. After lifting the luncheon announcement, I was able to better examine the pink half-sheet. It was an advertisement of sorts for a place called, "Aunt Pamela's Emporium". The font used on the ad was loopy and feminine in nature. Questions were written out on the sheet. "Are you homesick? Do you miss the encouragement of your mother? Do you need a hug? Do you need to be cuddled? Do you need to be scolded? Do you need to be punished? A visit to Aunt Pamela's Emporium may be just what you need." Along the bottom of the sheet, a phone number was listed multiple times, each number was cut so it could be torn-off. Not a single phone number had been removed from the sheet.
I bit my lower lip and tore the phone number from the sheet. I held it in my hand while I walked back to my dorm room. When I was finally alone in my room, I laid the small piece of paper with the number for Aunt Pamela's Emporium and my Stat's quiz on my desk. The handwritten 'B' glared at me and I knew I'd have to call Aunt Pamela.
My own mother had always been distant and rarely showed any signs of affection. She never once raised a hand to me and I couldn't recall ever being punished. I'd always been a good student, well-behaved, small-statured, polite and timid. I have never been the type of boy who needed to be punished, but I had often felt I deserved to be spanked or even worse. Aunt Pamela seemed like the woman I'd needed in my life for a very long time.
I picked up my phone a half dozen time to make the call, but I kept chickening out. After almost an hour, I let the call go through and heard Aunt Pamela's maternal, educated voice for the first time. She sounded very kind and understanding. Her voice was how I wished my mother had spoken to me while I was growing up. I knew I'd made the right decision calling her. But I was very worried about the cost, I was a college student and didn't have much to spend. When I mentioned this to Aunt Pamela, she told me not to worry about the cost, it would work itself out.
Aunt Pamela worked out of her home in a quiet residential area just 8 blocks from my dorm. During our conversation, she told me she'd had a recent cancellation and if I could make it to her home at 2:00 pm, we could have our first meeting. It was only 12:30 pm and I told her I could make it.
Aunt Pamela told me I needed to shower and arrive at her home looking nice. She wouldn't stand for a young man who didn't care about his hygiene or appearance. She warned me to be prompt or she may not let me into her home. She also told me to think about my reason for contacting her. She wanted me to be prepared to tell her why I felt I needed her in my life.
After hanging up the phone, I spent the next hour scrubbing, combing and generally cleaning myself. I even shaved my face, even though I didn't need to. I'd never been especially hairy and only shaved once a week. Even then it wasn't really needed. I put on my best khaki's, a button-up collared shirt, brown leather boat shoes, and a matching belt. I glanced in the mirror on my way out the door and thought I looked good, a little juvenile, but good.
The walk to Aunt Pamela's home went by quickly and I soon found myself standing on her doorstep. Glancing at my phone, I was glad to see I'd arrived 5 minutes early. I tapped on the door timidly and waited. Moments passed before I heard the sound of someone approaching from inside. The door came open and there stood the woman whose image should be displayed by the word 'mother' in the dictionary.
She was a full-figured, substantial woman. She had wide hips, enormous breasts, and thick thighs. Her heavily greying hair was neatly styled in a loose bun. Her face was wrinkled in all the expected places of a woman her age. She had dark blue eyes, a warm smile and perfectly applied, subtle make-up. She stood several inches taller than my 5'4". She wore a below-the-knee, light-blue dress with a white floral print. Her legs were encased in nylons and on her feet, she wore low, white heels. Around her neck was a string of pearls and she wore rings on two fingers, neither of which was a wedding band.
She held out her hand and said, "You must be Leslie." She reached out and offered her hand. I looked up into her eyes and timidly said, "Yes Ma'am." I then reached up and she took my hand without shaking it, she just held it. She briefly squeezed my small hand in hers and I felt her strength and my penis tingled in my pants.
She glanced at the thin watch on her opposite wrist, "You're 3 minutes early. I do appreciate a young man who is prompt." She still held my hand in hers when she led me into her home. Her living room was decorated in the same manner as my grandmother's home had been. There were family photos on the walls, the furniture and decorations were not modern, but a classy, older style. She guided me to the sitting area of the room and took a seat in the middle of her couch. She had me sit close beside her, so close that our legs were touching. She wrapped her arm around my shoulders and boldly asked why I'd called her.
I stuttered and mumbled a response. I wasn't expecting her to get right to the point of our visit. For some reason, I expected us to get to know each other before we got down to business. Aunt Pamela pulled me closer against her and kissed the side of my forehead. She told me I didn't need to be nervous. She told me whatever we discussed would remain between the two of us. She went on to add that no one would ever know what the two of us did in her home. She kissed my forehead again and told me she could be trusted.
For whatever the reason, I believed her wholeheartedly. Her words got me talking and once I started, I couldn't stop. I told Aunt Pamela about my distant relationship with my mother and how I'd longed for us to be much closer. I went into detail about how lonely I was growing up. I told her how I'd always pushed myself to do well in school and how I'd hoped it would make my mother proud, but she never seemed to notice. I explained that I'd never had many friends. She listened to every word I said and asked questions when she didn't fully understand.
After I'd told her I'd never had a girlfriend, Aunt Pamela interrupted and asked if I'd ever had intercourse. I blushed deeply and whispered, "No, Ma'am." She squeezed me against her large, soft body and told me it was nothing to be ashamed of. Without pausing, she then asked how often I masturbated.
I wanted to crawl under a rock! I was so embarrassed! When I tried to tell her I didn't masturbate, she refused to believe it. She had me look her in the eye and asked if I was being honest. She told me she wouldn't stand for a liar. I was so humiliated! But I somehow forced myself to tell her I did it once or twice a day.